It's been a tough year for me

2019 brought his father’s death after hospitalization; eleven months later, he still reports daily thoughts and near-nightly nightmares. Marital crises escalated through infidelity, London and Germany encounters, separation, reconciliation, renewed cheating, a smashed door, and Airbnb stays. December brought renewed marital conflict, solo travel, reconciliation before Christmas, and an uninvited viewer’s home visit that alarmed his family.

Novelty-seeking and audience drama continued colliding with grief, marital instability, and hopes for a calmer 2020.