20 November 2020
Sad And Lonely Day -(
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Summary
Rotterdam’s upstairs noise and unreliable Wi‑Fi leave him enraged and unable to concentrate; his contract ends in early January. He estimates £30,000 invested and nearly £4,000 possible gains this month, debating ETFs, cashing out, and long-term retirement investing. Fabricated breakup drama earned $29 and damaged credibility; he plans an illustrated Tinder storytime video instead.
Insight
Noise and loneliness destabilize him; investing becomes excitement and an imagined escape from failing YouTube.