19 February 2020
Korean Spicy Sausage Stew
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Summary
Prepared Korean army stew with discounted sausages, ramen, kimchi, baked beans and sauces; the large meal cost about $4. Before a 5 p.m. date with a 23-year-old Korean woman, he admits difficulty caring about others and sustaining conversation. Lonely yet bored by people, he wants intimacy; he booked a $500 monthly Airbnb, moves tomorrow, and quit KFC after stomach problems.
Insight
Novelty and connection remain desired, but interpersonal effort repeatedly feels burdensome and unsustainable.