Hiding in my room is live!

Feeling down, he starts a late Tesla stream; he plans leaving the £20 campsite, parking elsewhere, and using gym showers. He exits Palantir at breakeven after months, stops trading, remains 50% down on Bitmain, and faces £6,000 tax next January. He confronts faked niceness, selfishness, rule-breaking, shortcuts, and relationship harm, feels hopeless, but proposes greater awareness and kinder actions.

Explicit self-criticism links shortcuts and avoidance to loneliness, but he doubts lasting change.