HIMR Archive

Chronological archive

2020

353 videos

01

January

32 videos
1 January
It's been a tough year for me 2019 brought his father’s death after hospitalization; eleven months later, he still reports daily thoughts and near-nightly nightmares. Marital crises escalated through infidelity, London and Germany encounters, separation, reconciliation, renewed cheating, a smashed door, and Airbnb stays. December brought renewed marital conflict, solo travel, reconciliation before Christmas, and an uninvited viewer’s home visit that alarmed his family. 13:42
2 January
The Witcher 3 Review - Switch Lite Gameplay Despite selling his original Switch, he bought a smaller Switch Lite; Mario Kart and Dead Cells quickly bored him. Patiently learning The Witcher 3 transformed his opinion; nearly 100 hours, including an eight-hour flight, made him completely hooked. He rates it 6.8/10: PC cost £7 versus £35 on Switch and looks superior; Switch crashed roughly five times. 10:49
4 January
Something Real Messed Up Happened To Me A longtime donor arrived uninvited at 9 p.m.; Daniel’s mother let him inside, alarming the family despite gifts and gratitude. He traces the breach to old self-doxxing, but insists a public address never authorizes visits; only invited guests are welcome. He distinguishes public recognition from private-home intrusion, accepting brief greetings but rejecting filming, following, and unsolicited meetings. 13:33
7 January
I don't know what to do with my life anymore On 7 January 2020, Daniel says he has no goals or interests after achieving Japanese-learning and living-in-Japan ambitions. He rejects driving, fitness, languages, and JLPT goals as unnecessary, citing low motivation, past failures, and fear of wasted effort. He links inactivity to financial comfort and few responsibilities, then cooks a mackerel fish cake he finds merely okay. 12:39
8 January
Star Wars fans need to grow up After finally watching The Rise of Skywalker, he condemns its dialogue, jokes, characters, and Rey–Kylo kiss as painfully bad. A documentary on The Phantom Menace’s backlash leads him to argue adult fans mistake childhood nostalgia for genuine quality. He declares Star Wars dead to him, preferring dark adult violence and framing lost childhood joy as aging’s painful reality. 10:48
9 January
Similarities between me and Onision Daniel acknowledges parallels with Onision: edgy nihilism, drama-based clickbait, and a fading passion for original YouTube content. He defends sexual encounters with female viewers as consensual adult dating, rejecting claims that fame inherently creates exploitation. He admits lying, withholding stories, and concealing potentially illegal acts, while acknowledging some women requested anonymity and privacy. 12:32
11 January
Live Q&A First 2020 Q&A stretched toward eight hours; he reported $250 earned live, monthly income above 2,000, and no intention to get a job. After England, an argument over filming his Hong Kong affair made Chihiro cry and threaten separation; Daniel admits jealousy and insecurity. Bored and creatively stalled, he replaced Rainbow Six with Mario Kart and aquascaping, planning a larger planted tank and second-channel experiments. 8:07:02
12 January
Why Japan does NOT need any more Foreigners Daniel argues Japan should welcome tourists, not more foreign residents, claiming demographic concerns are government propaganda for cheaper labour. He warns migrants about bland food, language barriers, difficult dating, and resentment that more foreigners reduce his uniqueness. At home, he tests fried convenience-store food after fugu, replaces dying aquarium plants, adds fertilizer, and melts a microwave lid. 11:58
13 January
Serious Talk Daniel says his anti-foreigner/Japan video drew hundreds of dislikes, insults, and hurt feelings; he insists he intended no offence. He contrasts Nobita’s warmly received video, claiming foreigners lack equal legitimacy to discuss Japan and invoking Chinese ancestry. He then cooks three-ingredient tandoori chicken; despite near-burning it, he finds the wings crispy, juicy, and unexpectedly successful. 11:45
15 January
Onision - DELETED From Twitch! Daniel celebrates Onision’s reported Twitch ban after Patreon’s removal, calling it a major victory following years of perceived platform impunity. He credits Chris Hansen’s audience and public outrage for pressuring platforms, while hoping YouTube acts despite no apparent strikes. Twitch bans are hard to evade; he predicts Onision will exhaust platforms and retreat to a personal website. 6:42 Trying Poisonous Japanese Fugu (Puffer Fish) with my Wife Daniel and his wife dine on a fugu course, including raw skin, deep-fried pieces, thin slices, and a cooked portion. Raw skin is described as salty, fishy, chewy, and elastic, with collagen; Daniel remains unsure whether he likes it. The fried fugu is unusually hard but chicken-like, while sashimi tastes nearly flavorless; the cooked section resembles cod. 10:27 Why I'm proud to be British Daniel reverses his earlier anti-British stance, expressing pride in British inventions, military victories, empire, food, weather, and national achievements. He jokingly praises British trains for enabling fare evasion, recounting a £20 fine avoided by submitting a fake address. He cooks five-minute egg fried rice with onion, bacon, egg, green onions, salt, and pepper, noting Japanese rice’s stickiness. 11:32
17 January
A Day In The Life Of An Unemployed NEET In Japan He streamed nearly eight hours, earning about £74 while pacing, tending fish, cooking lunch, and preparing to sell his laptop. He deleted poorly viewed England and fugu videos, citing pressure and stagnation; he brainstormed commentary, drama, and a narcissism essay. He said YouTube’s safety bubble leaves him bored; marital privacy limits content, while views and Patreon remain his income. 8:18:53 Why I Hate Mario Kart 8 Deluxe on the Switch Lite After hundreds of hours, he still calls it his favourite game, but says unchanged tracks make play repetitive. He criticizes excessive A-button confirmations, AFK ejections, reverse-driving penalties, and rigid rules preventing trolling or casual play. He dislikes battle arenas, the confusing volcano track, and golden-mushroom button- spamming; he requests damage, heavier weapons, and 20-player chaos. 10:09
19 January
I had an Affair with a Married Japanese Woman He quit a computer-science course after four weeks, abandoned university and work-visa ambitions, and returned to Japan as a tourist. At 22, Daniel had a three-month affair with a 33-year-old Mixi acquaintance; she funded their frequent love-hotel stays. She claimed her husband accepted overnight outings as friendship; after England, Daniel chose a younger single woman and ended contact. 13:33 Overwatch Gameplay on the Switch Lite Newly bought Overwatch on Switch Lite, he compares it to Team Fortress and wins despite barely understanding objectives or abilities. He prefers the hammer character; mech controls strain his little finger, while sitting awkwardly hurts his back. After two victories, he calls the game visually appealing but confusing, worries about wasted money, and rates it 4/8. 16:10
20 January
my response to Nobita's reasons not to come to japan Daniel rejects Nobita’s 20 reasons as mostly manageable: refunds, rent, weather, driving, pets, smoking, and overtime are ordinary or avoidable. He concedes Japan’s criminal justice system and social rigidity, but praises public transport, nonreligion, politeness, and easy dating. He says language barriers limit jobs, friendships may be transactional, foreigners face separation, and his sarcasm previously triggered Japanese backlash. 14:50
21 January
daniel and the pussys The transcript is extremely fragmentary, dominated by repeated meowing and questions about what the apparent cat wants. It mentions water, shelter, food, and Marvin, but provides no clear context, confirmed event, or meaningful personal action. An appointment ending and a group leaving for a new home are briefly referenced, apparently as narrated or quoted material. 2:50 How I became a massive narcissist Daniel admits narcissism, linking it to childhood isolation, having only two friends, and seeking parental attention through mischief. YouTube became a substitute for real-world socializing: anonymous self-disclosure reduced loneliness while attention gradually inflated his ego. He is selling his gaming laptop after abandoning Rainbow Six; Switch games now dominate, illustrating addiction substitution. 11:37 Licking my pussy cat 0:25 Why I replaced my Gaming Laptop with a Switch Lite Daniel replaces his roughly £1,600 setup with a £180 Switch Lite after Rainbow Six loses appeal; portability reduces travel burden. He completed The Witcher 3 across Switch and PC; Mario Kart, Overwatch, and varied ports now satisfy his gaming needs. He frames the change as liberation: a lightweight console supports multitasking, while he abandons stationary hardware and Rainbow Six dependence. 13:21
23 January
I had a bad day After three weeks indoors, an outing produced a one-hour packed-train stoppage and a ¥9,000 offer for his ~$1,500 laptop. His two-hour Cornish-pasty attempt included a burning chopping board, finger burns, torn pastry, and failure despite tasty filling. During an eight-hour stream, he revisited childhood-home memories after his father's death, reported demonetization, and planned searchable content. 7:57:53
24 January
DO NOT BUY Crash Team Racing - Switch Lite Gameplay Bought the £35 Switch racing game to compare with Mario Kart, but resented lengthy licenses and unskippable introductory cutscenes. Online matchmaking was quick, yet confusing controls, slow racing, awkward drifting, bland tracks, and long loading times frustrated him. After three rounds, he called it terrible, regretted the purchase, wished for refunds, recommended Mario Kart, and finished seventh. 17:52
25 January
Tour Of My New Airbnb Daniel moves into a six-night Airbnb (~$160–$170); Chihiro wants divorce because he prioritizes streaming and Discord over talking with her. He defends streaming and Discord as work and loneliness relief, rejects changing, yet admits missing marriage’s companionship and structure. He reports £59 from the stream versus £2,900 last month, considers cheaper relocation, gaming reviews, and a secret channel project. 5:36:36
26 January
This War of Mine - Switch Lite Review He reviews This War of Mine, a grim 30-day survival strategy game involving scavenging, resources, moral choices, depression, and permanent character death. From an Airbnb, he says he and his wife probably will divorce; both see separation as best, though guilt, sadness, comfort, and boredom persist. He feels married life has become repetitive and lifeless, while a drama-dependent channel has 100,000 subscribers but roughly 90,000 inactive. 16:43
27 January
Why learning Japanese is a complete WASTE of time Daniel argues Japanese requires years, money, and effort, yet offers little value unless one lives in Japan; at 30, he regrets investing. He says short-term visitors and even long-term residents can manage through English basics, Google Maps, convenience stores, Amazon, and minimal interaction. He calls JLPT Levels 1–2 wasteful: employers ignored his certificate and judged spoken ability; he also regrets unused Korean study. 12:03
28 January
Life Update - Discussing My Plans Daniel says his marriage is effectively ending: he left for an Airbnb, feels relieved alone, and awaits formal divorce paperwork. He plans roughly two weeks in South Korea, testing clickbait country-review videos before deciding on Hong Kong, Thailand, or England. With views and income falling, he considers a ¥500/$1-a-day challenge, sex/drama content, commentary, employment, or property income. 6:14:33
29 January
Why I Hated My Ex Girlfriend In 2010, aged 20, Daniel met a Japan-Cupid girlfriend after traveling alone to Japan; attraction and limited meetings fueled anxiety. He recalls clashes over rules, food, Disneyland effort, and maturity; lonely and unhappy, he cheated with a playful Korean guesthouse resident. A decade later, he secretly found her working as an air cabin hostess and wonders whether she remembers their relationship. 11:46 Why the Switch Lite is better than the Switch Original Daniel argues the Switch Lite saves $100, prioritizing portable handheld play over the original’s TV-docking capability. He values its smaller, lighter design, fixed non-squeaky controls, colorful options, D-pad, and roughly 30 extra minutes of battery. He acknowledges lost docking, detachable Joy-Cons, stand, some game compatibility, and easy two-player play, but still recommends the Lite. 11:13
30 January
Surviving on £1.25 a day in Japan for 4 days Using one of each Japanese coin, he attempted a ¥666 budget; tax miscalculation raised spending to approximately ¥712. He bought bread, onions, ramen, potatoes, pork belly, and eggs, preparing soup, eggs on toast, ramen, and fried pork. The ingredients lasted three full days plus fourth-day lunch, averaging ¥178 daily, or about £1.25. 12:21 What is the Surface Duo Daniel reviews Microsoft's Surface Duo, criticizing the central crease, awkward full-screen viewing, and perceived inferiority to his iPad's split-screen multitasking. He sees limited benefits in portability, book-like dual-app use, or game controls, arguing existing tablets, Switch, and 2DS work better. Past Windows Phone frustration over missing apps fuels skepticism; foldables seem cumbersome for one-handed vlogging, while Samsung S10+ satisfies him. 6:44
31 January
Why I'm moving to South Korea He and his wife mutually ended the marriage without fighting or cheating, blaming depression, neglect, gaming, Discord, and poor communication. Feeling relieved, he describes marriage as suffocating and prioritizes freedom to travel, socialize, and pursue activities without criticism. Divorce invalidates his spouse visa, so he heads to Seoul for travel, dating, food, videos, and a $780 two-week Airbnb. 17:12

02

February

35 videos
3 February
My first day in KOREA He arrives in South Korea, checks into a heated two-level Airbnb, and feels depressed and unsure why he came. With only 2,000 won left, he overspends on groceries, paying 21,131 won, about $17.67, for roughly three days’ food. Near Seoul Station, he finds the gray, expensive neighborhood run-down and sees homelessness, prompting a search for somewhere better despite no refund. 14:07
4 February
How to make Cinnamon Star Bread 10:03
5 February
Feeling bored and lonely Daniel’s first Korea livestream covers six days in Seoul: $700 Airbnb, expensive food, poor Wi‑Fi, severe cold, and limited activity. He plans viewer meetups, food/apartment videos, and country-hopping, while hesitating over the Essex girl and accepting divorce amid guilt. Falling views drive plans to copy successful formats, launch multiple channels, preserve income, and find a partner who changes him. 4:20:19
7 February
Exploring Seoul with my New Friend Daniel meets Eugene, an American viewer who tours him around Seoul and argues comments cannot reform Daniel. They visit a large gate and illuminated city viewpoints, discuss coronavirus precautions, and endure freezing temperatures near Lotte Tower. At a Korean rib restaurant, confusion and burnt meat accompany Daniel’s admission that one serving fills him; he requests Discord streaming homeward. 12:55 How to make beans on toast with Fried Ham He prepares beans on toast with fried garlic ham, using half a $1 ham; the low-quality meal is acceptable. He resumes push-ups, edits/uploads a video, and enjoys meeting a man with shared interests more than incompatible dates. A 23-year-old Japanese woman proposes meeting in Korea next month and possible sex, but her missing photo raises catfishing concerns. 12:24
8 February
How to make Spaghetti with Sausages Spent 16,000 won ($13) on sausages, spaghetti, sauce, tuna, mayonnaise and snacks; criticized Korea’s costly meat while preparing dinner. Japanese woman claims to be 23, plans a March visit, and exchanges sexual voice messages; age and appearance remain uncertain. A French meeting is planned next week, while stale Korea content and falling donations prompt second-channel videos targeting $5 each. 23:38
9 February
A day in my life in Korea During an eight-hour Seoul livestream, Daniel makes tuna-sweetcorn sandwiches; ¥16,000 of groceries should last three days, projecting $120–$150 monthly food. French woman ultimately offers friendship, Japanese visitor is expected next week, and divorce paperwork remains unfiled after two weeks. With 105,000 subscribers, roughly 90,000 inactive, and silver-play-button approval, he pivots toward low-effort streams and apartment tours. 8:06:08
10 February
I met this girl in Korea... Daniel and a woman visit a Seoul tower’s 31st floor, viewing apartments, Samsung’s building, and markers for London and Tokyo. They descend in ice skates, rent gloves, and nervously skate; Daniel struggles after reportedly not skating for six years. After confusing directions and a failed karaoke attempt, they say goodbye; she calls Daniel genuinely nice, not a weirdo. 13:44 Top 5 Mario Kart 8 Tips and Tricks for beginners He explains vehicle, tire, and glider combinations affect performance, and demonstrates the countdown-two starting boost, warning mistiming causes failure. He demonstrates ramp tricks, slipstreaming, and power-sliding: longer drifts produce stronger blue or purple boosts. After repeated failed attempts to obtain projectiles, he finally fires a turtle shell backward and recommends shoulder-button hopping for sharp turns. 11:40
11 February
Trying Korean Mcdonalds In Seoul, Daniel reviews 5,900-won Korean McDonald’s 1955 double burger, finding it acceptable but underwhelming and comparing thumbnails to packaging. French-date video ranks #1 for views, but Daniel regrets relying on dates and tours after backlash against his opinion-driven content. The supposed 23-year-old Japanese woman disappears from Instagram; Daniel cries, suspects catfishing, and rethinks an Airbnb booked for her. 23:13
12 February
How I made $219 by trolling Rachel and Jun fans Daniel revisits his 10-minute Rachel and Jun parody, which reached 72,789 views—far above his usual 1,000. The video earned $219, with 89% of traffic from YouTube searches; disabling comments redirected angry fans to older uploads. He says the outrage was deliberate acting, acknowledges jealousy, and plans more criticising- YouTuber videos because topic-hopping produced little else. 12:56 Trying 50% Discount Korean BEEF Discounted groceries yield three meals for $15; Korea rates 7/10, and he considers cheaper Airbnb living before Thailand or Vietnam. A $250 paid encounter feels life-changing; he considers monthly repeats and prioritizes beauty over personality or emotional intimacy. Living alone feels liberating after marital silence; Friday’s Japanese meetup may involve catfishing or violence, and divorce remains unconfirmed. 3:56:44
13 February
Meeting a Japanese girl soon! Daniel prepares Korean Japaghetti, noting its dried vegetables, confusing olive-oil packet, and mismatch between packaging and actual ingredients. Excess water leaves the noodles overly black and bland; adding soup improves flavor, but the meal disappoints compared with memory. The Japanese woman created a new Instagram after her boyfriend deleted the old one; she claims she will arrive tomorrow, but Daniel remains wary. 13:09
14 February
Korean pork and tofu spicy stew In a new Airbnb, Daniel rearranges the narrow table and struggles with a confusing keypad entry, including an alarm. He prepares a 3,000-won convenience-store pork, tofu, and kimchi stew, finds it tiny, painfully spicy, and rejects buying it again. He doubts a Japanese woman arriving around 1 a.m., fears a setup or attack, and considers postponing their meeting until daylight. 15:23 Mysterious Japanese girl wants to meet me tonight... Daniel leaves a foul-smelling two-week Airbnb and checks into a Korean apartment with heated floors, two beds, and seemingly good internet. A self-described 23-year-old Japanese Instagram contact is supposedly arriving that night after intimate exchanges, but refuses face photos. Her account vanished and returned with a boyfriend-deleted explanation; Daniel remains hopeful yet suspects deception, catfishing, or danger. 11:36 Sad And Lonely Valentines day -( Her Instagram vanished before their Seoul meeting; Daniel calls the Japanese woman a catfish, scraps related videos, and speculates about possible conspirators. Essex girl ghosts him, French woman friend-zones him, Korean date lacks chemistry, and Tinder problems leave him without romantic prospects. He rejects returning to his wife; costs rose from $400 to roughly $1,000 monthly, prompting cheaper Airbnbs and food-content plans. 3:36:04
15 February
Eating KFC everyday for 1 week - Day 1 Daniel independently buys KFC in Korea for about 20,000 won, using touchscreens; the order should provide several meals. At 7 p.m., after fasting, he samples zingers, spicy rice cake, truffle chicken, coleslaw, and chips; he misses drinks. He bites his lip deeply again, causing bleeding and expected week-long pain; $500/month Airbnbs seem possible, but tomorrow is unplanned. 19:36
16 February
A week on KFC - day 2 The KFC challenge failed after Daniel ate lamb skewers with a nearby Korean woman; he enjoyed her company and plans another dinner. Her smile evoked his 2016 Taiwanese love; meeting her lifted his depression and highlighted his reliance on social interaction. He seeks a $500/month Airbnb versus $280 weekly now, targeting roughly $150 food costs and more disposable income. 16:47 I got catfished AGAIN The Japanese Instagram contact vanished again after promising to retrieve luggage, confirming catfishing; Daniel will block any replacement account. Essex, French, Korean, and Tinder prospects have stalled or failed, leaving him lonely and seeking romance, excitement, and physical connection. With about ten weeks left in Korea, he plans $500 monthly accommodation, stronger identity checks, and possibly bars or clubs. 12:44
17 February
Face Reveal and 3rd day on KFC KFC Day 3’s filming failed, and the challenge collapsed after another dinner with the Korean woman; greasy food caused burning stomach problems. His ex-wife confirmed divorce processing; he feels relieved, expects the spouse visa to lapse, and says Discord-related neglect—not infidelity—ended their marriage. Friendship improves his mental health; he considers dating the nearby Korean woman and seeking a cheaper Airbnb in her area. 25:14
18 February
I am now Officially Divorced His wife sent evidence that divorce papers were received February 12; Daniel felt shocked and sad, then deleted their conversation. He attributes their nearly two-year marriage’s end to Discord neglect, incompatibility, language barriers, and failure to change—not cheating. He cuts both spouse visas, expects England for Christmas, and plans Japan next year as a tourist; groceries cost 22,000 won. 11:16
19 February
Korean Spicy Sausage Stew Prepared Korean army stew with discounted sausages, ramen, kimchi, baked beans and sauces; the large meal cost about $4. Before a 5 p.m. date with a 23-year-old Korean woman, he admits difficulty caring about others and sustaining conversation. Lonely yet bored by people, he wants intimacy; he booked a $500 monthly Airbnb, moves tomorrow, and quit KFC after stomach problems. 21:33
20 February
I met this really cute Korean girl 😍 I met this really cute Korean girl He met a Korean woman again next day for dinner in a snowy park, wondering whether her invitation signaled interest. A newer date felt promising: gallery, VR gaming, dinner, hookah, karaoke; she replied afterward, and conversation felt easy. Moving Airbnbs separated him from an earlier Korean date; 7-Eleven cost 19,000 won, then staff confusingly returned additional 3,001 won. 11:26
21 February
Living on 7-ELEVEN food in KOREA for 24 hours! On $15 of 7-Eleven food, Daniel plans two meals until tomorrow; the $500/month Airbnb lacks cookware, lighting, space, and soundproofing. He calls a Korean woman's art-gallery-to-karaoke outing his best date; delayed replies trigger a direct confession and second-date request. He reports roughly twenty matches, another cancellation, and a weekend possibility, while fearing romantic prospects will become confusing. 22:58
22 February
$2 Korean Microwave Pizza After hours searching, Daniel buys cooking equipment and CU food for 14,000 won, adapting to an inconvenient, poorer neighborhood. His preferred Korean date stops replying; he double-messages, regrets his approach, and expects rejection while considering a rejection-themed video. Coronavirus fears cancel two dates; despite another sexual encounter and Tinder matches, he worries about restrictions and lacking companionship. 21:45
23 February
$3.94 Korean convenience store dinner A smoked-duck and spicy-pork bento tastes awful, with hard rice; he plans to cook using a newly bought pot. A Korean date responds warmly after his confession but remains vague; two dates cancel, while an Italian outing is planned. By week three, noisy low-privacy housing, language anxiety, failed Tinder plans, and dwindling time leave him depressed and directionless. 25:40 She Rejected Me -( Delayed replies after the date make Daniel fear rejection; he regrets double-messaging and feels caught between interest and desperation. He used Tinder instead of her phone number; his account mistakenly showed him as female, leaving uncertainty over the match. He buys a $9 pot, practices Korean with a friendly vendor, and cooks a roughly $4, inexpensive kimchi stew. 12:01
25 February
ALL BLACK Chicken Burger! WOW He tries an all-black chicken burger and Korean beer, likes both, and saves pork and vegetables for tomorrow’s cooking livestream. Feeling better, he manages garbage, laundry, hot water, food, and a nearby grocery store, becoming more comfortable staying in Korea. Coronavirus fears cancel two dates; he remains hopeful about upcoming meetings but mourns the Essex girl and abandoned travel-romance plans. 16:04 Self Isolation - Day 1 38:14 Self Isolation - Day 1 6:05:22 Self Isolation - Day 1 8:06:55
27 February
Trying to be Vegetarian for a week - day 1 Vegetarian day one: groceries should last four to five days; tomato-mushroom spaghetti shows homemade sauce is cheaper, with tofu planned. He reunited with Japanese-learning mentor George in Seoul, rode scooters through Gangnam, explored Samsung foldables, and plans a meetup video. He apologizes for oversharing and promises silence, but fears his ex-wife’s video with the Hong Kong creator will reopen conflict. 21:45
28 February
Living Cheap - Tiny Korean Apartment ($509_month)! Daniel tours his $509/month Seoul Airbnb, the cheapest available: modern, clean, comfortable, and roughly 20 minutes from central Seoul. It includes a kitchen, washer, heated floors, and sound-insulated windows; wet bathroom floors, daytime K-pop, and staircase noise are drawbacks. For a second-channel vegan challenge, he cooks mushroom-and-tomato spaghetti, using his stocked fridge while avoiding meat for the week. 11:46
29 February
Day 2 on my VEGAN diet After learning veganism excludes dairy and eggs, he cooks tofu, mushrooms, and sprouts for about $3, then admits eating pork. Because friends left, dates stalled, and planned content is exhausted, he considers leaving Korea for England, Japan, Spain, or Sweden. He regrets the month booking, fears lockdown, and weighs Korea’s $500 housing against England’s healthcare, family, and dating opportunities. 23:09 I met my fan in real life Daniel and George explore Seoul, comparing Korean streets with Japan, visiting karaoke venues, ramen shops, and izakaya. Their planned meetup is nearly empty, which Daniel jokes suits his dislike of people; they leave without socialising. They ride electric scooters to COEX Mall, then visit George’s spacious Airbnb, discovering its rent exceeds $1,000 monthly. 10:18

03

March

32 videos
1 March
Korean fried chicken in a box Daniel decides to leave Korea within days: friends departed, outbreak fears disrupted dating, and little content or social reason remains. He plans Europe/England for family, eye/dental care, and savings toward a Galaxy Fold and scooter, forfeiting three Airbnb weeks. He ends the vegan challenge after soggy honey chicken causes nausea, regretting he never tried proper Korean fried chicken. 18:49
2 March
The cute Korean girl REPLIED to me! The cute Korean woman replied after days, citing work and singing practice, but offered vague plans; he ultimately gave up. A pandemic warning briefly renewed his hope, but no further reply or meeting date convinced him she was uninterested. After a painfully one-sided date with a 36-year-old, he preferred male companionship and defended his unconventional spaghetti methods against viewers. 12:18
3 March
Self Isolation In Korea - Day 2 Daniel ends his Korea stay after roughly one week, books England, plans living with his mother for one or two months, then Spain, Finland, or Sweden; quarantine remains uncertain. Dating produced about six attempts, one second date, repeated ghosting, and a Japanese date’s post-date unmatch; he rejected a suspected fifteen-year-old catfish. He continues public conflict with his ex-wife, acknowledges cheating, guilt, and jealousy, while defending retaliation; his food channel reports $275 and drives renewed optimism. 11:31:11
5 March
How to make Roast Pork and Broccoli After Korea’s nearly 18-hour journey, Daniel returns to England, relieved by his childhood home’s space, comfort, baths, and meals. He accepts demonetizing his outbreak video as a gamble, prioritizing potentially half a million views over roughly $60 advertising revenue. His successful oven-roasted meal accompanies costly Galaxy Fold enthusiasm; anticipating loneliness, he considers visiting a woman in Spain. 17:01
6 March
My experience with the Coronavirus in South Korea He left South Korea for England as coronavirus fears emptied public spaces, ended dating opportunities, and threatened travel disruption. Back at his parents’ large home, he feels relieved by space, equipment, his cat, and kitchen after Korea’s isolating Airbnb. He received YouTube’s 100,000-subscriber plaque but resented low current views; a leaked itinerary caused anxiety, while Heathrow showed no screening. 12:05 Pot Noodle - Beef and Tomato - Delicious British Noodles Daniel cooks his first Pot Noodle since last year, rates the beef-and-tomato flavour highly, and prefers it to Asian instant noodles. He debuts an expensive Galaxy Fold, praising its camera and novelty while noting its weight, thickness, microphone placement, and screen crease. At home, he plans computer livestreaming, an electric scooter or bicycle, and more food videos despite terrible one-megabit upload speeds. 21:00
7 March
How to make a PROPER Full English Breakfast Back at his parents’ home in England, Daniel makes breakfast; nearly two-month-old bacon tastes rancid and spoils the meal. Reconnecting his computer to the new internet exposes his late father’s untouched computer, programs, projects, and history, prompting sadness. Internet limits streams to 360p; after rest, dental work, and two videos, he plans next week’s streams and Spain fundraising. 23:41
8 March
How to make Pizza Toast On 8 March, Daniel makes bacon-and-tomato bread pizzas; they are edible but overcooked, earning 5/10, prompting a halogen-oven purchase. Coughing amid coronavirus fears, he disinfects surfaces while resenting his mother's criticism, planning a month at home to rebuild savings. Korean dates and Tinder contacts fade after departure; he sees their silence as evidence that people do not care. 26:17 Why I moved back in with my mum Coronavirus fears ended his planned three-month Korea stay; friends left, dating dwindled, and he returned to England for family and safety. He moved home rent-free to recover from loneliness-driven spending, having booked Korea for a month but stayed only eight days. He plans summer trips to Spain and Sweden, plus overdue dental and vision care, while anticipating renewed conflicts with his mother. 11:12
10 March
UNBOXING MY NEW SAMSUNG GALAXY FOLD! Received a Samsung Galaxy Fold 5G early; unboxed its 512GB storage, heavy build, plastic foldable screen, and noticeable crease. After nearly a week, he calls it his best phone, praising one-handed use, tablet-like display, continuity, ring stand, and multitasking. He accepts the £1,900 price as phone-plus-tablet value; 12GB RAM, 512GB storage, and free Buds outweigh missing ports. 16:06
11 March
Trying out my new Halogen Oven + Sausage Test After stressful days with his sister, mother, and repairmen working five hours, Daniel resumes filming; his sister returns to London. He unboxes a £35 Imperial halogen oven, bought from boredom and for cooking timelapses and easier cleaning. Two sausages cooked at 150–225°C brown and overcook outside but remain fully cooked and juicy inside; he deems the test successful. 17:51
12 March
1-test DONT WATCH An intended unlisted test stream unexpectedly became public, so Daniel decided to continue streaming despite not having showered. UK customs reportedly performed no checks when he returned from South Korea, only inspecting his passport. At his rural home, internet reaches 2 Mbps download and 0.5 upload; weak 4G and no faster option frustrate him. 5:34 2-ok 1 Fragmentary technical planning mentions two or three subscriptions, but identifies no service, amount, or purpose. The speaker believes the process involves letting something play, editing it, then changing its visibility to unlisted. No completed action, outcome, date, relationship, or broader context is established by this excerpt. 2:03 3-Self Isolation in England - I think I'm sick -( He booked his first dentist appointment since roughly 2004 for next week, considering hygienist treatment and wisdom-tooth extraction. Illness symptoms resolved overnight; he self-isolates, cancels Spain, and prioritises Sweden to meet Finnish Shinon. He disputes his ex-wife’s marriage account, acknowledges imperfect memory, and regrets emotional distance from his deceased father. 4:22:21 How to make Bread Pudding Daniel prepares bread pudding with brown bread, sultanas, milk, egg, honey, and cinnamon in a newly purchased halogen oven. The oven burns the sultanas after 10–15 minutes while leaving the pudding soggy and egg raw; he rates it 2/10. After feeling sick, headachy, and exhausted following sausages, he suspects the unwashed cooker but later tolerates toast and bacon. 13:38 Self Isolation in England - Day 7 Coronavirus discussion demonetized the earlier stream; disconnection cut this broadcast to four hours, dropping viewers from roughly 500 to 80. He considered flying to Sweden before lockdown to meet Shin, but worried about airport scrutiny, travel restrictions, and becoming stranded. He scheduled next week’s dentist appointment, planned a follow-up stream, and tested home teeth-whitening and skincare devices. 52:23
14 March
how to make homemade chips He cooks pork belly, potato wedges, and onion in his halogen oven, overcoming earlier intimidation and feeling empowered. The pork turns juicy, crispy, and exceptionally successful; potato wedges remain less crisp than intended, possibly because of sprayed oil. He buys a two-litre water keg, targets daily hydration, and plans to reduce sugar through unsweetened tea or black coffee. 15:58 Trying SuperNoodles cupnoodle - Better than PotNoodle Rates Barbecue Beef Super Noodles 2/10 versus Pot Noodle 7/10, finding them bland with an unpleasant texture despite added ketchup. The £1,400 Galaxy Fold disappoints: poor audio and a tiny viewfinder leave him using his S10+ for filming and considering a refund. After a lucrative livestream, he listens to metal, fears COVID will cancel Sweden, and books his first dentist visit since fourteen. 16:30 Why I Hated Living in South Korea After a month in Korea, coronavirus forced an early departure; he made this sequel hoping it would attract views. Fast Korean internet was frustratingly restrictive: geoblocking, blocked sites, phone-number requirements, and VPN failure prevented streaming and food delivery. He criticized public manners, scarce bathtubs, unsuccessful Tinder dates, and costlier or worse convenience-store and supermarket food than Japan. 11:43
15 March
Why I Slept with my Fan After his father's funeral, Daniel secretly met a British viewer in London while his wife was away; they had sex. Leaked Japan plans prompted his ex-wife to expel him; they still secretly played Minecraft and Rainbow Six. She now has a boyfriend; Daniel regrets rejecting her, partly because he judged her wig and short haircut. 10:04
18 March
I went to London to meet this girl 😍 I went to London to meet this girl Daniel meets a woman at London Victoria after a phone-call mix-up and they navigate the Underground toward a cherry-blossom park. They go trampolining, teasing each other about height, hands, feet, jumping ability, and whether to extend the discounted session. They vlog Korean dinner, drink Cloud beer and makgeolli, then search music and joke about Queen and My Chemical Romance. 10:18
19 March
Noodle Review - Super noodles CHOW MEIN flavour Daniel met a Dutch woman in London for trampoline jumping, Korean barbecue, karaoke, drinking, and an overnight stay. She is visiting his family home; he buys beer, considers a joint livestream, and may cancel Sweden amid romance and travel restrictions. He attends his first dentist appointment in roughly 16 years while pandemic closures, body aches, and recent spending make travel uncertain. 18:46
20 March
Birthday Stream Daniel’s birthday stream featured Mila, a Dutch-Brazilian Tinder contact and channel viewer visiting from the Netherlands; they had been together four days. They described sex, a candlelit bath, karaoke, teasing, and mutual attraction; Mila called Daniel honest, funny, and weird. Coronavirus closures disrupted Sweden plans and Mila’s return; they considered her staying or streaming together, while 700 viewers donated. 1:46:23
21 March
How to make Flamegrilled Smokey Mackeral Daniel and Mila improvise a windy garden campfire; damp kindling, blowing flames, smoke, ash, and a flare-up make it hazardous. They roast mackerel on metal sticks; Mila’s cooks well, while Daniel’s burns black, though he finds it tasty and chicken-like. Cleanup is neglected: ash and smoking fires remain in the garden, raising concern about a larger fire and food safety. 10:49
22 March
She moved in with me -) Daniel and his companion tour his grandfather’s roughly 70-year-old outbuilding, discussing living there together and joking about nettle tea. During self-isolation they entertain themselves with Netflix and Mario Kart, while jokingly blaming each other for a swollen lip. They shop amid empty supermarket shelves, spending £200 on food, toilet paper, pet supplies, birthday cake, and meal ingredients. 17:43
24 March
How to make battered Fish and chips (without chips) On lockdown day eight in Spain, Daniel and Mila say authorities may keep residents home until 15 April, implying roughly a month indoors. Their fire-cooked fish plan is abandoned after Daniel’s mother warns the large fire is dangerous; they bake cod using chicken-fry batter mix. The fish sticks to the metal, becomes dry and not crispy after excess water, but Daniel and Mila still call it delicious and add lemon. 11:01 My mum walked in on us 😳 My mum walked in on us Daniel and Flavie cut down a dead or broken garden tree using a saw and axe as falling branches create safety concerns. They struggle with tools, climbing, fatigue, dust, and joking demands for payment while living together. They explore Harrietsham fields, note cattle-warning signs and a bull, and discuss sleeping outside to watch the sky. 11:38
26 March
Live Q&A with Mila During lockdown, 25-year-old Dutch-Brazilian Mila remains stranded at Daniel’s family home, where they share chores, Netflix, intimacy, and isolation. A roughly two-hour Q&A attracts hundreds and donations; they discuss divorce, Discord conflict, sexual history, hygiene, and rejecting marriage for now. They seriously discuss returning to Korea together for cheaper housing, activities, and work, while Daniel still has a dentist appointment pending. 2:14:05
28 March
Roast Bacon and Mushrooms Crowded family living makes filming difficult; Daniel says limited privacy prevents the long, solitary videos he previously made. He buys an HTC Vive Cosmos for £500 secondhand versus £700 new; Half-Life: Alyx runs on his GTX 1060. He cooks bacon, sausage, and mushrooms, then attempts mowing while relatives coach him and warn against damaging the expensive machine. 12:36
29 March
Apology to my Viewers - I'm SO sorry Daniel apologizes to Sweden-trip donors and the Finnish woman, blaming European lockdowns and Mila’s unexpected arrival for changing plans. He offers 67.1% PayPal refunds after platform fees; meanwhile, donations will fund Mila’s food, upkeep, and household bills. Mila stayed two weeks amid travel and job barriers; Daniel enjoys cohabitation and will help his mother after workplace closure. 10:36
31 March
My thoughts on Daniel so far... During a half-hour livestream, Mila struggled with camera attention but described living with Daniel as kind, sweet, and complaint-free. During lockdown, Mila remains at Daniel’s family home; they recount a wet tent night, and she says cheating means leaving. Daniel reports Discord bans, Reddit criticism, donation issues, and depression over rival Zach Choi’s explosive growth and his stagnant channel. 35:38 Roast Salmon and Mushrooms Daniel prepares oven-baked salmon, mushrooms and tomato, oiling the tray and seasoning with dill, basil, oregano, garlic, ginger and tamarind. His girlfriend directs cooking, insists on oiling and timing, demands cleanup, and jokingly threatens to send Daniel back to Korea. After roughly twenty minutes, the fish is judged cooked, plated with lemon, and photographed amid discussion of taste, texture, and sharing. 11:11

04

April

30 videos
2 April
How to make stir fry beef and vegetables Daniel films cooking with his mother: they wait for rice, then stir-fry leftover beef with sweet corn, garlic, onion, and vegetables. His mother corrects his technique, portions rice and beef, adds potato/rice cake, and discusses photographing meals for future memories. They joke about a ten-minute YouTube VR-dinner video, boredom, fans, and national stereotypes; Daniel thanks America for his income. 10:27 Week 2 In Lockdown - Life Update With Daniel-1-Bj0lsp Sfau Mila has stayed at his family home for two weeks; they enjoy each other’s company, but the relationship remains undefined. Online harassment after Mila’s Instagram was leaked targeted her friends; Daniel minimizes its impact, despite her distress and their conflict. After a bicycle fall, five days of sharp chest pain make breathing painful; he worries about lung injury and coronavirus. 50:28 Week 2 In Lockdown - Life Update With Daniel 3:25 Week 2 In Lockdown - Life Update With Daniel 1:35:35
3 April
I'm finally happy _) After two weeks living with Mila, Daniel says he is happy: YouTube provides stable income, and he has found a partner. He says England makes him 100% happier than married life in Japan, preferring home, familiar food, and avoiding exhausting travel. He moderates abuse aimed at Mila, rejects exploitation accusations, and joins her in building a garden tent. 12:28
6 April
Drawing people I HATE from memory At 17, a Scottish pub boss swore at him, demanded faster work, assigned house-cleaning, and insulted him when he quit. A 2016–17 petrol-station coworker clashed with his shortcuts, missed expiration dates, handwriting, English, and giving intimidating customers free petrol; they stopped speaking. After meeting a Hong Kong viewer in 2018, Daniel promoted collaborations; following a block, the viewer made 11 attack videos with his ex-wife. 18:27
7 April
HTC Vive Cosmos hands on Review and Analysis After weeks, he recommends the £500 refurbished Vive Cosmos, but would choose Oculus Quest for wireless play and easier tracking. He reports lighting-sensitive tracking, frequent battery replacement, hair/forehead discomfort, and cable restrictions; shortages prevent trying alternatives. VR novelty fades except in Blade & Sorcery; lockdown disrupts his cooking channel, while drama outperforms laborious art and tech videos. 17:16
8 April
Quick stream - might delete later 1:25:51 Quick stream - might delete later 3:15:40 Stupid Security man told me off for filming... During lockdown, Daniel and family visit a deserted Maidstone shopping centre; queues remain, most stores are closed, but supermarket and pharmacy operate. A security worker tells Daniel off for filming; repeated objections from companions show privacy and distance tensions inside the centre. At home, grocery unpacking sparks criticism over helping; milk, crisps, ginger wines, and mooncakes are discussed before the transcript ends. 12:29
11 April
Relaxing ASMR walk in the garden - Nature sounds Daniel records a silent ASMR garden walk, focusing on scenery and nature rather than spoken commentary. A companion brings beer, questions the silence, jokes about hiding, and calls a photograph of them a bad memory. The battery dies; Daniel worries swearing will lower CPM and jokes about becoming a Daniel- and-nature ASMR channel. 17:22
12 April
She Left -( Mila left for the Netherlands after three weeks, citing boredom, dwindling money, and lockdown; Daniel cried and felt suddenly empty. He called their three-week routine his happiest experience, but denied they were a couple and resisted pursuing her. He deleted Twitter and Discord over drama; Mimo became blind, while he considered land, travel, and a Resident Evil channel. 4:12:06 The end of Cooking with Daniel He plans to leave Cooking with Daniel, possibly renaming it Gaming with Daniel for rambling Let’s Plays and ASMR walks. Mila returned home after three weeks; Daniel feels sad and guilty, while lockdown leaves a possible Korea reunion undecided. He deleted Discord and deactivated Twitter over addiction, toxicity, and mood damage, considering a paid private server with clearer boundaries. 12:36
15 April
Pictures of my ex girlfriend Daniel inventories a drawer, discarding obsolete discs, cables, plugs and accessories while retaining Korean currency, floss and cash. Keepsakes trigger memories: ex-wife photos and hair clip, a 2011 French girlfriend’s bracelet, and pictures with a former single mother. He recounts £160 Mila repaid, a 2011 Japanese guesthouse receipt, petrol-station employment, and the LG G5 that built his channel. 11:43
16 April
Crippling Loneliness - Day 4 Daniel insists Mila never was his girlfriend; by day four, numbness and emptiness have become acceptance, and he feels better. Netherlands trip: £80 taxi, £103 airfare, £300 food, and variable Airbnb costs; intended stay ranges one week to one month. Channel decline reinforces relationship/drama content: streams outperform videos, donations comprise roughly half his income, versus a $4,000–$4,600 peak. 3:03:11
17 April
My problem with Mila (The Dutch girl) Five days after Mila left, Daniel revisits a deleted livestream where she heard him call her annoying, confronted him, and said she would leave. He says public loudness and non-playful physical contact during arguments especially irritate him, linking Mila’s behaviour to similar incidents with his ex-wife. After a silent dinner, they talked and apologised; Daniel blames his mood, ranting, harshness, and defensiveness, saying things returned to normal. 10:16 Why I regret buying Half-Life - Alyx After seeing PewDiePie play it, he bought Half-Life: Alyx for £45, then regretted it after roughly 20 hours. The initial object-manipulation novelty faded; he found repetitive room-to-room shooting, trivial puzzles, enemies, and long loading screens tedious. Motion sickness after 40–50 minutes requires long breaks; cable tangling worsens it, leading to a 2/10 rating instead of 6/10. 10:20
19 April
This is what I do all day An unidentified speaker instructs someone to chew and swallow a leaf, claiming it benefits breath and mouth health. Daniel is stopped from eating chocolate cake; the speaker questions unequal treatment and reports two shots and three bags left. Wild Tracks rehabilitates manatees; Sandy is in a pool, and an overhaul may aid his family reconnection. 10:11
20 April
DO NOT BUY Resident Evil 3 Remake After completing the free Steam demo four times without dying, he decides not to buy Resident Evil 3 Remake’s roughly £45–£50 full version. He finds sluggish movement, frustrating aiming, bullet-resistant zombies, a useless knife, Nemesis chases, and cramped inventory make gameplay dull and irritating. He praises the zombie premise, graphics, attractive Jill model, and demo availability, but condemns remakes and 3D face mapping as lazy. 19:20
21 April
15 Minutes of Game - Rainbow Six Siege Launches “15 Minutes of Game,” explaining Rainbow Six Siege’s 5v5 operators, gadgets, destructible environments, sound cues, and tactical mechanics. Across several rounds, he wins despite limited contribution, finishes fourth, describes random play, blood effects, shields, revives, traps, and team-killing. He reports 3,500+ Siege hours, recalling daily play in Japan and how it contributed to ignoring his wife during marriage. 15:06 I think I'm in Love... Nine days after Mila left, Daniel reports daily sadness and emptiness, concluding he may genuinely love her unlike previous partners. Netherlands embassy says visiting Mila is nonessential; restrictions keep him in England until at least 15 May, possibly longer. He imagines Amsterdam with Mila followed by Thailand or the Philippines, while lockdowns block travel, Airbnb, and Oculus Quest purchases. 10:22
23 April
How I made money selling used panties He describes a Craigslist panty scam lasting about a year, earning several hundred dollars monthly before stopping around age 27. He requested Amazon vouchers, used stolen photos and forged personalised handwritten proof; only once did he send actual underwear. A customer traced him and threatened police or family; he plans to retell deleted stories on his second channel. 16:49
24 April
Bad News -( COVID-19 restrictions block his planned Netherlands trip to reunite with Mila; he expects weeks of delay and fears further extensions. He disputes Chihiro and Casey’s account of their meeting, insists he was not told, and recounts smashing furniture in rage afterward. With travel halted, he plans storytime and gaming content, pacing two videos and a stream weekly; his donation goal reaches about $734. 3:41:37
25 April
How I caught Chlamydia in Japan In 2014, aged 25, he stayed with a 31-year-old Japanese woman in Oita; they quickly became intimate and a couple. Both were diagnosed with chlamydia; antibiotics resolved urinary symptoms, but reactive arthritis caused painful swollen joints for nearly two years. Arguments, expulsions, and reconciliations ended their marriage plan; he left for Korea, ignored her apology, and remained single. 22:27
26 April
I need to talk about selling my EX wife's NUDES Daniel refuses to delete intimate photos, citing his ex-wife’s retained SD card and alleged copies kept as police evidence. He denies selling her material; Chihiro contacted him twice and involved his mother, while he says illegal sales would be traceable. He claims consent because she saw him film seven of eight times, then advertises his own intimate photos and protects future Japan access. 10:16
27 April
DO NOT BUY Boneworks - Terrible VR game After roughly six VR games, Daniel finds Boneworks’ mandatory tutorial and platforming overwhelmingly motion-sickness-inducing. He calls its repetitive physics puzzles tedious padding; realistic guns and melee interactions are enjoyable, but enemy combat is dull. Unclear story and soulless robots deepen his disappointment; he rates it 2/10, prefers Half-Life: Alyx, and cannot refund it after two hours. 12:25
28 April
DO NOT BUY Animal Crossing New Horizon - TERRIBLE game At 31, he condemns Animal Crossing: New Horizons without playing it, calling its £50 price exploitative and unsuitable for children’s budgets. He characterizes gameplay as unchallenging resource collection, crafting, gardening and fishing without story, goals, skill demands, or meaningful rewards. He dismisses its washed-out childlike graphics and adult fandom, comparing it unfavourably with Stardew Valley, priced around one-fifth as much. 10:12 My Gay Experience in Japan In 2016, aged 26, he spent months at a guesthouse seeking a girlfriend, avoiding dating apps and lacking YouTube reach. Rejection drove nocturnal isolation; an Iranian friend rejected him, while a longtime Japanese acquaintance initiated touching he initially resisted. At the park, he stopped resisting, received oral sex, partly enjoyed it, declined to finish, and refused the man’s room. 10:01
29 April
Pond in a Jar - Ecosphere Day 1 While assembling the pond-in-a-jar ecosystem, he spills some contents, leaving the water brown and revealing a tiny fish-like creature. Closer inspection shows numerous living organisms—shrimp-like animals, worms, leech-like forms, insects and other tiny swimmers—rather than fish. He compares his greener, more interesting jar with another, identifies algae, and considers removing some of it. 7:13
30 April
Aquarium in a Jar - Cucumber feeding - Ecosphere Day 2 6:20

05

May

32 videos
1 May
Live Q&A with Daniel During lockdown, Daniel feels more depressed than happy; travel restrictions may delay his planned meeting with Mila until June. He and Mila resolve a dispute about cohabitation but remain unofficial; he acknowledges clinginess, loneliness, and emotional outbursts. Channel stagnates around 105,500 subscribers; he plans renewed storytimes, travel content, and possibly sexual paid content while protecting monetization. 4:14:01
2 May
It's been a year since I lost my dad -( He recalls his father’s death last February after H1N1 flu, ICU hospitalization, recurrent pneumonia, and multiple infections. Grief has eased from daily nightmares into acceptance, but ordinary household sounds still trigger memories almost every day. Ashes were buried beneath a family-planted tree; Daniel feels guilty for their distance, limited shared interests, and past disengagement. 11:26 What happened to Jacksgap (Jack Harries) The narrator reviews JacksGap’s rise from awkward gap-year vlogs to millions of views, attributing popularity largely to Jack and Finn’s appearance. He describes a later shift to mental-health, environmental, and travel content, reportedly backed by Sony and Skype. By 2018, uploads reportedly dwindled; Jack rebranded as an environmental activist, while a recent video drew only 31,000 views. 10:42
3 May
Game of Thrones Actors Who Passed Away 2:45 I had an Affair with a Married Hong Kong woman In 2018, a married Hong Kong fan, about 34, sent Daniel photos, professed romantic interest, and met him in Japan. They had sex twice, at her Airbnb and a love hotel; he ended contact because attraction was insufficient, after hiding the first encounter. She described a loveless marriage and Couchsurfing encounters with foreign men; her husband found messages, yet reportedly stayed married while she planned Mexico. 11:30 What Happened to Totalbiscuit The narrator mourns TotalBiscuit’s 2018 cancer death, recalling his detailed gaming critiques, WoW beginnings, and Co-Optional Podcast. He donated about $15 toward medical bills, lost interest in the podcast afterward, and admires TotalBiscuit’s perceived honesty and credibility. His admiration exposes shame about his own drama-focused channel: he deletes low-view personal videos, fearing subscribers reject his genuine interests. 10:12
4 May
Hoo Hoo's Party - ASMR bedtime story reading He launches an ASMR storytime, reading Hoo-Hoo’s Party, a childhood book his father read to him and his sister. The tale reveals Hoo-Hoo invited six animals to become dinner; Frisky’s spying lets them escape, and the other owls attack Hoo-Hoo. He recalls his father omitting the frightening scene, remembers childhood unease, and calls older cartoons darker and more emotionally powerful. 10:35 My experience with PR0STITUTES in KOREA Under a legal disclaimer calling the account fictional, he says six unsuccessful Tinder dates in Korea preceded loneliness and paid encounters. He describes roughly six visits, usually $250 cash per hour, arranged through managers; real- photo filtering and Korean helped avoid mismatches. One preferred provider stayed company-mediated despite exchanged contacts; visits otherwise ended uneventfully, with some conversation and no reported problems. 11:28
5 May
why i HATE super smash bros ultimate on Switch Lite After replacing his original Switch with a Switch Lite, he must re-unlock nearly 50 characters; only eight are initially available. Online matches expose repeated losses and frustration with Mario, Donkey Kong, zoomed-out multiplayer, juggle-heavy knockouts, floaty physics, and unclear controls. He calls the £45–£50 purchase wasted, contrasts Smash’s irritation with Rainbow Six’s fairness, and plans deletion after filming. 11:25
6 May
LOOK WHAT I GOT 10:28
7 May
Black Women are ANGRY with me Two years later, he revisits reactions to his Black-women dating video, claiming viewers misunderstood his intent and unjustly attacked him. He apologizes for saying “that thing,” but defends sexualized body comments and argues men are usually first attracted physically. He says physical resemblance affects attraction, then abruptly examines water containing shrimp-, worm-, and leech-like creatures. 10:12
8 May
life really sucks now doesnt it... Six weeks of lockdown leave him trapped in a repetitive Rainbow Six/eat/sleep routine; Netherlands travel appears unlikely before May. He reports channel views and ad revenue collapsing without travel; government support may cover 80%, while today’s stream earned $120. He says Mila and he remain interested in each other, discussing future travel and his possible stay at her grandmother’s house. 3:11:24 Why I HATE Overwatch on the Switch Lite! He condemns Overwatch’s loot boxes, copied Team Fortress 2 modes, overwhelming roster, and role system as unoriginal and boring. On Switch, sluggish thumbstick controls and a six-minute matchmaking wait prevent him from enjoying online play. Forced into healing, he finds beam-based support passive, confusing, and ineffective; he concludes the game offers little tactical depth. 11:04
9 May
Why I still have no friends - 2020 update (what has changed) Two years after his viral video, 31-year-old Daniel says he still lacks meaningful friends and does not prioritize male companionship. He met several male creators and acquaintances but disliked repeat meetings, preferring solitary Rainbow Six, Scrabble Go, and beer. He says friends would not cure his crippling loneliness; only a romantic relationship with an attractive woman aged 22–30 might. 10:07
10 May
How to play as Oryx - New Rainbow Six Operator Daniel tests Rainbow Six’s new defender Oryx, selecting an MP5, suppressor, shotgun pistol, reflex sight, and bulletproof camera. He demonstrates three rechargeable dashes: wall breaches cost 10 health, evade fire, knock down shielded enemies, and smash objects. Mila cancels their Netherlands meeting over pressure, YouTube drama, rushed plans, and cheating fears; discussion restores it with slower expectations. 10:50
11 May
chat with viewers - live vlog May 11th Mila nearly cancelled the Netherlands meeting over relationship pressure and privacy; Daniel agreed to slow down and not film her. Lockdown trapped him at home while views fell; he considered streams, gaming reviews, commentary, and OnlyFans instead of regular videos. He said earlier cheating/drama content earned only $150–$200, while Korea cost nearly $4,000; he now prioritizes Mila’s privacy. 1:57:37 Why I HATE Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate He tests the Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate demo, criticising loud music, D-pad-only menus, garish colours, and confusing designs. Using a bow against Great Macaw, he struggles with unclear controls, inconsistent attacks, loading screens, missed shots, and knockdowns. He abandons the hunt before tracking the fleeing monster, calls the game repetitive and frustrating, and rates it 2/10. 10:03
12 May
Mario and Sonic at the Olympic Games is the worst game I've EVER PLAYED On 12 May 2020, he reviews Mario & Sonic, mocking its menus and pandemic-disrupted Tokyo 2020 Olympics. He samples karate, archery, hurdles, badminton and surfing, finding simplistic controls; skateboarding is unavailable. He compares karate unfavourably with Super Smash Bros., rejects the £50 price, and concludes the game is terrible. 10:30 Why I Love Gay Men He jokingly praises gay men for reducing romantic competition, saying no gay man has made him jealous or stolen girlfriends. He says men might be easier partners through shared interests, but remains straight and finds male bodies unattractive. He has an OnlyFans account awaiting approval after private-content offers, then cooks bacon, mushrooms, egg, and hash browns. 10:35
13 May
I am a MASSIVE IDIOT Promoting merch expanded the catalogue to nearly eight products and produced 10 sales, nearly $100; Teespring keeps half. OnlyFans gained 18 subscribers at $10 monthly within a day; Patreon and $50 private videos add income, with 50 fans targeted. Falling views, income, and about 50 lost subscribers per upload make him fear his viral peak is over; he plans artistic, non-drama videos. 15:36
15 May
Top 4 Weirdest Places I Had 'Cereal' At a Japanese guesthouse, he kissed a Korean woman on the rooftop; she rejected him, saying she had a boyfriend. At 18, he masturbated while cleaning a hotel room, spilled on a pillow, and later hid in petrol- station toilets. With his ex-wife, he engaged in sexual activity in a deserted riverside shelter used for supposedly homeless filming. 10:02
16 May
I have some really bad news. The Netherlands extended its non-essential travel ban to June 15, blocking Mila’s meeting; Daniel is only 87% confident it will happen. Travel restrictions leave him bedroom-bound and apologizing for repetitive storytime videos, while merch sales revive his drawing motivation and income. OnlyFans gains 45 fans at $10 monthly, encouraging explicit plans; he considers risking nearly £400 to test entry despite ban. 10:24
20 May
How much money I made on ONLYFANS in a WEEK After eight days on OnlyFans, Daniel reports 96 fans, over $1,300 earned, and ranking among the top 9.2% of creators. OnlyFans earned nearly seven-to-eight times YouTube’s $176 weekly revenue; he will not quit, but plans fewer, shorter, less ad-driven uploads. Daniel booked a Netherlands trip to see Mila, hoping UK is exempt, and bought 50 masks plus sanitizer for flying. 9:32
22 May
Why the Samsung Galaxy Fold is the BEST phone in the world After two months, he considers the refurbished Galaxy Fold (£1,400 versus roughly £2,000 new) his best phone and has no buyer’s remorse. Its fold-out screen replaces much iPad Pro use, combining pocketable phone and tablet; the dramatic opening is central to its appeal. He finds the crease largely unnoticeable, but abandons the unreliable side fingerprint scanner; microphone volume and wide-angle selfie absence remain complaints. 8:31
23 May
When I used to be a Weeaboo From 17 through 22, Daniel made Japan and Japanese fluency his identity, consuming anime daily and studying with intense discipline. He idealised an anime-like future in Japan, including romantic fantasies about a Japanese homestay student; reality brought awkwardness and disappointment. After living in Japan, the imagined magic faded, leaving him wary of investing years in skills that may lose meaning. 7:23 Why I HATE Resident Evil 5 on the Switch Lite gameplay Daniel starts Resident Evil 5 on Switch Lite, choosing Normal and criticising cutscenes, slow movement, close camera, and awkward controls. After seven minutes, weapons and enemies appear; he finds combat confusing, movement sluggish, and the action neither frightening nor engaging. He makes offensive racial remarks and sexualizes characters, then quits, dismissing the game as not worth £60. 12:01
25 May
Why I was Afraid of Girls At 14, puberty triggered intense anxiety around girls; he fixated on a childhood friend, idealising their shared phone as destiny. After four years apart, they exchanged numbers; prank calls preceded a laser-tag, cinema, and McDonald’s outing resembling a date. Her mutual-feelings confession made him freeze; she left believing he was uninterested, though she helped reduce his fear. 7:02
26 May
something REALLY messed up happened... An OnlyFans subscriber allegedly stole explicit photos, sent them to Daniel’s family, and falsely accused him of selling images to children. OnlyFans said its legal and DMCA teams would investigate, issue takedowns, and potentially pursue legal action. He tested a secondhand travel camera costing £220 versus £250 new; its gimbal impressed him, but intermittent audio glitches worried him. 10:18
27 May
How Rainbow Six Siege RIPPED OFF world of warcraft Daniel argues Rainbow Six Siege’s hostage-rescue mode resembles World of Warcraft’s 10v10 Warsong Gulch capture-the-flag objective, despite five-player teams. He maps Siege operators onto WoW’s holy trinity: most are DPS, shield operators tanks, and Doc/Thinker healers. Specific parallels include Caveira/Nøkk with rogues, Oryx with Warrior Charge, and Legion’s invisible poison traps with hunter traps. 6:51 it's over -( Mila ended reunion plans after repeated reversals; Daniel cancelled the Netherlands trip, rejected friendship, unfollowed her, and livestreamed for six hours. He alternated intense grief and anger, blamed harassment and doxxing, but acknowledged rushed attachment, incompatibility, and inadequate privacy precautions. He weighed non-drama work, Japan/Korea, trades, or future dating; OnlyFans reportedly earned $3,000 in two weeks, far exceeding YouTube. 6:25:02
29 May
I need to change my ways... Mila cancels their Netherlands trip and romantic meeting, citing YouTube drama, negativity, and harassment affecting her and friends. Daniel removes videos featuring her, vows never to film future dates or faces, and prioritizes privacy over views and money. He plans to curb Twitter and Discord remarks, possibly delete Discord, exercise daily, and pursue fitness before returning to Japan. 10:45
31 May
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06

June

13 videos
5 June
The Worst Job I EVER had He worked summer shifts at his mother’s battery chicken farm to fund Warhammer 40K, handling feces-covered, bloody eggs. With expected plans suddenly collapsed, lockdown leaves him directionless: gaming, pacing, low motivation, and uncertainty about videos. He weighs temporary life in Japan against England-based independence, driving lessons, his own home, and illustrated videos. 10:33
6 June
Resident Evil Switch Lite Gameplay Bought Resident Evil on Switch for £12, chose Jill Valentine, and doubted the purchase because he disliked earlier entries. He found the movement, aiming, backtracking, locked doors, puzzles, and lengthy door- loading screens unnatural, confusing, and boring. After killing a zombie with about seven bullets and finding Kenneth’s corpse, he returned to Wesker and ended gameplay, unconvinced. 17:02
8 June
Why I HATE Resident Evil on Switch Lite After nearly four hours, initial enjoyment turns to frustration as he repeatedly runs in circles, unable to progress. Locked doors and unsolved items—sword emblem, golden arrow, blue gem, key trap—plus limited inventory force unnecessary healing. Dark, reflective visuals, slow room loading, and repeated dead ends intensify frustration; he refuses guides because self-solving matters. 14:39
10 June
Remembering my cats Pippi was inherited from Daniel’s ill grandfather and died a few years after the family moved into his house. Toffee, Daniel’s affectionate favourite, died while he was in Japan after accidents, surgeries, cancer, and leg amputation. Tiggs was rescued from a shed but died in a car accident; older Mimo’s apparent blindness improved somewhat with tablets. 10:42
12 June
Digging a hole - part 1 The transcript contains only the fragment “15 minutes.” It establishes no identifiable event, speaker, relationship, location, decision, or outcome. No chronology, amounts, motives, or continuity can be reliably extracted. 1:24:32
13 June
I have to get a job -( Declining YouTube views and his mother's demand for rent push him toward employment and moving out to find a girlfriend. He records a shirt-and-tie application, plans to update his 2017 CV, and highlights language, editing, computing, and customer-service skills. He cites kitchen, retail, office, and warehouse experience, stressing diligence, punctuality, teamwork, flexibility, overtime availability, and not driving. 10:18
17 June
ok.. Several weeks after Mila's rejection, Daniel remains heartbroken, cried yesterday, obsessively thinks about her, and is relinquishing hopes of reconciliation. He has dug a nearly full-height, flooded chalk pit for a candlelit underground room, spending one-to-two hours daily as exercise. He prioritizes Germany after digging, postpones Japan pending dental care, and defers driving, employment, and buying a flat for now. 3:36:02
19 June
DO NOT BUY Mortal Kombat 11 Switch Lite gameplay Bought Mortal Kombat 11 for about £20 on sale; skipped tutorial and struggled through menus, matchmaking, and unfamiliar controls. Online opponents repeatedly declined or failed to respond, causing six minutes of waiting before a rough Raiden match. He won with Raiden and Sub-Zero despite button-spamming, then criticized loading, red lightning, and fatalities before rating it 4/10. 16:30
20 June
How Heartbreak triggered my Spiritual Awakening After rejection by the only girl he says he loved, heartbreak shifts him from spiritual skepticism toward a claimed awakening. He defines enlightenment as peaceful present-moment existence beyond ego, past and future, and negative emotions; suffering can shatter the ego. Alongside the talk, he rescues frogs from his increasingly deep hole, plans to widen and deepen it, and encounters ants. 11:11
24 June
My 1 Month Body Transformation - From Skinny to RIPPED After four weeks, his father's 5-kg dumbbells became too light; he now lifts 9 kg/20 lb per arm for six reps. He performs roughly 100 push-ups daily, spread across waking, pre-shower, afternoon, and bedtime sessions. His small appetite prompts protein brownies and Serious Mass; brownies taste gritty, while the milk shake offers 1,640 calories but remains lumpy. 10:04
26 June
Why i HATE mortal Kombat 11 on switch LITE gamePLAY After a week he enjoys Mortal Kombat 11, believes he is Warrior rank, but sleep mode disconnections force lengthy restarts. He criticizes failed matchmaking, random disconnects, lag, long fatal blow and fatality scenes, and opponents spamming juggles or ranged attacks. Changing characters keeps it fresh; the game replaces Rainbow Six and removes his need for a Germany gaming laptop. 16:56
29 June
wow... Plans Germany next week; booked a weeklong Airbnb, will relocate, and delay uploads to protect privacy. OnlyFans earned $5,000 in two months, surpassing YouTube; declining ads drive plans for positive self-improvement, travel, and cooking content. He says heartbreak-related nightly crying ended weeks ago, while renewed privacy boundaries reflect regret over exposing exes and damaging relationships. 2:27:02
30 June
REALLY GREAT NEWS GUYS 10:31

07

July

24 videos
3 July
ONLYFANS IS MAKING ME RICH Reports about $5,500 from OnlyFans in roughly two months, with around 60% earned during the first month. He says second-month earnings fell as some curious subscribers did not renew, but still exceeded YouTube; family makes production awkward. He plans more uploads after relocating alone to Germany, calling it his last England video and recalling divorce after Christmas. 10:59
5 July
I'm moving to Germany - BYE He leaves England for Berlin, navigating airport distancing rules, then struggles ten minutes with the Airbnb’s door before gaining entry. The five-day home is spacious, includes a bicycle, exercise equipment, candles, a view, and an old television. He mistakenly assumes the Airbnb food is included; after clarification, he spends about €38 on yakitori, sushi, and groceries. 13:55
6 July
$1.12 German Cheeseburger WOW In Germany, he relaunches Cooking with Daniel by microwaving a 300-calorie pork cheeseburger, rating it 6.4/10. His bright Airbnb feels homelike; a €24 Berlin taxi, €30 payment, and confusing key handover requiring German translation marked arrival. He struggles with calories and protein, uses a bicycle for exercise, delays sightseeing, and withholds the Airbnb tour until departure. 15:47
7 July
My new AMAZING Life in BERLIN - Day 3 On day three in Berlin, Daniel still had not left the Airbnb, citing editing, oversleeping, cold, wind, and lateness. He improvised exercise by lifting the Airbnb bicycle, estimated at 10 kilograms, while noticing a graveyard and postponing exploration until tomorrow. He prepared €5.99 meat skewers using the unfamiliar oven, bought protein shakes and muffins, and repaired his accidentally broken tripod. 11:57
8 July
$6.74 German meat on a stick He baked a €5.99 pork-and-vegetable kebab in the Airbnb oven, improvising settings and adding soy sauce because it lacked seasoning. The meat became grey, dry, tough and extremely chewy; he called it Germany’s worst meal and considered becoming vegetarian. He visited parks and a cathedral-like building, then used supermarket self-checkout and wore a mask after earlier confusion. 10:21
10 July
my NEW house 10:36
12 July
WOW GERMANY IS AMAZING 👏 INCREDIBLE CULTURE WOW GERMANY IS AMAZING INCREDIBLE CULTURE Daniel wanders through a German field, river, and forest, unsure where to go as dark clouds suggest imminent rain. He spots two dragonflies stuck together, climbs a tall lookout tower, and experiences fear, dizziness, and possible vertigo. The ending mentions stairs, a counter, changing glasses, and “everything is so real,” but establishes no clear outcome. 10:57
15 July
My bodybuilding DIET - 6000 Calories a day He dislikes eating and says he is skinny because he must force himself; seeks calorie- and protein-dense, non-greasy food. He proposes eating two 1,300-gram chickens daily, estimating roughly 6,000 calories, to become “ripped.” He demonstrates preparation: no washing, screwdriver-puncturing, salting, fan-baking at 170 for about an hour, then serving one. 10:33
16 July
Trying GIANT German Sausage He buys a 1-kilogram Jagdwurst, labeled 80% pork and 268 calories per 100 grams, estimating 2,680 calories total. After struggling with plastic packaging and a broken tripod, he bakes it; half is roughly 1,300 calories, salty, porky, and acceptable. After an electric-scooter ride, he reports rain every afternoon for four or five days and explains his layered clothing. 11:37
17 July
I had to leave my Airbnb -( After a week, he cleans the Airbnb, packs everything, strips the bed, and leaves the key in the letterbox. The £30-a-night room is a stark downgrade: tiny, cold, unheated, and lacking a kettle and basic facilities. He notices no passport check, cannot cook or make coffee, has only bananas, and must buy food during continued rain. 13:17
18 July
Another BORING Day In BORING Germany In Berlin, Daniel walks, visits parks, eats, games, and plans; he increasingly prefers Germany’s cost, scenery, and relaxed atmosphere. OnlyFans now replaces livestreaming: a five-minute strip video sold about 20 copies at $25, while streams feel frustrating and unprofitable. He plans a four-hour train to a secret final Airbnb, then England for dental appointments; Germany has cost nearly $3,000. 1:39:13 €2.99 microwave curry stew He eats a microwave curry-like stew, sick of chicken, while struggling to find good food and trying to gain muscle. Rain and doubts about audience interest lead him to cancel canoeing; he considers gym content, a livestream, and fitness videos. Because this Airbnb is the owner's home, privacy and host-access concerns prompt him to move tomorrow and use hotels instead. 15:30
19 July
FIRST CLASS on THE BEST TRAIN in GERMANY Arrives at an undisclosed German destination, choosing a large final Airbnb after the previous cramped, facility-free hotel felt suffocating. Plans to return to England for dental appointments, stay several months, and rebuild savings after spending heavily on Germany. He reaffirms ending relationship, dating, and drama videos, prioritising genuine relationships and keeping his private life undisclosed despite audience frustration. 10:08
20 July
How to make perfect Pasta Bolognaise just like your mamma mia In a new Airbnb, Daniel cooks pasta with bacon, peas, and bolognese; under-€20 groceries should last about two days. Poor sleep and dizziness accompany anxiety after a disastrous travel-vlog response; he considers abandoning travel vlogs for unusual reaction content. He resents viewers demanding girl-related drama, while acknowledging his current life is mundane: moving between Airbnbs, walking, shopping, and cooking. 11:52
21 July
Japanese Man Reacts to Filthy Frank Daniel makes a Filthy Frank reaction after noticing Japanese reactors’ huge views, hoping to capture part of their audience. He cites two years in Japan, fluent Japanese, and half-Asian heritage, then mocks reactors’ confusion and dialect commentary. He condemns reaction channels as content leeches exploiting Filthy Frank’s dormant fanbase, admitting resentment because they outperform him. 7:51
22 July
How to make Authentic Chinese FRIED RICE Daniel cooks fried rice with pot-cooked rice, bacon, egg, peas, sesame oil and soy sauce, rating it 4.1/10. He initially avoids washing rice, then removes starch and a foreign-looking fragment; the rice bubbles unexpectedly while simmering. In Germany, he left the new Airbnb once for groceries, valuing its spacious quietness and planning YouTube work and gaming. 10:52
23 July
How to cook the perfect Salmon Daniel cooks salmon with mushrooms, green onions, sesame oil, salt, water, and rice; steaming leaves it creamy and well-balanced. He prefers cooked salmon to raw, describing raw texture as slimy and cooked salmon as having a distinctive flavor. Daniel argues Airbnb’s higher price buys furnished equipment, Wi-Fi, included utilities, flexibility, and freedom from selling belongings before travel. 11:51
24 July
I Wasted My Money On Belle Delphine's OnlyFans Daniel paid $35 for Belle Delphine’s OnlyFans after her YouTube video, expecting explicit material; he found posed photos and censored nudity. He cancelled the subscription, called it unusable for masturbation, and noted posts displaying hundreds to over $1,000 in tips. He showed Instagram DMs he believed were authentic: Belle sent duck images in 2018; they later discussed taxidermy and Game of Thrones. 10:16
25 July
Ghosts of Tsushima is a TERRIBLE Video Game Daniel dismisses Ghost of Tsushima as an overhyped Witcher 3-style samurai game, criticizing its title, visuals, and recognizable Zoro voice acting. He calls the shoulder armor impractical and gameplay derivative, citing familiar combat, horse summoning, fast travel, open-world design, and side quests. He condemns fixed death animations, absent ragdoll physics and decapitation, and a dull Mongol-invasion story, rating the game 2.8/10. 10:44 How to make the perfect Carbonara pasta He cooks carbonara with bacon, mushrooms, spring onions, peas, and pasta, praises the creamy result, and has sauce left. His Filthy Frank video reaches about 14,000 views, with 17% from searches; he plans privacy- preserving commentary on popular topics. He prepares five videos, does 100 daily push-ups, reports shoulder pain from a makeshift dumbbell, and plays Mortal Kombat via hotspot. 14:43
28 July
How to make authentic Chili Con Carne He cooks chili con carne with beef, mushrooms, tomatoes, kidney beans, chili powder, and pre- cooked rice, rating it 6.9/10. At a German supermarket, language confusion and a social-distancing correction leave him embarrassed and uncertain about everyday shopping etiquette. He compares Germany 2.0 favorably with Korea, saying a larger home has improved his mood and satisfaction. 11:50 Update on my Love Life In a German Airbnb, Daniel met a stranger, deleted dating apps, declined invitations, and focused on nature walks and healing. He chose Germany for privacy from his mother, preferred Berlin to London, and plans talking vlogs after disappointing travel analytics. At 31, he calls thirteen years of language learning, Japan/Korea moves, marriage, and failed relationships an unsuccessful partner search. 10:08
30 July
SPECIAL McDonald's clubhouse Burger After a nearly six-hour train journey across Germany, he arrives at a new Airbnb costing about £800 for two weeks. Sunday shop closures leave him relying on McDonald’s; he reports speaking less, avoiding conversation, and preferring touchscreens to people. He plans shopping, cooking, dumbbells, and topical videos, then England for dental and eye care by late July. 10:47
31 July
ANNOYING things about Living in Germany as an ASIAN man After three weeks, he identifies only Sunday closures, short crossing lights, and Berlin graffiti as drawbacks; otherwise Germany feels convenient and respectful. He reconsiders his Asia-focused past: Germany’s manners, nature, architecture, card payments, food, and privacy now seem preferable to Japan and Korea. A spacious Airbnb, exercise, cooking, and quitting dating apps improve his mood; he may stay longer before Brexit complicates residency. 15:09

08

August

27 videos
2 August
This is the BEST Airbnb I've EVER stayed at He praises the guest-only, two-storey rental's fully equipped kitchen, huge sofa/TV, nightly bath, spare bedroom, and personal feel. It costs about £800 for two weeks; trains pass every ten minutes but stop around 1 a.m. The booking ends soon, so he considers England or a cheaper rural German Airbnb; he says he rarely goes outside. 11:52
4 August
Why I Like wearing Women's Underwear In Berlin, he bought XS and S women’s panties at Uniqlo and Muji, plus bikini shorts, to photograph for OnlyFans. A week later, he rejects the S and grey pairs, evaluating the striped options’ contrast, frills, stitching, lining, and width. He chooses faded plain stripes for innocent simplicity and comfort, wears them unwashed for days, and promotes the OnlyFans photos. 10:19
6 August
I'm going for Therapy next week... He decides to begin therapy next week, questioning whether his thinking and self-sabotage cause recurring problems and harm to others. His sister recommended the therapist; he is nervous but hopeful, seeking answers before another relationship and apologizing for past hostility. At his Airbnb, he cooks bacon-bolognese pasta after three kitchenless days; groceries cost under €20, and he rates it 6.5/10. 10:43
8 August
I have some REALLY bad news Nordgreen offered a free watch plus $250 for a promotional collaboration, but rejected Daniel’s initial two-minute website-based video. After receiving the watch in England, he reused the unapproved footage in Belle Delphine and women’s-underwear videos. Nordgreen ended the collaboration, demanded removals, and threatened legal action; he refused, demanded payment or apology, and threatened repeated criticism. 10:18
10 August
How I became FLUENT in Korean in only 6 months In 2009, after a breakup, he learned Hangul in two days to impress a girlfriend with Korean parents. Daily guesthouse study and conversations with Korean residents, especially his girlfriend, produced strong conversational ability within months. After four years without Korean use, he admits rustiness, then defends English-context pronunciation of Japanese place names. 11:01
11 August
My problem with The Anime Man He revisits his 2018 parody exposé; former schoolmate Chris Broad objected after Daniel revealed their shared school and village. He suspects Joey influenced J-vloggers to exclude him, stunting his channel, while Chris says association was difficult because of exposés. He criticizes Joey's anime-focused content and alleged retweets of hentai-like imagery, questioning why girlfriend AkiDearest tolerates them. 8:50
12 August
I just had my first Therapy Session His first-ever therapy session was comfortable and professional; it mainly covered background, goals, and opening up without judgment. He discussed YouTube as former self-therapy, loneliness, and how persistent hostile comments still damage his mood despite seeming thick-skinned. He sees therapy as potentially useful for understanding and addressing problems, then cooks successful bacon, mushroom, pea, and creamy pasta. 10:18
13 August
My women's underwear collection 😍 My women's underwear collection In Berlin, Daniel bought three XS and one S women’s panties from Uniqlo and Muji, intending to model them for OnlyFans. The S pair was too large; grey designs were discarded, leaving two striped finalists judged on stitching, comfort, and visual effect. He selected the plainer, innocent-looking pair, wore the underwear unwashed for several days, and promoted wearing photos through OnlyFans. 8:39
14 August
My Apology to Chris Broad from Abroad in Japan After hearing Chris Broad explain their failed Osaka meetup, Daniel is moved by Chris wishing him well despite last year’s hostile video. He apologizes for childish insults and exploiting Abroad in Japan’s name, admitting the video reached 100,000 views and earned nearly $300. Daniel says he never truly hated Chris, praises his filmmaking, and acknowledges becoming bitter and disengaged from his former Japan interests. 8:36
15 August
What I've REALLY been doing in Germany Arrives at an undisclosed destination, deliberately keeping its location secret for now. A cable-car announcement requires mouth-and-nose masks and reduced occupancy per compartment. Footage shows ascending through forests to a high viewpoint; later audio is fragmented and mentions Maya and Mayer. 8:13
17 August
Law of Attraction is REAL An undisclosed sponsor offers six times his usual video income, but its ten-minute website tutorial is difficult to complete. At 31, he rents an unnamed European Airbnb for over $3,000 monthly after four months living rent-free with his mother. Low donations and hostile comments sour livestreaming; he considers anonymity and changing the second channel from cooking to clickbait. 18:45
18 August
I finally feel like a proper Adult After nearly two months moving through Germany, he rents one Airbnb for a month, seeking stability and better videos. Living alone for the first sustained period, he celebrates independence, privacy, unrestricted routines, and proving he can financially support himself. He acknowledges loneliness and high rent, but likes Germany, may investigate cheaper European countries, and feels better than last year. 8:23 Why Star Wars Galaxies was the best video game ever At 15–16 in 2004, he began Star Wars Galaxies with his father paying its £10 monthly fee, soon playing obsessively. Its sandbox supported combat, farming, shops, player-built towns, decorated homes, roleplay, and a close-knit social community unavailable in Guild Wars. Six months of Jedi grinding led to bounty-hunting, master piloting, guild warfare, and finally World of Warcraft after Sony’s destructive overhaul. 16:19
19 August
I GOT A JOB! After three years unemployed, Daniel secured work after handing in CVs, acing an interview, and receiving next-day confirmation. He will quality-check sandwiches on a German production line; pre-Brexit EU rights permit work, while limited customer contact reduces the language barrier. He will continue YouTube less frequently, hoping employment eases financial and view pressure and lets him create for enjoyment rather than metrics. 11:23
20 August
NEVER date a GIRL FATTER than you Daniel argues skinny men should avoid dating substantially heavier women, preferring partners with similar body shapes. He bases this on social judgment and insists relationships require both physical attraction and compatible personality. He acknowledges body-shaming but defends criticizing obesity through health, resource, economic, and environmental arguments; pasta boils over. 8:13
21 August
How I Bamboozled my best friend's Little Sister As a child in Sutton Valence, he sold neighbour Natasha a common Charmander card for £20, exploiting her ignorance. Her mother discovered the deal and forced repayment, leaving him resentful that his planned sweets and Game Boy purchase vanished. He confesses stealing David’s younger brother’s shiny Jigglypuff, selling it to Ben for £25, and concealing this for 20 years. 8:11
22 August
A Great Website to Learn Japanese from Native Speakers Sponsored review presents WeNative as a language-exchange site matching learners with native speakers through profiles, calendars, references, and built-in video calls. It costs nothing or $9 monthly after a 14-day trial; Daniel claims unlimited paid sessions are far cheaper than recurring italki lessons. Daniel stresses native-speaker practice, drawing on Japanese and Korean learning and the difficulty of meeting speakers in rural England. 9:41
23 August
ANNOYING things my Viewers say Daniel rants that travel videos show only 30% of his life; public filming feels uncomfortable, and outdoor content performs poorly. He rejects dismissive promotion replies and uninformed criticism, disputes Social Blade estimates, and says his income supports his lifestyle. He defends scissors-based cooking and rewearing washed clothes, arguing viewers mistake unfilmed cleaning, helping, and daily activities for neglect. 11:51 Intergalactic Intercourse - It's going to happen Inspired by Star Trek, Daniel proposes that future human colonists could become humanoid alien species after losing knowledge of Earth. He compares this with humanity's spread from Africa, arguing isolation, adaptation, cultural divergence, and disasters could produce radically different descendants. He predicts renewed contact with these descendants, possible interbreeding, and regrets not living to witness the imagined intergalactic future. 10:06
24 August
What really happened to my löve döll He admits fabricating a month-long divorce narrative; confession drew 50,000 views, while subsequent videos still reached roughly 30,000–60,000. He and Chihiro retrieved the dumped 40–45kg doll, carried it back, and spent two hours cutting it into six bags. The $2,500 doll/Airbnb venture lost money: only hundreds from related videos, but £600–£700 from OnlyFans; he would not buy another. 17:32 why i wouldn't live in japan again After living in Japan continuously for two years from 2018 and staying away nine months, he decides not to return long-term. He says Western food disappoints, low-skilled work is stressful in Japanese, and customer misunderstandings intensify his social anxiety. A decade of dating rejection, foreigner saturation, and translation technology convinces him Europe offers better compatibility and Japan less uniqueness. 16:32
25 August
How i got catfished by a Japanese Woman Three years after meeting Tomoko through HelloTalk, Daniel recounts abandoning another Japanese woman, quitting petrol-station work, and travelling to Japan. Tomoko claimed to be 27 but was reportedly 42–44; after one disappointing meeting, they had sex and never met again. His insults and inflated “girlfriend” framing triggered audience backlash; later leaked flirtatious messages intensified accusations of lying and cheating. 16:30
26 August
I've been Divorced for 9 months now... Nine months after divorcing, he says life is largely unchanged: staying home, gaming, making videos, and shopping without marital arguments. He describes a costless town-hall divorce: signing paperwork, no lawyers or court, and no asset division. He rejects remarriage for now, fearing legal exposure of savings and property; protections for assets would be necessary. 14:49
28 August
I GOT A NEW GIRLFRIEND 😍 I GOT A NEW GIRLFRIEND He reveals a nearly two-month relationship with a 23-year-old Swiss viewer living and working in Germany. He deliberately withholds her identity, face, and location after past public relationships caused conflict; she accepts his OnlyFans work. They travel around Germany, while Daniel rediscovers enjoying unfilmed life, prefers solitude, and considers buying German property long-term. 13:03
30 August
The Truth behind Chinese 'Massage Parlours' in Japan The transcript describes Japanese “infomen” districts and a ¥10,000 premium Chinese-style massage service, versus a ¥3,000 advertised rate. Bilbo receives sexualized massages from a foreign Asian woman every Friday for two years, hiding the visits from his girlfriend. Daniel prepares Angus burgers with bread and tomato, slicing the tomato with scissors and using an oven’s pizza setting. 11:10
31 August
Cooking Tandoori Chicken He argues audiences excuse attractive, successful men’s infidelity but condemn him, while his livestream audience falls to roughly 100 viewers. Jonathan’s complaint forced his WeNative video offline and extensive blurring; Daniel plans republication but admits reusing photos was risky. He abandons Japan house plans, estimating a $40,000–$50,000 purchase could become $60,000–$70,000 after repairs, taxes, bills, and maintenance. 25:50 Why I HATE Fortnite on Switch Lite Gameplay After two years away, he returns to Fortnite, recalling daily 2018 smartphone play, a Switch transition, and four consecutive wins. He dislikes early deaths, scarce guns, lobby delays, lost progress, and slow grass driving, despite praising free access and vehicles. He struggles with unfamiliar weapons and mechanics, while Fortnite becomes his latest possible addiction after Mario Kart and Mortal Kombat. 13:24

09

September

35 videos
1 September
How Onlyfans RUINED my life After five months, OnlyFans remains his primary income and has financially rescued him despite YouTube’s decline. Subscribers repeatedly leak content to relatives; his mother opens and resends images, prompting arguments, temporary blocking, and family strain. He worries permanent online content could damage future employment, but defends bodily autonomy and says he does not regret continuing. 10:42 Why you shouldn't buy the Microsoft Surface Duo Daniel considers Microsoft's September 10 US-only Surface Duo: attractive dual-glass design, but importing it would add roughly $150. At $1,400, he questions its value, doubting multitasking, stylus usefulness, hinge, shape, and older flagship-level specifications. Needing YouTube's desktop blur tool exposes laptop dependence; he considers buying one and regrets leaving two MSI gaming laptops in Japan. 12:04
2 September
Microsoft Surface Duo VS Samsung Galaxy Fold 2 - Which is better Daniel compares next month’s Surface Duo ($1,400) and Galaxy Z Fold 2 (~$2,000), currently carrying an S10+ outdoors and Fold indoors. He judges the Fold 2 superior for screen continuity, processor, RAM, battery, and cameras; Duo’s hinge and single camera are drawbacks. Despite weaker specifications, he prefers the Duo’s gapless, reversible design, $600 saving, uniqueness, and potential GoPro pairing for voiceover/content. 16:06
3 September
How Bella Thorne RUINED OnlyFans He reviews Bella Thorne’s reported $2 million windfall, $200 nude-photo controversy, chargebacks, and subsequent free image release. He notes OnlyFans’ $50 message, $100 tip, and possible 30-day payout limits; his $25 videos and small tips make them irrelevant. He sees celebrity migration as potentially harmful to modest earners but currently feels unconcerned; afterward, he makes chunky potato-mushroom-bacon soup. 10:44 Why I regret buying the Samsung Galaxy Fold After six months, the Fold cracked at the corner after a table-to-concrete fall; he blames its heavy glass construction. He prefers the S10+ outdoors, finds the Fold bulky, rarely uses its outer screen, and increasingly regrets spending £2,000. In Germany, he debates a tablet, laptop, gaming laptop, or Surface Duo for spare-time gaming and content work. 11:51
4 September
How to get a Girlfriend - My top tips He claims 16 past girlfriends and recommends improving appearance, especially replacing long, spiky anime-inspired hair with a conventional haircut. He argues joblessness, homelessness, limited money, and lacking a car should not prevent relationships; personality matters more than material provision. He advises socializing, dating websites, guest houses, and visibility; four guest-house relationships and his 106,000-subscriber YouTube channel illustrate his strategy. 12:20 I'M BACK IN JAPAN He tries the free Switch demo Disaster Report: Summer Memories, praising its Japanese setting and understanding dialogue without subtitles. He customizes a female protagonist, navigates an earthquake amid collapsing buildings, and experiments with crawling, shouting, and first-person viewing. He ultimately rates the demo 1/10, finding its wandering conversations and limited mechanics boring despite nostalgia for Japan-themed games. 18:13
5 September
How I CHEATED in Love Hotels in Japan and got away with it 😏 How I CHEATED in Love Hotels in Japan and got away with it After arguing with his girlfriend, Bilbo uses Tinder, matches a lonely 36-year-old mother, and travels six hours to meet her. They choose a cheap Japanese love hotel; awkward conversation precedes a brief sexual encounter, after which Bilbo sleeps soundly. She declines another meeting, saying he performed poorly; Bilbo returns home, reconciles with his girlfriend, and conceals the encounter. 10:36
6 September
DO NOT BUY Tony Hawk's Pro Skater 1 + 2 Remastered - BAD Game After roughly two days, he condemns Tony Hawk’s Pro Skater 1+2 Remastered as worse than the originals despite childhood nostalgia. He reports roughly 0.4-second input delay, failed tricks, underwhelming graphics, reduced character customization, and no map editor. At $40 and unavailable on Switch, he cannot buy it; his only console is a Switch Lite. 10:36
7 September
I GOT KICKED OUT OF MY AIRBNB After people contacted him about Daniel, owner Mark demands departure by Wednesday and offers a refund for the remaining month. Daniel blames an online hater for identifying the Airbnb, rejects allegations as decontextualized jokes, and defends making OnlyFans content there. Declining channel views push him to defend OnlyFans financially while considering negotiation, cohabitation with his girlfriend, or new housing. 10:42
8 September
I went to the dentist yesterday After lockdown repeatedly cancelled his English appointments, a German dentist found no fillings necessary now but questioned unusually heavy gum bleeding. He plans to request a refund of approximately £300 prepaid in England and remain in Germany after spending £2,700 on Airbnb rent. The visit makes him feel settled rather than tourist-like; he considers livestreaming Fortnite but loses the final match after dominating opponents. 29:30 why i HATE Super Mario Odyssey on Switch Lite He reviews Super Mario Odyssey, saying he bought it last year but quit around the New Donk City section because it never became interesting. His central criticism is zero challenge: simple puzzles, heavy handholding, repetitive hat-based possession, and easily defeated bosses. He prefers Crash Bandicoot’s difficulty and Fortnite’s headshots; nostalgic minigames instead evoke childhood happiness and anxiety over declining YouTube views. 11:59
9 September
Destroying 10 Year Old Kids On Fortnite A four-hour Fortnite stream ends in victory with 12 kills; he describes gaming as his main excitement amid isolation and repetitive days. OnlyFans remains his strongest income at $1,500–$2,000 monthly; he targets $1,200 from his main channel and $200 from the second. Declining views drive planned drama; privacy complaints end a $450 sponsor, while he considers a gaming laptop and cheaper European or Japanese housing. 5:40:46
10 September
Moving into my Girlfriend's Place -) He moves into his girlfriend’s somewhat untidy apartment for an uncertain period, entering with a key left under the doormat. He will share his girlfriend’s small bedroom, tolerates the mess, considers cleaning, and avoids revealing the property’s location. He compares the full European bathtub favorably with Japan’s cramped baths, then demonstrates a grilled cheese, chipotle-bacon, and raw-tomato sandwich. 11:23
14 September
I had a crush on this girl in my class In 2010, aged 20, he expected romance, but his girlfriend met him once or twice weekly, leaving him isolated before school. His placement score put him in the second-highest class, where Taiwanese friends provided outings, belonging, and less anxiety. He never confessed his crush; a decade later, lost contact fuels sadness, social paranoia, and feeling life has stalled. 11:46 Nice My Twitch Is Still Here After four days locked out by two-factor authentication, Daniel regained Twitch, found roughly 40 viewers, and planned Fortnite streaming for donations. He admitted several recent narratives—job, therapy, Germany, girlfriend—were fabricated for views, and plans an Airbnb departure and boat vlog. OnlyFans ($1,800/month), YouTube ($1,400), Patreon ($79), and sponsors (~$700) provide income, yet channel decline damages his pride and drives uncertainty. 40:33 Playing Some Switch Games (No Haters Allowed) During a five-hour Fortnite stream, Daniel discussed his sandwich-factory job, low audience turnout, £15 donations, and declining channel engagement. He planned fabricated breakup drama, yacht content, and a possible Japan return for cheaper rent and views. OnlyFans earned about $200 per video versus YouTube’s $60–80; he said life felt balanced with his 25-year-old girlfriend. 5:25:08
15 September
I'm getting old and I dont have much time left At an amusement park, a spinning jump ride knocked him down; a lower-back injury caused three days of pain. At 31, white hairs, laugh lines, facial changes, and camera detail make aging and losing his youthful identity frightening. He reflects on mortality, limited days, childhood expectations of never growing up, and whether enjoying Fortnite makes time wasted. 13:41 SHE WANTS ME TO LEAVE! A major argument follows his video exposing her spare-key location, underwear, bedroom, and private belongings without prior consent. Her discovery of the spatula’s OnlyFans use makes her distrust him and request he leave whenever she is absent. Because he needs indoor filming and dislikes filming outside, he considers repacking his belongings and moving to another residence. 14:50
18 September
ASMR walking in the Streets of Osaka, Japan The transcript contains only “やっぱり行く。” meaning “I’ll go after all.” It indicates a decision to go, possibly reversing earlier hesitation, but gives no reason, destination, timing, or circumstances. No speaker, relationship, outcome, or connection to historical events can be established from this fragment. 16:21 my cat An unnamed female reportedly cost substantial money; one leg infection involved 800 stitches, but timing and context are unclear. A speaker mentions taking 200 back to Japan and asks whether Mandy was already texted; participants and meaning remain unclear. Disconnected remarks mention a mother’s broken-down car, removing a camera, broccoli, and shopping; no coherent event is established. 1:24
19 September
Living on a Luxury Sailing Boat after my girlfriend KICKED me out He tours a luxury boat as temporary housing, showing its living room, raised bedroom, bathroom, jacuzzi, kitchen, and dining area. He plans only a few nights because the roughly £150 nightly cost is expensive, and he wants tasty food. He notes unusual toilet rules, a wobbly boarding ramp, possible motion sickness, and green, dirty-looking surrounding water. 17:07
20 September
Feeding Goats at Petting Zoo At a petting zoo, Daniel observes a docile goat, oversized rabbit, twitching cow, tiny chickens, and a dog. They discuss buying food for all animals; Daniel feeds a small goat, breaks food, and notes some animals refuse it. The chickens are said to be from Malaysia; flies may explain twitching, photographs are taken, and an animal escapes. 9:11 MY NEW JOB On the final boat day, he explores the steering area and engine room, noting rope noise, varnish smells, and awkward disembarking. He leaves the boat without reported injury, reaches a beach, surveys surrounding boats, and briefly enters the sea. He later demonstrates making chili on crispy toast, emphasizing serving choices and balance between bread and chili. 10:58
21 September
Good Evenings. He alternates roughly half the week with Mila and half alone; his Rotterdam high-rise hotel apartment costs £450 for five days. He estimates $3,000 monthly from YouTube and OnlyFans; declining views drive fabricated drama, clickbait, and a planned Netherlands reveal. Severe recurrent hip pain, attributed to reactive arthritis six years after chlamydia, limits movement and makes employment doubtful; low libido disrupts OnlyFans. 5:05:00 How Nobita From Japan RUINED my Marriage After a nine-day England Christmas visit, Daniel felt homesick and isolated, livestreaming for eight hours while largely neglecting his wife. Nobita’s contact with his wife became Discord gossip; after she confronted him and requested divorce, Daniel left for Korea. He regretted leaving his MSI laptop and Sony camera, while eyeing €2,000–€4,000 gaming laptops despite recognizing the expense as wasteful. 12:20
22 September
Cooking Some Pork BELLY In Rotterdam, he livestreams a roughly €2 pork-belly, rice, and lettuce meal from his high-rise Airbnb while nearing 10,000 subscribers. Nobita says Chihiro initiated their April 2019 contact, contradicting her account; Daniel considers revising his accusation video and apologizing. He admits fabricating channel narratives, plans search-oriented travel videos and fake university/Airbnb-ban stories, and rejects conventional employment. 5:30:42 I Moved to The NETHERLANDS 🇳🇱 I Moved to The NETHERLANDS Reveals he is no longer in Germany, but living privately in Rotterdam, Netherlands, without disclosing a return date. The apartment costs about £460 for five nights; he praises its balcony, views, kitchen, and comfort despite intrusive cleaning. He plans gaming, videos, second-channel livestreams, relaxation, and nearby trips while remaining in the Netherlands indefinitely. 13:11
23 September
10k Subs Celebration Stream With ROAST PORKO Rotterdam: he cooks pork and rice while packing; £460 covered five nights, then he plans a capsule hotel and cheaper Airbnb. Daniel says Chihiro never disclosed meeting Casey and dismisses his admitted lies, cheating, and insults as irrelevant to that dispute. He reports £1,600 this month from OnlyFans, roughly £39,000 savings, and sharply reduced YouTube income, making Japan his fallback. 5:13:15
25 September
This country is TOO EXPENSIVE Daniel considers Rotterdam rent unaffordable: monthly Airbnbs cost £1,652–£2,000, versus roughly £379–£900 in Osaka. Visa debit is rejected by several shops; he also finds Rotterdam’s quiet centre and multi-lane traffic inconvenient. He leaves tomorrow for a secret new place; staying here would cost £3,000 monthly, beyond his budget. 16:06
26 September
I BOUGHT A KITTEN Daniel gets a small, frightened female kitten resembling Mimo, promises to care for her, and settles her into his room. He supplies litter, a scooper, and nutrition; her first purring reassures him that she trusts him and feels comfortable. The kitten rapidly explores, hides behind the mattress, bites a cable, investigates water, sneezes, and attacks toys, requiring constant supervision. 12:26
27 September
Resident Evil Zero Switch Lite Gameplay Gameplay opens with a walkie-talkie jumpscare; Rebecca receives a warning that wanted felon Billy Cullen may have killed 23 people. Rebecca and Billy reluctantly agree to cooperate aboard the train and quickly defeat a mutated goo creature after roughly six shots. The player learns both characters are controllable while searching train mechanisms, criticizing slow item handling, limited inventory, and goo. 14:05
28 September
Living in a Capsule Hotel because I'm Poor At a capsule hotel, Daniel finishes unpacking; the unusually spacious pod allows standing, includes privacy blinds, lighting controls, and self-check-in. Without a kettle, fridge, or kitchen, he spends €22 on cold coffee, prepared pasta, fruit, sandwiches, snacks, cheese, and bacon. He frames cheap accommodation plus higher food spending as a new savings strategy, accepting repeated shopping and no hot meals. 14:14
29 September
Welcome To My Capsule - Day 2 Day 2: his £128 five-night capsule is clean and spacious, but a heavy roommate causes shaking and poor soundproofing. Without a kitchen, he debates discarding bacon and cheese, budgets restaurant meals, and reports worsening hip, jaw, finger and pelvic pain. He seeks a three-month apartment (€1,200–€1,500 monthly), while openly planning fake Airbnb-ban drama because genuine videos plateau near 10K views. 10:52:38
30 September
I got BANNED on AirBnb Airbnb disabled Daniel’s account for an unspecified terms violation, cancelled his next reservation, refunded it, and declared no appeal. The ban limits cheap accommodation and travel-vlogging options; he considers alternative apps, account workaround, or finally securing a conventional apartment. On day three in the capsule hotel, he finds the pod spacious and customizable but noisy, non- private, cooking-free, and inconvenient. 15:00

10

October

35 videos
1 October
I'm Hungry, Lets Get Uber Eats Day four brings severe boredom, no cooking or coffee, nausea, and meaninglessness; two capsule nights remain before an Airbnb. Agencies fail to provide short-term housing; he weighs £1,500 outside the city against £2,000 centrally to remain near Mila. He reports £400 from second-channel livestreams, £1,800 OnlyFans income, admits Airbnb-ban videos are fake, then leaves to meet Mila’s mother. 1:19:47
7 October
I got ATTACKED on the Street Using a fake ID after Airbnb’s ban, he moved into an unfinished Rotterdam flat without hot water or heating. Monday, a man accusing him of throwing stones grabbed, struck, and pushed him down, then followed him by car. He gave the man €20 to de-escalate, avoided police, and now fears shopping; he plans midday outings with a GoPro for evidence. 20:10
9 October
Broccoli Carving Tutorial - Live Cooking Show He admits the Airbnb and fake-ID story was fabricated, revealing a proper furnished apartment costing about £1,000 monthly, bills included. He says a stranger genuinely attacked him over alleged stone-throwing; he paid €20, skipped police, and now fears public violence. He reports $11,000 from OnlyFans and a first $2 affiliate commission, then pivots toward high- CPM investing videos. 3:12:29 How to Short the Stock Market in 2020 The video explains short selling: borrow shares, sell them, then repurchase and return them; falling prices create profit. A Tesla example uses ten shares sold at $600 and rebought at $400, producing a claimed $1,000 profit. It distinguishes speculation from hedging, stresses theoretically unlimited losses, and advises short selling only for sophisticated traders. 8:52
10 October
How to use Rosetta Stone in 2020 (FREE Language Learning App) He tests Rosetta Stone on Android, creates an account, and chooses Dutch because he is currently in the Netherlands. The lesson uses image-matching, pronunciation scoring, and repetition; landscape mode hides options, while untranslated exercises become confusing and boring. He discovers only lesson one is free; Dutch costs £41 for three months, versus £99 annually or £184 lifetime. 13:49 Passive Income Ideas for 2020 (How to Make Money Online) He presents YouTube as passive income: older videos still earn roughly $1–$3 monthly, including $1.34 from one 2017 upload. He recommends Amazon affiliate links and OnlyFans; his 30-image, eight-video page generated about $500 in one week without new uploads. He proposes stock photos, footage, and vector art, requiring quality equipment, skill, large portfolios, and years of small recurring sales. 12:44
11 October
everything SUCKS right now Four days after moving into a €1,100-per-month Rotterdam apartment, Daniel reports all-day stomping, slamming, faulty heating, Wi-Fi, and scalding water. Locked into a three-month contract with about €2,400 deposited, he compares staying (£1,250 monthly) with hotels (£1,850) or apartment-hotels (£2,500). Stocks, passive-income, and Rosetta Stone videos brought weak returns; he prefers livestreaming, while reunited with Mila and restricting relationship disclosures. 6:41:47 why Rogue Company on Switch SUCKS On Switch, Rogue Company looks surprisingly good and includes characters, abilities, shoulder-aiming, parachute deployment, revive mechanics, and purchasable upgrades. He dislikes lengthy spaceship/loading waits, roughly 20-second rounds, default vibration, an AFK teammate, unclear gadgets, and limited action. He rejects bland objective-based modes, preferring straightforward shooting; after a better second round, he tentatively rates it 6/10. 14:28
12 October
why I wouldn't live in korea again He says his fifth Korea stay lasted six weeks, ended early during the pandemic, and was his loneliest overseas experience. Language barriers felt intimidating; meat cost $15–20, versus $8 all-you-can-eat pork belly, yet he preferred cooking privately. Seven Korean dates yielded no second dates; he cites impatience, unattractive streets, and stronger connections to Japan and the Netherlands. 14:26
13 October
Creating the ULTIMATE smartphone vlogging setup Demonstrates an Uhuru kit with tripod, cold-shoe mount, LED light, shotgun microphone, and Kenko wide-angle lens for smartphone vlogging. Explains assembly options and practical caveats: two AA batteries, difficult cold-shoe fitting, loose microphone mount, 3.5mm jack or USB-C adapter. Links vlogging needs—lighting, wider selfie-side field of view, directional wind-protected audio, and tripod stability—to a roughly £50 solution. 10:56
14 October
why I Hate Among Us - terrible game Daniel reviews Among Us, noting its sudden popularity after Fall Guys but calling it cheap- looking, basic, repetitive, and boring as a crewmate. He finds impostor play more engaging through stealth, sabotage, meetings, and deception; ghosts move freely but lose communication and motivation. He proposes rewards, upgrades, or cosmetics, criticizes effortless kills and weak challenge, and reports matchmaking failures on crowded European servers. 13:04
15 October
How to Make Money Investing in Dividend Stocks (Passive Income) After roughly three days’ research, he invests £2,000 ($2,583) across Apple, Altria, IBM, ExxonMobil, and 3M, despite disclaiming expertise. He forecasts $147.91 in annual dividends and plans reinvestment; he may replace low-yield 3M with Coca-Cola or AT&T. His plan is investing about $1,000 monthly, eventually targeting roughly $1,000 monthly passive income, potentially requiring $400,000 invested. 15:39 Unboxing And Trying My NEW ELECTRIC Grill He buys a €25 tabletop grill, cooks pork and salami toast live, and plans future cooking streams despite broken heating. He invests £4,000 across two Freetrade accounts, favors dividend stocks, celebrates small gains, and considers Coca-Cola, AT&T, healthcare, or gold. He finishes a finance video targeting high CPM, admits hate-game videos are deliberate bait, and focuses on monetization over views. 3:20:22
16 October
How to learn Japanese using Rosetta Stone He humorously tests Rosetta Stone Japanese, repeating basic words and sentences while exaggerating confidence in his pronunciation. After roughly two years watching anime before studying Japanese, he finds the lesson repetitive, boring, and fails its core lesson. A leaking boiler prevents showering; he waits indefinitely for a repair worker and blames upstairs stomping for possible boiler damage. 11:30
17 October
my life is a mess -( After over a week, the leaking boiler leaves no heating or hot water; a missed repair appointment forces kettle-and-towel washing. Despite £1,000 monthly rent and a three-month contract, he considers leaving; hotels cost more, lack kitchens, and deposit recovery is uncertain. Upstairs noise, traffic, and perceived neighborhood danger intensify dissatisfaction; he contrasts the spacious apartment with Japan’s quieter, more reliable housing. 13:29
20 October
Late Night Dinner He buys a €400 Quest 2 for Beat Saber; cable-free play impresses him, but glasses and nose pressure frustrate him. His £11,000 portfolio is 88% technology; market declines cost hundreds, intensifying uncertainty about holding, day trading, ETFs, or property. Mila leaves; he has met her family, while heating remains broken and plans clickbait videos to revive declining views. 4:48:11 My Problem With Uncle Roger Daniel criticizes Uncle Roger’s viral egg-fried-rice reactions, calling the exaggerated Asian accent annoying, fake, insulting, and unfunny. He contrasts Uncle Roger with the creator’s American-accented stand-up, saying the persona emerged after a BBC fried-rice video went viral. He rejects claims of one correct fried-rice method, suspects the restaurant skits are scripted, and rates the channel 2.2/10. 15:34
21 October
Japanese guy reacts to abroad in japan video He reacts to Abroad in Japan’s travel-advice video, praising its editing, humour, on-camera presence, and green-screen construction. He disputes Narita and toilet-kanji advice, but accepts simple English, women-only carriage caution, and convenience-store ATMs. He confirms Japan’s cash reliance, no-tipping norm, and noodle slurping, but failed Wi-Fi ends the review unfinished. 11:24 Japanese guy Reacts to Uncle Roger Fried Rice Daniel criticizes Uncle Roger’s viral egg-fried-rice reactions, calling the exaggerated Asian accent annoying, fake, insulting, and unfunny. He contrasts Uncle Roger with the creator’s American-accented stand-up, saying the persona emerged after a BBC fried-rice video went viral. He rejects claims of one correct fried-rice method, suspects the restaurant skits are scripted, and rates the channel 2.2/10. 15:34 Japanese guy reacts to “12 things you should know before coming to Japan” (Abroad in Japan) He praises Abroad in Japan’s editing, humor, and camera presence, while mocking its long introduction and green-screen podcast format. He dismisses avoiding Narita and learning restroom kanji as unnecessary, citing trouble-free Narita/Kansai trips and clearly marked toilets. He endorses simple English, warns about women-only carriages and cash, recommends 7- Eleven ATMs, and discusses slurping and tipping before Wi-Fi fails. 11:28 Making Some Pasta For Dinner Noisy Rotterdam apartment causes anxiety and late sleeping; he stays for low rent despite wind, stomping, unstable Wi-Fi, and no heating. He is down £600 after investing roughly £11,000, yet now imagines dividend investing and stock trading as his new dream. With reaction videos flopping, he plans clickbait and fabricated relationship drama, while protecting Mila and insisting YouTube beats employment. 6:11:40 Why xbox gaming pass DOESN'T work He tests £1-per-month Xbox Game Pass on his phone with Halo 4, using a Switch Pro Controller. Halo repeatedly disconnects or returns to menus about every minute; lag, sluggish maximum sensitivity, and poor movement make play frustrating. Despite impressive graphics and childhood nostalgia, he rejects the £10 renewal, wants portable Xbox hardware, and ends the session. 15:24
22 October
Oculus Quest 2 - The Best VR Headset Ever Bought Oculus Quest 2 for €450 ($530), praising its wireless standalone design after abandoning a cable-heavy, poorly tracking HTC Vive. After two days, tracking remained perfect even in dim rooms; Beat Saber supplies exercise for his sedentary, outdoor-averse routine. The €40 Elite Strap fixes glasses discomfort; limited titles, Facebook login, battery life, and affiliate links inform his 8/10 verdict. 12:16 Why I can’t go back home to England After nearly five months abroad, Daniel stays in the Netherlands primarily to see Mila, maintaining separate homes with periodic visits. He rejects England for independence, mother-son friction, and no friends; he says Japan remains closed to tourists until at least next April. He considers Poland or Spain for cheaper living, praises Japan’s affordability and safety, and buys a €450 Quest 2 for exercise. 13:27
23 October
FINALLY Life Is Getting Better Lets Get KFC 🍗 FINALLY Life Is Getting Better Lets Get KFC He hid likes/dislikes, manually moderated comments, and repeatedly banned critics while defending channel metrics against claims dislikes reduce views. He added £3,000, invested £800, kept £2,200 cash, and reported roughly $20,000 invested; Pinterest rose 18–19%. Heating and hot water were fixed, but noisy neighbors persisted; he considered leaving after January 1 and fabricating drama for views. 3:25:48 Finally Life Is Getting Better Lets Get Some Kfc 🍗 Finally Life Is Getting Better Lets Get Some Kfc The transcript contains only a brief question and expletive, with no identifiable event, date, people, location, or action. It suggests confusion or distress, but provides no evidence about the cause, seriousness, duration, or outcome. No decisions, plans, financial details, relationship developments, or change from earlier circumstances can be reliably determined. 1:24
24 October
I think I made a HUGE mistake He invests £15,000 of his father’s untouched life-insurance inheritance, insisting YouTube and OnlyFans funded his living since 2017. Freetrade accounts hold £14,000: the smaller is down £49, while the £12,000 ISA is down £471; eToro holds another £1,000. He hand-picks tech, entertainment, oil, tobacco, dividend, and vaccine-related stocks, considers Tesla or index funds, and admits limited investing knowledge. 14:16
28 October
how to make REAL japanese stir fried RICE - チャーハンの作り方 The transcript contains only “ㅇㅋ,” an extremely brief fragment. It establishes no identifiable event, speaker, relationship, location, decision, amount, or outcome. No chronology, continuity, contradiction, or concrete development can be reliably extracted. 12:51 Japanese man reacts to Filthy Frank - SO FUNNY Daniel claims his two years in Japan, fluent Japanese, and mixed Asian background qualify him to make a Filthy Frank reaction. He condemns reaction videos as parasitic reuse, especially Japanese creators whose minimal responses attract hundreds of thousands of Filthy Frank fans. He mocks delayed Japanese awareness of Filthy Frank and Game of Thrones, then admits resentment that these videos outperform his own. 7:51
29 October
Lets Make BEEF Burgers 🍔 Lets Make BEEF Burgers He has invested roughly £18,000, earned £176 on Pinterest, sits £691 down overall, and targets £150 monthly dividends despite trading mistakes. Accepting YouTube’s decline, he plans more clickbait drama, an iPhone 12 unboxing, and funneling remaining income into investments. VR supplies controlled social contact; he ends by recalling childhood Christmases, family losses, and ongoing dreams about his deceased father. 4:01:17
30 October
Japanese Man Reacts to - Bill Wurtz History of Japan Japan becomes an island; rice farming, imperial authority, imported Buddhism, Chinese writing, and samurai reshape society. Shogunates rise amid civil war; Mongol invasions fail, European trade introduces guns, and Tokugawa rule closes Japan while prosperity grows. U.S. pressure triggers Meiji westernization, conquest, imperial wars, World War II defeat, occupation, and a postwar economic miracle. 11:51 MY NEW HOME - Dutch Apartment $1400_month After three weeks, Daniel reveals a spacious, modern, landlord-furnished apartment, leaving the entrance room unused and sleeping on a sofa-bed. Rent is €1,200 monthly including utilities on a three-month contract, far below prior €3,000 Airbnbs, though upstairs children remain disruptive. He postpones buying furniture because his stay is uncertain, considering the empty room for VR gaming while Mila occasionally visits. 13:29
31 October
How to play Switch Games on an iPad Pro! Shows Mario Kart and Rogue Company from a Switch Lite on an 11-inch iPad Pro, controlled via controller and camera. The improvised phone-stand, oat-milk, toilet-roll setup works, but cross-hatching, lighting/ exposure issues, and automatic camera shutdown limit quality. He argues a portable cable-to-display option would beat Nintendo’s bulky dock, while proposing Apple-Nintendo cooperation for native iPad Switch games. 12:09 Lets Chop Some Onions A seven-hour Halloween livestream combined onion cooking and drawing with channel complaints; he uploaded a video about missing Japan. He maxed investments at £20,000; despite a £1,200 decline, he targets £400 monthly dividends to replace YouTube income. He plans to leave the noisy Dutch apartment after its contract, struggles socially, and imagines replacing physical life with VR. 7:14:43 why I miss living in Japan After leaving Japan in January, he still prefers it because safety and considerate public behaviour made walking alone at night comfortable. A first-day Rotterdam street attack at 6 p.m. left him afraid to go out alone, unlike his confidence in Japan. He misses Japan’s cheaper $500–900 rentals, richer entertainment, welcoming service, and authentic food; Rotterdam costs about $1,400 monthly. 11:39

11

November

31 videos
1 November
DO NOT BUY the iPhone 12 Daniel cancels his iPhone 12 order, dismissing 5G and MagSafe; he sees its main advantage as the attractive flat design. He sold a £1,400 refurbished Galaxy Fold for £500 after six months, losing roughly £900 because it was heavy and redundant. His sufficient S10+ and iPad Pro make buying unnecessary, yet he ends oscillating between saving and the cheaper iPhone 12. 11:37 How I failed at everything in life Drawing and Japanese ambitions stalled: webcomics ended unfinished; he passed JLPT N2, failed N1, and lost Fiverr after Google-translated specialist work. Coding yielded one App Store game and roughly ten $1.99 sales; eBay ended after stockouts, negative reviews, and a ban; marriage failed amid infidelity. YouTube’s 2018 viral growth stagnated; he fears falling below 5,000 views per video and has £20,000 invested, already down £1,000. 14:24 why I hate Genshin Impact - terrible game After a week-long, roughly 200GB download, Daniel starts Genshin Impact, chooses the male twin, and names him "Massive Fat Face". He praises cel-shaded visuals, water, and smooth combat, rating graphics 6/10, but complains about lag, stuttering, cutscenes, tutorials, and music. Despite Zelda-like exploration and elemental powers, he calls it a bland JRPG and likely will not continue. 12:46
4 November
EXCITING DAY today 😁 EXCITING DAY today His £200 Trump bet and election-linked holdings made the vote financially personal; Biden’s lead left him distressed and considering a hedge. He described roughly $26,000 invested in dividend and electric-vehicle stocks, celebrating quick gains while accepting large unrealized losses and concentration risk. With Mila, he weighed the Netherlands, England, and Japan; visa, safety, and cohabitation concerns kept his future unsettled. 4:10:39
5 November
how to make broccoli and burger stir fry Daniel prepares an early dinner with rice, four burgers costing $2.99, and pre-cut vegetables, despite a troublesome pot. Green investments lift him, but he regrets missing Tesla’s rise from below $400 to $430, fearing a drop after buying. Irritating neighbors and a pavement guitarist accompany his inability to devise main-channel content, despite feeling more active than in Japan. 11:36 Why I want to be a girl Since adolescence, he cultivated femininity, enjoyed being mistaken for a woman, and remained uncomfortable with facial hair, short hair, and muscularity. He argues women face less pressure, more freedom, and greater romantic choice, citing 5,000 matches from a fake Tinder profile. He interrupts the discussion to cook rice, burgers, and prepared vegetables, presenting a simple, filling beef-burger broccoli stir-fry dinner. 13:09
6 November
Cutting Me Some GARLIC He monitors roughly £27,000/$35,000 in speculative stocks, holding NIO, XPeng and cannabis for Biden-related gains; his £200 Trump bet likely loses. A gender video reached the channel’s top views and added ten OnlyFans subscribers but cost 60 subscribers; he plans provocative relationship clickbait. He repurposes cooking across platforms, buys a $400 Magic Keyboard, and remains distressed by noisy neighbors, possible street violence, and isolation. 6:11:02 message to new subs - FUCK OFF (now) Daniel tells viewers who discovered his new channel to leave, describing them as toxic followers from his main and second channels. He says the new channel was intended as a fresh start for different content without trolling, dislikes, or unwanted audience reactions. He plans to disable comments and ban commenters, blaming these viewers for ruining his YouTube experience and life. 1:16 Nio Stock - is Nio safe to invest in After buying NIO near $34–35, it rose to about $40.22, leaving roughly £207 unrealized profit; XPeng generated £346. He has nearly £4,000 of children’s inheritance in NIO, XPeng, and Li Auto, with combined gains approaching $800. Despite considering more purchases, he fears hype-driven overvaluation, unprofitability, weak sales, a bursting bubble, or possible fraud, and may sell. 8:39 Unboxing my NEW iPad Pro magic keyboard Daniel unboxes a new Magic Keyboard for his iPad Pro; magnetic attachment works immediately, though the combined device feels noticeably heavy. He likes the adjustable angle, trackpad gestures, cursor, app switching, shortcuts, numbers row, and smooth typing for planned writing. Testing his favorite game reveals no effective WASD or attack keybindings; touchpad controls are awkward, so touchscreen play remains preferable. 13:43 why Rocket League on Switch SUCKS On Switch, his first Rocket League trial involves a forced cutscene/tutorial, account linking, two-minute matchmaking, and an AI game. He learns flips, double-jumps, aerial twists, wall-driving, and boost pads, scoring repeatedly, but finds chasing the ball repetitive and boring. He wants strategy, upgrades, and consequences, imagining complex online Robot Wars; Darkest Dungeon also crashes on iPad after iOS 14. 10:06
7 November
how to make salmon and broccoli stir fry Daniel makes pan-fried salmon with stir-fried broccoli, green onions, red peppers, wok sauce, and leftover rice; salmon remains pink inside. He buys a €99 Magic Mouse 2 for wrist comfort, making his iPad and keyboard setup more laptop-like. Stocks rise about £600, briefly £800; he will hold through next week, and his delivered groceries await a mailed bill. 11:19 I invested $35,000 into the stock market... Daniel has £27,000 (about $35,000), over half his savings, built from an initial £200; he acknowledges the escalation but feels little fear. Pinterest and AbbVie sales yielded roughly $176 and $170; he expects $1,000 in November, while speculative trading replaces his dividend-focused plan. He holds losing positions, chases hyped Chinese growth stocks, debates greed versus selling, then prepares pan-fried salmon with vegetables and leftover rice. 14:36
8 November
the Apple Magic Mouse is a waste of money - DO NOT BUY After several days, Daniel finds the €100 Magic Mouse’s cursor sluggish and acceleration inconsistent, often making the trackpad feel superior. On iPad Pro, missing four-finger app-switching and side-panel gestures make navigation cumbersome; occasional cursor and right-click failures require the trackpad. He dislikes loud clicks, palm movement, no silent tap, and underside charging; calls it overpriced versus €20 mice and may gift it. 10:06 unboxing the Apple Magic Mouse Daniel unboxes a black Magic Mouse 2 for his iPad, praising its compact packaging, weight, finish, and premium feel. Bluetooth pairing succeeds and sensitivity improves after adjustment, but he dislikes the loud click, Lightning cable, and underside charging. Gestures and app switching are awkward or fail on iPad; he questions the purchase and suspects a trackpad would be easier. 14:16 why I'm sad that Trump lost the Election He argues non-Americans should care about US politics because American policies affect global life and his YouTube/OnlyFans income. Trump’s comedy made him likable; Daniel expects to miss his attention, loses a £200 first- election bet, and likely will not bet again. He welcomes Biden’s expected renewable-energy and electric-vehicle gains, trusting YouTubers’ stock advice and distinguishing researched investing from casino gambling. 10:18
11 November
why men LOVE cheating on women Daniel argues cheating is enjoyable for men but harmful to betrayed women, and says post- discovery apologies are usually insincere performances. He attributes male infidelity to reproductive biology, claiming multiple partners increase offspring chances and the “reptilian brain” rewards this with dopamine. He says pregnancy creates women’s need for male support, making monogamy a compromise, then controversially blames an unsatisfied girlfriend for cheating. 10:33
12 November
what Christmas is REALLY like in Japan His first Japan Christmas in 2017 featured illuminations, food stalls, smoked “turkey,” a wine- induced headache, and homesickness. He contrasts Japanese chicken/KFC-style Christmas with English turkey-or-goose meals, roast potatoes, bacon-wrapped sausages, crackers, decorations, and childhood gaming. Childhood Christmas meant planned games, stockings, early-morning excitement, family rituals, then gaming alone; Japan’s tiny tree felt incomplete. 11:05
13 November
are you people FUCKING STUPID Daniel says Reddit leaked his secret channel; subscriptions rose from roughly 15–20 to 106, mostly existing viewers. He angrily demands the audience leave, saying four other channels already exist and this one was intended as a private refuge. He accuses viewers of taking without donating, watching ads, or buying merchandise, while preferring low-CPM drama over business content. 3:50 Hello 👋 Hello He says YouTube is collapsing: a Japan video drew 2,000 views, while drama typically attracts 50,000–60,000. He blames viewer harassment and doxxing for isolating him, while admitting drama harmed Chihiro, the Hong Kong acquaintance, and himself. OnlyFans earns $600 this month; he treats trading as replacement income, transfers £2,000, and considers concentrating savings in NIO. 4:15:28
14 November
Cutting Some Onions And chatting YouTube views collapsed: Biden video had about 2,000 views and $32 revenue, versus past 40,000–100,000; he fears channel death. He links past spikes to relationships, travel, and fake drama; considers moving or fakery, yet wants stability and dislikes deception. With Mila, he faces noisy Rotterdam housing and January displacement; OnlyFans burns out, while stocks and dividends become replacement-income hopes. 6:16:19 why Biden will be a TERRIBLE President He follows up on the election, insisting Biden’s victory remains unofficial because only the White House can formally announce it. He predicts Biden will hurt investors through higher taxes, regulation, tariffs, and green- energy policies threatening oil holdings. He attacks Biden’s record, age, alleged inappropriate touching, and foreign-policy decisions, while complaining Google keeps returning Dutch results. 10:11
15 November
Making Burger for My Viewers During a burger livestream, he declares edited YouTube videos pointless after roughly 5,000 views, preferring cooking streams amid noisy Rotterdam housing. He rejects getting a job, cites £1,786 earned in November’s first half excluding YouTube, and plans further stock-market investing. He revisits the Discord-triggered Chihiro rupture, admitting furniture-smashing, departure, and regret, while blaming viewers and banning critics. 6:28:14
16 November
How I make money from Dividend Investing On 12 November, Enterprise Products paid £32.85, his first dividend; 137 shares should yield about £46.70 next time. Apple paid only 91 pence on £600 invested, prompting doubts about low-yield holdings and plans to diversify beyond oil-related companies. He will reinvest dividends, funnel disposable income and YouTube earnings into stocks, targeting £200,000–£400,000 for £1,000 monthly within five years. 11:30
17 November
MY GIRLFRIEND DUMPED ME His girlfriend ended the relationship yesterday, citing his lack of conventional employment, unaffordable neighborhood, OnlyFans work, and family embarrassment. He grieves loneliness, then disparages her, rejects her handwritten YouTube-silence contract, and recounts conflicts over chores, gaming, and attention. He has chatted with 15 women, chosen a 21-year-old blonde, and plans Russia after his apartment contract despite language worries. 5:06
19 November
Late Night Vegetable Chopping He admits Russia, Mila-breakup, and other recent dramas were fabricated; he plans copy- pasted ex-girlfriend complaints, quitting-YouTube, welding, and sexuality plots. He reports roughly £2,200 made from stocks this month, but admits Amazon, Zoom, and cannabis losses; Tesla and Xpeng gains intensify short-term trading. He weighs returning to England, staying in noisy expensive Netherlands, or moving elsewhere; Mila, rent, Brexit, and channel views dominate the decision. 5:16:51
20 November
Sad And Lonely Day -( Rotterdam’s upstairs noise and unreliable Wi‑Fi leave him enraged and unable to concentrate; his contract ends in early January. He estimates £30,000 invested and nearly £4,000 possible gains this month, debating ETFs, cashing out, and long-term retirement investing. Fabricated breakup drama earned $29 and damaged credibility; he plans an illustrated Tinder storytime video instead. 4:22:24
22 November
$7 Steaks For My DINNER Noise and screaming worsen stress; he cooks a $7 steak, reports neck and joint pain, and prepares for Mila. He has about £40,000 invested and put $1,300 into crypto; volatile gains intensify anxiety and preference for short-term trading. He acknowledges income falling from nearly £3,000 to about £1,600 monthly, blames the algorithm, and considers relocation or dramatic reinvention. 7:01:28
23 November
The FATTEST girl I ever smashed In October 2017, he matched a 32-year-old Japanese beauty-salon manager on Tinder whose profile showed only close-up face photos. After being disappointed by her size, he continued the date at her empty salon, where she initially rejected his request. She later moved closer; they had sex on the salon floor, she disliked his ejaculation, and he blocked her relationship-oriented messages. 10:33
26 November
Spending Thanksgiving Alone Because I'm Sad And Lonely During a Thanksgiving livestream alone in Rotterdam, unstable Wi-Fi forced paid mobile data; upstairs family noise remained a major irritant. Crypto's ~$800 gains vanished overnight; he exited with about $50, considered selling 12.7 Tesla shares, and reported £4,600 income this month. He planned Sweden with Mila, weighed iPhone 12 versus MacBook, and described declining viewers plus a recurring loneliness-autonomy cycle. 7:01:59
29 November
WASSUP YOUTOOB Rotterdam apartment worsens his mood through noise, sewage smells, unreliable Wi‑Fi, and safety fears; he plans to move after January. He recounts nearly $3,000 in missed gains, exits crypto, adopts eToro copy-trading, and hopes LCA, Tesla, and Palantir surge. With livestreams outperforming videos, he considers quitting OnlyFans and fake drama, instead planning a self-reflective “I Wasted My Life” video. 5:37:59

12

December

27 videos
1 December
Romantic Dinner with my NEW girlfriend -) He shares McDonald’s with his new girlfriend, joking about Happy Meal size, chips, cola, and its Minions toy. He unboxes a blue iPhone 12 mini, praising its one-handed size, lightness, flat screen, camera, and boxy design. Setup proceeds through Face ID and software updating; he plans accessories, transfers his Samsung SIM, and watches apps download. 12:54
5 December
GREAT NEWS EVERYBODY 😁 GREAT NEWS EVERYBODY Landlord complaints led to the upstairs neighbors’ eviction, but replacement music leaves him undecided about staying, extending, or renting upstairs. He expects thousands from LCA’s December 18 merger and reports Tesla gains, making stock trading feel more rewarding than YouTube. Low views and hostile comments demoralize him; he considers quitting videos, phasing out OnlyFans, and remains isolated and bored. 3:41:20 How my viewers RUINED my marriage Daniel assigns responsibility for the failed marriage as 35% himself, 35% viewers, and 30% his ex-wife. He says sudden female attention after his 2018 channel boom led to multiple affairs, secret meetings, and repeated cheating. He argues drama viewers and YouTube incentives rewarded conflict, while wholesome videos lost views, money, and channel momentum. 11:54 iPhone 12 live stream test Testing an iPhone 12 livestream, he finds YouTube on iOS cannot access the wide-angle lens, leaving cooking shots excessively zoomed. The microphone sounds surprisingly good, but he remains unsure whether iPhone streaming beats Samsung and worries about overheating. He has lost interest in photography despite strong iPhone 12 background blur, then ends the test to play a game. 7:29
6 December
Being Ugly - My Experience At 31, nearing 32, he says worsening self-consciousness about acne scars, freckles, blackheads, and pimples has made face-showing videos uncomfortable. He describes a lifelong very skinny, scrawny body, stick-like legs and bony elbows, despite cycling, running, football, and attempted workouts. Appearance shame limited approaching women, contributed to loneliness, discouraged swimming and summer clothing, and affects his masculinity and perceived attractiveness. 10:46
7 December
What I’m Grateful for in Life Begins “Positivity Week,” deliberately forcing gratitude to test whether simulated positivity improves his happiness, while admitting the experiment is fake. He identifies health, YouTube income and audience, family, food, and a functional home as blessings, emphasizing mobility and financial security. He documents ordinary self-care—laundry, cooking leftovers, and cleaning—then jokingly reframes neighbours’ garden rubbish as gifts. 10:45
8 December
What worries Japanese Girls about Dating Western guys He argues Japanese women generally prefer Japanese men, portraying foreign-dating women as unusually foreign-obsessed or psychologically troubled. He says language and cultural barriers complicate intimacy, while poor Japanese can conceal his awkwardness and excuse social withdrawal. From marriage, he recalls relying on his ex-wife for banking, dentistry, and technical Japanese; he cites short-term foreigners and parental prejudice. 11:40
10 December
I’ve got a HUGE problem (might get deported) He lives in the Netherlands as a tourist without work or residency, hoping Brexit rules let him stay five more months. He cannot get clear embassy help and wonders whether arriving before December 31 permits residence-document application by July 1, 2021. He blames Brexit voters for making European travel harder and sometimes disables comments to escape relentless insults. 11:15 Why I HATE Cyberpunk 2077 - overhyped and disappointing After roughly 20 minutes, Daniel calls Cyberpunk 2077 overhyped and unoriginal, comparing it to Deus Ex, GTA, and familiar RPGs. He finds the graphics merely adequate, story generic, and shooting immersion-breaking because floating damage numbers undermine realism. He praises the music and art direction but predicts disappointment, rates the game 2.2/10, and returns to Darkest Dungeon. 11:40
11 December
I GOT A NEW JOB 10:46 Why I HATE the PlayStation 5 - WASTE OF MONEY Daniel calls the $399 PS5 underpowered beside gaming laptops, offering dated hardware and fewer capabilities than a roughly $1,000 PC. He criticizes the sparse launch library, remastered PS4 titles, repetitive Spider-Man gameplay, and ray tracing as unimpressive visual polish. He dismisses adaptive controls and vibration, calls the asymmetrical design ugly, prefers mouse-and-keyboard gaming, and rates it 2.2/10. 13:15
12 December
I YOLO'd my ENTIRE Life Savings onto the Stock Market He put £20,000—most of his life savings—into stocks; the main account is up £3,125 after briefly reaching £4,500. He switched from dividends to speculative growth, trusting stock-market YouTubers instead of researching companies and waiting for predicted pops. He anticipates Palantir above $30, Landcadia 2’s December 18 merger, Tesla at $700, and American Airlines exceeding 50% gains. 14:28 My Channel Died And I'm Sad -( Daniel declares his YouTube channel dead: views fell below 5,000, while drama and positive content no longer attract former subscribers. A five-minute Cyberpunk 2077 critique, made without playing the game, surpasses 30,000 views, mostly from search, prompting a gaming/trending-topic pivot. He remains afloat on roughly £1,900 monthly, plans stock sales before a possible crash, and fears housing, Brexit, and doxxing. 8:04:09 Why I HATE the iPhone 12 Mini Daniel chose the iPhone 12 mini for affordability, compactness, pocketability, and one-handed handling, despite rarely needing optical zoom. He praises flat, boxy design and responsiveness over the S10+, but criticizes smudges, Face ID, gesture interference, and battery life. He calls it his best phone, may trade in for iPhone 13 next year, and acknowledges quickly replacing earlier iPhones. 10:19
13 December
Cyberpunk 2077 is a BUGGY MESS of a video game After waiting since 2013, he played Cyberpunk 2077 immediately after release and judged it unfinished, buggy, and deeply disappointing. He criticizes preorders and last-generation console release, arguing buyers received an unfinished product requiring potentially huge patches. Glitches range from amusing vehicle and ragdoll failures to game-breaking bugs that erase progress; he advises waiting weeks or continuing. 11:10
17 December
I’m quitting YouTube. Goodbye. Daniel announces quitting YouTube: nearly 107,000 subscribers, but views have declined for two years and now trail early-2018 levels. He says fabricated drama damaged his dignity, mental health, ex-wife, family, and other relationships; he will not risk his current relationship. YouTube supplies about 30% of his income; stocks feel easier, and after reconsidering, he reaffirms quitting while leaving a return possible. 16:38 Why I HATE the Apple AirPods Max After weeks using AirPods Max, he calls the sound merely okay and unacceptable for an audiophile paying over $550. He praises the metal Apple styling but attacks the mandatory bra-like case, absent power button, mesh headband, and uncomfortable weight. He says cheaper Sony headphones offer comparable audio and noise cancellation, prefers AirPods Pro, and rates AirPods Max 1.1/10. 10:29
19 December
Cyberpunk 2077 PULLED from Sony store - MASSIVE FLOP Sony removed Cyberpunk 2077 from PlayStation Store amid refund demands; Microsoft offers refunds, and Daniel plans to reclaim his $60 on principle. He condemns its eight-year development and rushed Christmas release, alleging executives overruled developers; the corporate-exploitation theme mirrors reported workplace crunch. He predicts severe financial and reputational damage, urges fixing before resale, and speculates cheap shares could eventually recover. 10:58 Last Chance To Say Goodbye To Daniel He announces quitting YouTube, then admits it is trolling; fake drama outperforms genuine content, while Cyberpunk review reaches 64,000 views. Brexit and lockdown disrupt his return; paying January rent should recover a €2,400 deposit, so he may remain in Rotterdam. He reports $2,800 stock gains this month and Tesla holdings near $8,800, while Facebook comparisons with classmates fuel self-doubt. 9:20:10 Tesla S&P 500 inclusion - CRAZY DAY ON THE STOCK MARKET Holding 12.7 Tesla shares bought around $407, Daniel invested roughly $5,000; their value exceeded $8,000 after S&P 500 inclusion. A volatile session swung Tesla from roughly $672 to $632, then near $695; a delayed, rejected sale left him holding. He weighed selling near $700–$750 versus holding; LCA’s merger vote lacked quorum and moved to December 29, Palantir hovered near $26. 10:57
20 December
how to make Traditional Spicy Korean Pork - 고추장 제육 볶음 He prepares Korean-style spicy pork rolls with chili paste, photographs it for Instagram, but finds it too spicy to finish. He fixates on commenter John T, accusing him of repeated ban evasion, provocation, and psychological mind games. He defends calling a relationship meme relatable as personal experience, arguing other YouTubers’ circumstances are irrelevant. 13:26
21 December
Why I HATE Red Dead Redemption 2 After buying Red Dead Redemption 2 for his gaming computer, he finds its Wild West world repetitive and visually underwhelming. He criticizes recycled mechanics: limited revolver ammunition, button-mashing melee, and no broad environmental weapon use despite older games. He finds the story dull, abandons missions for chaotic murders and ragdoll experimentation, and rates the game 2.6/10. 11:24
25 December
Christmas with Daniel and Mila 2020 They film Rotterdam at night, praising the camera’s low-light quality while walking toward Christmas activities. They mention having €3.50 and going Christmas shopping, with the speaker still needing to pack their own present. At Mila’s house, they protect its privacy, give Mini Mimo cat treats, greet Mowgli, and wrap a Christmas gift. 10:50
26 December
She DUMPED ME ON BOXING DAY On Boxing Day, Mila ended their six-month relationship after dinner; Daniel left, blocked her, and began packing. He blamed incompatible values and her rejection of YouTube, while admitting poor emotional support, detachment, complacency, and growing phone use. A police raid upstairs heightened panic; despite January rent being paid, lockdown, flights, and possible £2,000 deposit loss complicated returning to England. 7:35:55 She DUMPED ME ON BOXING DAY On Boxing Day, after spending Christmas with Mila and her family, she ended the relationship, saying she was unhappy; he left angrily. Despite January rent already paid, he wants to leave Rotterdam immediately; Tier 4 restrictions make England flights uncertain, so Amsterdam is a fallback. He blames sacrifices, secrecy, fabricated videos, and thousands spent for Mila; he blocks her, deletes KakaoTalk, and plans unrestricted content again. 52:55
29 December
The Police RAIDED my Apartment Daniel hears screaming and pounding before police raid the upstairs neighbor’s apartment with a battering ram. About five officers escort a handcuffed man outside into a police van; objects are thrown from an upstairs window. Frightened, Daniel says his repeated complaints about dangerous neighbors were justified, decides to leave, and avoids filming police. 11:18
31 December
Leaving The Netherlands FOREVER After packing, cleaning, washing up, and leaving unwanted toiletries, towels, and coins, he said goodbye to the Rotterdam apartment and departed. He booked a flight home despite Brexit-related uncertainty, expecting ten days’ self-isolation and planning to spend it gaming Rainbow Six. At an eerily empty, rainy airport he felt worried; he later reached home, where he greeted Spot and Mrs. Mimo. 12:09

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