12 February 2020
Trying 50% Discount Korean BEEF
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Summary
Discounted groceries yield three meals for $15; Korea rates 7/10, and he considers cheaper Airbnb living before Thailand or Vietnam. A $250 paid encounter feels life-changing; he considers monthly repeats and prioritizes beauty over personality or emotional intimacy. Living alone feels liberating after marital silence; Friday’s Japanese meetup may involve catfishing or violence, and divorce remains unconfirmed.
Insight
Novelty, sexual access, and travel temporarily relieve loneliness, while grief, stalled purpose, health fears, and unresolved attachment persist.