my WIFE KICKED ME OUT - sad and lonely...

He refused his girlfriend’s Bangkok wedding, dislikes weddings and socializing, and feels sad that several Thai classmates are leaving. Income fell from nearly $2,000 to about $800 monthly; declining views and stream cutouts undermine his YouTube revival attempts. He reports chest heaviness, lightheadedness, and a growing testicular lump, but says he would not care if he died.

Thai school adds structure, yet collapsing income, unstable streaming, and health fears intensify pessimism.