17 July
Hiding in my room is live After leaving Devon in June, he returned to his mother’s home and resumed YouTube after eight months, overwhelmed by loneliness. He works 60-hour weeks for about £3,000 monthly, while owing his mother £22,700, Tesla finance, and £6,000 tax. After his ex blocked him following a request for clarity, he describes daily crying, nightmares, therapy, and heavy AI reliance. 2:55:47 25 July
I'M BACK After months away, he resumed YouTube as a hobby, rebuilt his channels, and launched a new Instagram after deleting the old one. He disclosed an October arrest, same-day pre-charge release, dropped cases, and police still holding his phone. Back at his mother’s house, he owes her £22,700, prioritizes repayment, and considers debt- free travel or Tesla camping next year. 2:57:33 4 August
Cooking with Daniel - Garden Ritual He conducted a first garden ritual livestream, heating rose-petal water with candles, cinnamon, vanilla, and honey; it tasted good. Candles repeatedly went out; lacking a wooden spoon, he worried about glass cracking, and the mixture never clearly boiled. He discussed possible Europe driving, recent dumbbell training and haircut, stopped weighing himself after leaving Devon, and teased secret plans. 10:05 life update First Starlink garden stream ran two hours without disconnecting; 200/40 Mbps and 60% battery led to roaming and Jackery plans. He brewed and drank a £150 psychic-recipe love potion with honey, cinnamon, vanilla, dye, rose petals, quartz; later felt dizzy. After months away, he treats YouTube as a hobby: weekly streaming, income recovering from $180 toward $500, and planned adventures. 2:07:43 22 August
Hiding in my room is live! Feeling down, he starts a late Tesla stream; he plans leaving the £20 campsite, parking elsewhere, and using gym showers. He exits Palantir at breakeven after months, stops trading, remains 50% down on Bitmain, and faces £6,000 tax next January. He confronts faked niceness, selfishness, rule-breaking, shortcuts, and relationship harm, feels hopeless, but proposes greater awareness and kinder actions. 2:43:59 4 September
life updates After a month living in his Tesla, he stopped paying £20-a-night campsites, improvising toilets, washing, drying, charging, and morning routines. He projects £6,200 monthly income, sent his mother £2,000, reduced her debt to £19,700, and expects repayment in 86 days. Still grieving the breakup, he became bitter and defensive, justified past conduct, criticized hypocrisy, and considered renting after clearing debt. 2:36:26 17 September
Hiding in my room is live! Transcript(4)] After six weeks in his Tesla, he has not showered for nearly a month, washes with bottled water, and prefers car living to expensive rent. He sends his mother £2,500, says debt fell from about £25,000 to £17,000, and estimates 75 days to become debt-free; dating would slow repayment. Dating talk becomes a three-name tangle—Daniel, Jason, and James—before he revisits a breakup over an insensitive dog message and admits empathy is a weakness. 2:05:53 Return to the archive home