19 February 2020

Korean Spicy Sausage Stew

19 February 2020 · 21:33

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Summary

Prepared Korean army stew with discounted sausages, ramen, kimchi, baked beans and sauces; the large meal cost about $4. Before a 5 p.m. date with a 23-year-old Korean woman, he admits difficulty caring about others and sustaining conversation. Lonely yet bored by people, he wants intimacy; he booked a $500 monthly Airbnb, moves tomorrow, and quit KFC after stomach problems.

Insight

Novelty and connection remain desired, but interpersonal effort repeatedly feels burdensome and unsustainable.