29 November 2020
WASSUP YOUTOOB
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Summary
Rotterdam apartment worsens his mood through noise, sewage smells, unreliable Wi‑Fi, and safety fears; he plans to move after January. He recounts nearly $3,000 in missed gains, exits crypto, adopts eToro copy-trading, and hopes LCA, Tesla, and Palantir surge. With livestreams outperforming videos, he considers quitting OnlyFans and fake drama, instead planning a self-reflective “I Wasted My Life” video.
Insight
He again seeks escape through relocation, romance, and speculation while struggling to enjoy the present.