Hiding in my room is live!

After two weeks in his Tesla, he’ll leave the £20-night campsite in five days, attempt wild camping, and join a gym. He met a van-life woman, hopes to camp together, and seeks companionship; slow replies leave the connection uncertain. He resists returning home or renting: home feels stagnant, renting risks debt; streaming briefly relieves recurring nighttime dark thoughts.

Car living continues his autonomy-security cycle: independence coexists with loneliness, debt, and renewed streaming.