HIMR Archive

Chronological archive

2021

272 videos

01

January

14 videos
2 January
DO NOT BUY Red Dead Redemption 2 - boring game He bought Red Dead Redemption 2 after YouTube compilations; despite its beauty, a couple days of play left him bored, regretting the 30% discount purchase. He criticizes hunting, shooting, and missions as repetitive chores, with awkward reload animations and an unengaging outlaw-camp story. Abandoning missions, he attacked civilians, accumulated an unaffordable bounty, fought recurring hunters, and found movement and horse controls slow and clumsy. 10:28 Self Isolation in England - Day 6 Six days after Mila ended the relationship, Daniel returned home, relieved to leave Rotterdam but intermittently depressed, confused, and unmotivated. He awaits a roughly $2,800 rental deposit, resumes streaming with new equipment, restores Discord, and prioritizes investing while delaying travel. He questions his ability to connect, recognizes inattentiveness in past relationships, and remains uncertain about Japan, dating, employment, and content. 5:05:05
4 January
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5 January
Why my Relationships keep Failing After four months in the Netherlands and a post-Christmas breakup, he returned home relieved; Rotterdam rent was about £1,200 monthly. Reflecting on two failed 2020 relationships, he attributes repeated breakups to emotional disengagement and little interest in partners’ personal stories. Family buried his garden hole and removed his grandfather’s rotting shed, prompting frustration and nostalgia before he returns inside to Rainbow Six. 13:00
8 January
sad and lonely night Back home in England, he feels unusually happy after Rotterdam, rejects returning to Chihiro, and says lockdown delays meeting another woman. He targets £100,000 through stocks, favors EV-clean-energy shares, and fears losing a $2,800 Rotterdam deposit after paying roughly $2,400 monthly. He says quitting YouTube was trolling; declining views, old drama, and few goals leave him preferring livestreams and home projects. 5:11:25
10 January
Rating my Viewer's OnlyFans The Sweden meeting with the Finnish woman fell through after the Dutch woman intervened; he spent 2020 obsessed with her. After the Dutch relationship ended, he resumed contact; the Finnish woman had moved to England, started OnlyFans, and requested promotion. He endorses her $10 page after hours reviewing it and suggests future in-person OnlyFans collaboration if audience support grows. 3:05
11 January
why I HATE Saints Row the Third Remastered on Switch Lite After about 10 hours, he calls Saints Row 3 repetitive and unfun; missions feel like tedious shooting chores. He criticizes weak AI, ineffective police, bullet absorption, camera behavior, and unrealistic combat, but praises graphics, physics, and the city. He considers it the best available GTA-style Switch option, says it may surpass buggy Cyberpunk, and might try Saints Row 4. 10:04
14 January
why I HATED living in The Netherlands 🇳🇱 why I HATED living in The Netherlands After four to five months in the Netherlands, he condemns pervasive weed odor, including smoke from upstairs entering his apartment. He estimates the Germany-Netherlands trip cost $22,000 on accommodation, travel, food, and Airbnbs, yielding little content or relationship return. After a stone-throwing accusation, he was shoved and tripped, then paid €20 to de-escalate; he rates Netherlands 2.2/10. 14:00
16 January
i'm BORED Lockdown leaves Daniel bored and trapped; Japan is inaccessible, while his main channel declines despite a 70,000-view Cyberpunk video. He reports roughly $12,000 stock-market gains since November, including $1,300 from GameStop, and invests about £8,000 during Friday’s dip. He hides from visiting children, dreads social contact and landlord inspection, loses account access, and ends amid viewers’ police-report threats. 3:46:24
20 January
The Swedish Girl made an ONLYFANS Recalls a date with a Swedish woman in Japan; a hidden photograph and leak threat nearly ended his marriage. The Swedish woman recently contacted him through Discord after starting OnlyFans; he promotes her page for $7.50 monthly. He endorses her planned nude content as work-from-home entrepreneurship, then advertises his own $10 OnlyFans and merchandise. 3:21
22 January
The IMPENDING Stock Market CRASH of 2021 Since starting in November 2020, Daniel fears an imminent 2021 crash after widespread declines, with nearly all savings and inheritance invested. He attributes weakness to alleged tax increases, Biden’s anti-oil stance, upcoming Microsoft and Apple earnings, sell-offs, and unsustainable highs. He plans to trim roughly 40–45% of his portfolio, even at losses, hold cash, and buy discounted stocks during a crash. 10:24
24 January
My message to Tim Schofield Daniel apologizes to Tim Schofield for using several minutes of his footage in a Samsung S21 parody review without permission. The strike blocks livestreaming across his channels for 90 days and risks all-channel termination if he circumvents it. He says livestreams provide over 50% of YouTube income, removes offending videos, and promises never to reuse others’ footage. 3:04
25 January
Why I Hate Myself... At nearly 32, he says boredom and quitting at difficulty prevent mastery; Japanese and piano illustrate repeatedly abandoning challenges. He regrets failing to appreciate his father and Japanese marriage while present, now recalling both more positively after loss. He admits recurrent rule-breaking, including reusing footage for profit, and stock-market addiction that consumed eight-hour days and neglected Mila. 12:38
31 January
How to get started Investing in the Stock Market After five months investing, he recommends accessible brokerage apps, especially Freetrade for UK users, contrasting it with intimidating Degiro. He says he missed March 2020’s crash recovery because Degiro discouraged him, then resumed investing around October through Freetrade. His strategy favors buying promising stocks early, limited diversification, and balancing stable companies with riskier growth or meme stocks. 10:54

02

February

8 videos
1 February
The GameStop WallstreetBets party is OVER -( - $GME $AMC Believing the GameStop/AMC mania is ending, he sold half his 400 AMC shares and roughly 70% of his GameStop holdings. AMC gains fell from about £11,000 to roughly $5,000–$6,000; he keeps 200 shares and six GameStop shares around $222. He criticizes WallStreetBets’ YOLO culture, noting growth from 1.8 to 8 million members and preferring conventional long-term investing in established companies. 11:12
2 February
Nio Is about to go PARABOLIC - Nio Stock analysis NIO trades sideways after a GameStop-driven market selloff; the speaker calls the pullback healthy and expects a rebound. He plans a five-to-ten-year hold, may buy more, and predicts NIO near $60 this week, $70 soon, and $90 this month. He cites 7,225 quarterly deliveries, China’s EV growth and possible government bans on non- EVs, while awaiting next week’s earnings. 12:23
6 February
How I make $5,293 a month Investing on the Stock Market He claims £11,564 gains in three months (£3,854 monthly), later calling it nearly $16,000; plans a twelve-month recalculation. He regrets selling £4,000 of Tesla bought near $400 and sold around $655, missing gains when it later exceeded $800. He selects stocks largely through repeated finance-YouTube recommendations and online communities, doing limited research and distrusting small, unproven channels. 12:20
7 February
DO NOT buy Tesla Stock - Tesla bubble about to POP He argues Tesla at $860+ is grossly overvalued, with optimistic future earnings and mainstream adoption already priced into the shares. He warns missed estimates could trigger a severe, years-long fall; exceptional results may offer limited upside because expectations are embedded. He will not buy Tesla soon, preferring a pullback toward $700 or roughly $400, where he would buy heavily. 11:16 IT'S SNOWING A wind-driven blizzard buries the driveway; he recalls no such snow since 1961 and notices frozen insects and roaming dogs. Rainbow Six repeatedly resets voice-chat volume to 100, frustrating him because children’s chatter breaks the intended SWAT-team immersion. Because radiators malfunction, he adds a GoPro-monitor CCTV setup with voice control, an electric blanket, and a silent oil heater. 11:30 Why I bought 850 shares of $BNGO He invested about £6,000 of inherited money in 850 BNGO shares, targeting genomics alongside electric vehicles and plant-based foods. His thesis is that BNGO’s genomic technology could help treat disease, while low valuation and S-curve position offer 2x–10x potential. He expects Cathie Wood’s ARK inclusion to drive gains, may reach 1,000 shares, and intends to hold long-term. 11:03 Why I HATE Dividend investing He defines dividend investing as quarterly shareholder payments, saying mature companies offer stability but limited growth. He says meaningful income requires tens or hundreds of thousands invested; dividends can be cut during crises, especially in oil. He questions oil and tobacco’s long-term prospects, preferring growth stocks like BNGO, Tattooed Chef, and NIO for his limited capital. 12:49
20 February
Why I quit making videos on YouTube After a two-week break, stock gains reduce YouTube's financial urgency; he will upload every few weeks, while a copyright strike blocks streaming until April 22. He retrospectively condemns view-chasing, fabricated drama, cheating, public oversharing, and leaving his marriage, describing fame as addictive and identity-distorting. He hopes Japan reopens, wants future relationships private, and aims to rediscover video- making as a hobby rather than income. 19:06

03

March

19 videos
2 March
How I Lost Everything in Life... After losing nearly 90% of stock-market gains, Daniel returns to YouTube, grieving lost audience, relationships, Japan, visa, and Rotterdam deposit. He rejects Discord drama, viewer relationships, and provocative content, recognizing they undermined his marriage without producing lasting benefits. Lockdown, isolation, copyright fears, declining views, and market stagnation leave him without plans, video ideas, or motivation. 11:15 Why I HATE the stock market - stock market crash 2021 Three-week market correction cut his gains from about £13,000 to £2,000; two portfolios turned negative after he held through peaks. He regrets holding and buying dips that fell further, leaving him stressed, bored, impatient, and nearly out of cash. Lockdown and YouTube’s loss of excitement intensify his fixation; he questions speculative growth stocks and considers dividend investing for steadier returns. 11:51
8 March
The stock market crash of 2021 continues...I sold ALL my stocks After four weeks, he reports 40% portfolio losses, selling roughly £38,000 invested down to about £23,000; every account is £2,900 down. He sold BNGO, MicroVision, and NIO at 35–40% losses, moving remaining funds into bank and oil stocks; banks are up about 4%. He blames concentration in hype stocks, rejects endless dip-buying and diamond hands, but will keep investing and later redeploy profits. 15:31
10 March
The stock market crash of 2021 is OVER -) He declares the 2021 correction likely over after 10-year Treasury yields stabilized near 1.5%, with rallies following bond auctions. He shifted from defensive holdings into Tesla and Bitcoin miners, added £1,000 to BNGO, and retained about £4,000 cash. After losing roughly £12,000 gains and £3,000 principal, he expects recovery but vows to stop timing the market. 16:04
11 March
why I HATE Apex Legends on the Switch Lite On Switch Lite launch day, he finds Apex Legends unusually blurry, low-resolution, and plagued by distant texture pop-in. He dislikes floating-cursor menus, awkward Joy-Con aiming, painful sprint controls, and cumbersome sliding while comparing it unfavorably with PC play. He says maps offer mostly looting and running before sudden death; praises mobility and art style but rates it 2.2/10. 10:41
23 March
Why I Regret getting Divorced Over a year after divorcing, Daniel increasingly regrets it, viewing his marriage as unusually compatible with his present relationship checklist. He distrusts YouTube as a dating pool, describing interested women as incompatible, unstable, and often unlike the partner he wants. He sees only home, London, or Japan ahead, but doubts he can recreate his 2017 social effort and stable relationship. 11:56
25 March
Feeling empty inside, sad and lonely. By late March, birthday loneliness, lockdown, livestreaming restrictions until April 22, and dwindling contact leave him empty and purposeless. January optimism reverses: stock losses erase gains, dating contacts fade, and he increasingly misses his former marriage. He hopes for market recovery, easing lockdown, and Japan’s reopening, considering Tinder again to avoid permanent isolation and stagnation. 20:02
26 March
I Found My Twitch Again 1:02:07 I Found My Twitch Again 1:33:57 I Found My Twitch Again 35:27 I Found My Twitch Again 33:09
28 March
How I Wasted my Life (at age 32) At 32, Daniel feels worse off than at 17–20, citing his father's death, Toffee's death, lost innocence, and no legacy. He dismisses marriage, relationships, travel, YouTube success, and income because they ended; rusty Japanese and Korean no longer feel useful. He questions whether life requires children, wealth, or durable creations, and fears decline after a late-twenties peak. 15:00
30 March
I wasted my money again He unboxes a premium Rainbow Six mouse with three side buttons, a thumb rest, adjustable components, and a striking design. Accessories include a case, brush, stickers, replacement parts, and instructions; he discovers the mouse is apparently wired, not wireless. Listed at £200–£220, it cost £90 from Amazon Warehouse; despite likely being secondhand, original packaging makes it seem roughly half-price. 11:00
31 March
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04

April

33 videos
1 April
Why I Hated School He enjoyed primary school and Cornwallis, but a house move transferred him to Swadlins, where rough peers and weak discipline isolated him. Boredom, doodling, poor eyesight, and bullying accompanied weak GCSEs; World of Warcraft then derailed his A-levels after one year. He worked in a kitchen to fund Japan, rejects university debt, later hated computer-science college, and prefers self-directed learning. 12:04
2 April
Building my NEW Live Streaming Studio Daniel assembles a Twitch streaming studio modeled on Japan, using a £15 mirror and £20 folding floor table. The table includes a cup holder and tablet stand, though the holder is insecure; he plans tidying and lighting. As a Twitch affiliate, he can run ads and earn revenue, making it an appealing alternative to restricted YouTube streaming. 11:30 Test Stream Switching from laggy Streamlabs to Twitch’s app improves stability; he reports 21 subscribers, 200 follows, and roughly $34 earned. Depressed and isolated, he reports roughly $600 monthly from YouTube, $600–700 from OnlyFans, and renewed regret over divorce. He considers Japan, Tinder, vlogs, mukbangs, or relationship content to revive attention, but says he lacks motivation and social confidence. 0:12 Test Stream Switching from laggy Streamlabs to Twitch’s app improves stability; he reports 21 subscribers, 200 follows, and roughly $34 earned. Depressed and isolated, he reports roughly $600 monthly from YouTube, $600–700 from OnlyFans, and renewed regret over divorce. He considers Japan, Tinder, vlogs, mukbangs, or relationship content to revive attention, but says he lacks motivation and social confidence. 4:31:43
3 April
Streamlabs Test A Streamlabs test became an 11-hour Twitch stream; stable computer video produced subscriptions, bits, donations, and unexpectedly many new followers. Family guests and boiler failures trapped him upstairs; he ordered a £40 mini-fridge and £20 kettle, considering London or Japan. He described a £30,000 portfolio down from £45,000, diversified defensively, and debated reviving provocative content despite relational and reputational costs. 11:00:24
4 April
Why I’m better than Ben Deen - ASMR Mukbang During a livestream, Daniel eats bacon, sausage, and Yorkshire pudding with an Asahi beer, then says he feels nauseated. He thanks anonymous cheerers for bits, jokes about Ben Deen and a million subscribers, and considers installing Minecraft tomorrow. He recalls Mila choosing the red sweater before dumping him on Boxing Day; he worries food may come back up. 12:07
6 April
How I deal with Social Anxiety - part 1 Uninvited people in the house trigger bedroom isolation; he builds a self-sustaining setup to avoid kitchen encounters and possible ambushes. He unboxes a £30 electric kettle, 800 sweetener tablets, and Nescafé cappuccino mix advertised for roughly 70 mugs. A £40 portable mini-fridge will store ham, mayonnaise, cucumber, or prepared sandwiches; short cables may require extension cords. 11:47 My problem with Simon and Martina Martina replied to Daniel’s old homeless-in-Japan video, detailing costly Korean business-visa hurdles, loans, staffing, rent, and years of work. Daniel feels honored by the major YouTuber’s attention but embarrassed, acknowledging his serious-sounding visa rant unfairly minimized their effort. He revisits footage expressing tourist-status resentment, then notes Simon and Martina are separated and back in Canada. 10:28
7 April
Streaming with my Mummy Daniel livestreams with his mother; viewers send £42, prompting jokes about rent and staying in the family home. His mother discusses his £5,000 stock loss, urges caution, and says he should pay rent because his sister contributes. The stream includes playful audience questions about Chihiro, sexuality, dating, China, and family life, while Daniel repeatedly manages interruptions. 10:10
8 April
Planning My Trip To Japan Daniel plans a possible six-month Japan return, leaning toward Fukuoka; estimated essentials total about £6,000, with £10,000 preferred. Borders may not reopen until 2022; he would accept vaccination for travel and expects Tinder, dating, streaming, and Japan-content opportunities. He rejects Pia’s alleged expectations, funded her four-night hotel, and now avoids viewer relationships after repeated bad experiences. 2:29:03
9 April
Planning my RETURN to Japan 2021 He estimates six months at roughly £6,100 before airport transfers, assuming £552 monthly lodging, £300 food, £50 transport, and a £700 flight. He expects YouTube, Twitch, and OnlyFans to fund the stay; Twitch recently earned $50, while stock returns remain uncertain. He weighs stable versus rotating lodging, worries about Japanese mobile data, and denies encouraging Pia romantically after paying her four hotel nights. 13:12
10 April
Feeling Sad, Lonely And Horny A five-hour Twitch stream centres on loneliness, family guests, lockdown, and being unable to escape to Japan or a hotel. He estimates roughly £30,000 remaining after stock losses, $72 Twitch earnings, and plans London/Japan travel plus mixed online income. He revisits Mila, Chihiro, and earlier relationships, admitting irritability, emotional detachment, and transactional attitudes while remaining uncertain about partnership or children. 5:52:39
11 April
Streamlabs Is Back - I Fixed It ) Daniel fixes Streamlabs by importing OBS scenes, then attempts a long Twitch stream despite recurring microphone and USB-hub failures. Lockdown, family conflict, and a broken shower intensify escape plans; hotels remain closed until May 17, while Japan stays preferred. He reports stagnant investments, a main portfolio down £5,400, and £500 Bank of America gains, reducing his interest in stocks. 4:20:35
12 April
Why I HATE the binding of Isaac - Rebirth Bought the game for £4 and filmed the screen with his phone. He struggled with controls, died twice, and found shooting, enemies, and boss battles repetitive, unchallenging, and boring. He rated gameplay 1/10, art style 4/10, praised Rainbow Six’s satisfaction, and would neither recommend nor replay it. 10:15
15 April
Why I have No Motivation in Life Daniel attributes low motivation to security: a comfortable house, gadgets, food, and money remove urgency to work or improve. In Japan, 5 a.m. Lawson shifts and scarce money were difficult but satisfying, supplying structure, goals, and self-support. Sims and GTA became boring with unlimited resources; similarly, comfortable early-30s life feels less exciting than his poorer early 20s. 10:29
16 April
Doing Some Graphic Design Work During a graphic-design Twitch stream, he abandoned a planned video, blaming recording pressure; casual streaming feels easier and more rewarding. He reported roughly £6,000 stock losses, a margin call, and his shorting account shrinking from £100 to £25; trading feels unrewarding. He revisited Mila’s breakup: nightly crying and twin-flame tarot obsession last year have given way to detachment and doubts about reconciliation. 4:42:25 How I Manifested my Ex Girlfriend back into my Life After losing Mila, he reports daily depression; exercise, digging, and talking failed, while twin- flame tarot videos became his addictive coping mechanism. He believed detachment and a Germany trip helped manifest Mila’s unexpected message and reunion, despite doubting the tarot’s truth. During a Rotterdam breakup attempt, he disclosed the tarot obsession, cried, and described rejection as ego death before rebuilding. 13:15
17 April
Its Been A Stressful Week With YouTube’s 90-day streaming ban ending 22 April, he plans a belated birthday stream there and casual streams on Twitch. Stocks fell to roughly £7,000 below principal after erasing £12,000 gains; he considered a £1,500 London hotel-and-maid-outfit OnlyFans project. He acknowledged honest, non-dramatic content has reduced views, while fabricated drama previously paid better, reviving temptation to become “dickhead Daniel.” 7:33:43 Why I don’t like Korean Girls - Dating in Korea Problems He says dating Korean women feels status-driven and judgmental, requiring appearance, wealth, elite employment, university credentials, and conventional success. He prefers Japan’s warmer atmosphere and customer service, recounting Korean grocery confusion over bags and Korean-language replies that triggered anxiety. He misses Chihiro handling shopping and describes pervasive social anxiety, distrust, and fear that people will ruin his life. 10:20
18 April
Bored And Depressed Streamlabs audio returned, but widgets, visual alerts, and text-to-speech failed; he prepared beer, jerky, and party hats for Thursday’s birthday stream. He deleted low-performing makeup and twin-flames videos, citing poor watch time, and plans second-channel reuploads after losing roughly 60 subscribers. He reported stocks down about $10,000 and OnlyFans supplying roughly half his income, while considering travel to generate views and relationships. 4:10:21 I'm So Bored Late at night, Daniel describes a mental breakdown and midlife crisis over his channel’s poor performance and inability to attract viewers. A makeup video performs badly; stock-market content outpaces recent uploads, prompting thoughts of fake drama and finding a girlfriend for videos. Streamlabs widgets and chat fail to appear; he troubleshoots settings, rejects £130 Prime, and discovers “enable draw on top.” 13:27
19 April
Fun with face paints During a Twitch stream, Daniel experiments with cheap face paints, applying vivid red and pink around his lips and face. The paint appears white or pink on camera, leaks repeatedly, needs a tiny brush, and makes his teeth look yellow. He jokes about appearing at a Tinder date this way and staging a realistic nosebleed story blaming a Hong Kong man. 10:53 What I EXPECT from my next Girlfriend Feeling better as spring arrives, Daniel declares himself over the Rotterdam breakup and ready to seek a new partner. He prioritizes mutual physical attraction, recommends short dates before hotel stays, and rejects relationships lacking chemistry or basic worldview compatibility. A partner must accept YouTube, streaming, OnlyFans, and limited disclosure; ideally she appears in content, but privacy boundaries remain negotiable. 16:49
20 April
Why I’ll probably be Single for the rest of my Life At 32, after fourteen years seeking a soulmate, he feels finding a perfect girlfriend is increasingly unlikely despite Tinder matches. He finds conversations performative and mundane, struggles to show genuine interest, and feels age, bitterness, and exhaustion worsening his prospects. YouTube, OnlyFans, livestreaming, and his online reputation create an honesty-versus-secrecy dilemma; exposure could end relationships, as with his marriage. 13:08
21 April
My Twitch Got Banned (Unbanned Now) After a one-day Twitch suspension for racist TTS spam, he raised thresholds, added manual approval, and deleted old streams and clips. He reports mounting household conflict, avoids family, fears snapping or smashing things, and has recurring nightmares of Mila rejecting him. With videos around 6.5K views and investments down, he favors frequent streaming, a birthday broadcast, and Japan-based girlfriend content over serious commitment. 5:37:47
22 April
I'M BACK ON YOUTUBE BABY 5:19:30
23 April
late Night beer and chat A YouTube stream drew about 200 viewers and $92.78 total, including roughly $11 ads; Twitch feels safer but needs anti-spam controls. Feeling unstable at home, he considers leaving for a London flat (£950–£1,000) or costly hotel, balancing deposits, noise, savings, and Japan’s reopening. He knowingly indulges a possibly fake OnlyFans contact while nostalgically replaying a rare past relationship and planning to archive their videos. 5:05:14
24 April
Why I hate Dating At 32, he estimates nearly 100 dates since 2010; about 95% felt boring, except Mila and a Korean woman. He says attraction is usually absent within seconds, then he cannot end dates, once leaving karaoke and blocking her afterward. He prefers planned, activity-based dates, dislikes restaurant silences, and would rather have sex first before pursuing companionship or travel. 10:09
25 April
Birthday Stream (2021) Unboxing My Presents 🎁 Birthday Stream (2021) Unboxing My Presents At 32, Daniel holds a belated birthday stream after Tim Schofield’s 90-day strike, unboxing cheap self-bought seaweed, jerky, beer, and toys. He reports roughly £20,000 in stock losses, including lost gains and capital, blames panic- selling and Bitcoin exposure, and considers copy-trading. A Korean contact he identifies as a prostitute remembers him, invites him to Korea, reviving fantasies of romance and content. 7:04:27
26 April
My Problem with Aba & Preach Daniel responds to Aba & Preach’s months-old reaction to his 2017 video, saying he delayed because most criticism was acceptable. He says personal disclosures are public because views generate money; loneliness motivated sharing, while private notes contain potentially arresting material. He argues their criticism is hypocritical: the reaction amplified his ex-girlfriend’s remarks, although their relationship ended weeks after upload. 8:16
27 April
I got a New Job! Daniel announces a nearby retail job after applications and interviews, starting next Monday; his last proper job was in 2017. He sees daily customer contact as social-skills training, deliberately confronting nervousness, shyness, and his comfort zone. He plans to work through year-end, saving for Japan, contributing to rent, bills, and food, while keeping YouTube for fun. 8:34 Self therapy session Daniel reports daily irritability, insomnia, and boredom: usually asleep around 5 a.m., awake at 2 p.m., gaming and masturbating. Stock losses remain about £6,000; panic-selling MicroVision and shifting into Bitcoin worsened regret, while YouTube and gold also stagnated. He plans a faceless fake-job livestream, disables clips, restricts Twitch, and considers fabricated relationships to revive views. 1:54:29
29 April
Celebrating my NEW Job He celebrates his new retail job: starting Monday at £8.20/hour, with overnight training and secrecy over the Harrietsham store. He reports seven months of stock trading lost £7,000, continues OnlyFans and YouTube, and treats the stream as celebration. The Russian relationship ended over distance; an English woman may meet him later, while Japan remains the goal and Spain/Korea alternatives. 2:32:21

05

May

36 videos
1 May
Live Cooking With Daniel - Mystery Meal During a cooking livestream, Daniel says lockdown overcrowding made home intolerable; he misses solitude and welcomes easing restrictions. He remains £6,000 down on stocks; videos barely reach 10,000 views, prompting sarcastic, provocative ideas to revive his 108,000-subscriber channel. Sleeping 5 a.m.–2 p.m., gaming to kill time, he distrusts romantic travel invitations and may delete his ineffective Discord. 2:16:48 poverty beef dinner Lockdown leaves him angry and trapped; avoiding household guests means rationing jerky, seaweed, sausages, and water while Japan remains inaccessible. He enjoys his retail job, but low YouTube views, minimal donations, and provocative drama intensify fears his channel is dying. He regrets leaving marriage, calls Chihiro the better partner, rejects Mila’s drug-oriented lifestyle, and recognizes cheating and self-sabotage damaged him. 3:18:58
2 May
poverty beef dinner On a five-hour Twitch stream, Daniel cooks midnight minestrone, tours the house, and considers clickbait, girlfriends, or fabricated drama to revive views. After a March fight with his mother over Asian comparisons and bullying, Daniel isolates from family, longing for Japan and married life. He resists paying £3,000 toward £10,000 heating, reports roughly 700–1,000 from YouTube and 500 from Twitch, and says investments fell from 29,000 to 14,000. 2:13:21 poverty beef dinner Plans to buy an inexpensive laptop for desktop streaming, using a Blue Yeti, webcam, fireplace background, and possibly Rainbow Six. He believes admitting cheating and insulting ex-girlfriends cost many potential partners, describing this as repeated self-sabotage. After cleaning up and preparing for sleep, he considers streaming soon, possibly face painting, while recalling Mira’s emotional coldness. 19:03
3 May
STUPID COMPUTER BROKE His GTX 1060 crashes in Rainbow Six with black screen and turbo fans; he suspects dried paste and orders replacement. Rainbow Six’s failure leaves him bored and depressed; it is his main coping/social outlet, and he spends the day troubleshooting. He plans a late-May London hotel meeting with a longtime contact, while considering fabricated relationship stories and game reviews to revive views. 1:30:59 why I HATE Monster Hunter Rise on Switch Lite Daniel, already unimpressed by Generations, criticizes Rise’s loading screens, menus, character choices, gathering, and preparation before gameplay. He finds Switch Lite graphics inferior to his GTX 1060 PC, controls delayed, camera sluggish, areas disconnected, and combat repetitive. After repeated deaths against bosses, he remains confused by monster-riding mechanics, rates the game 2.1/10, and refuses to buy it. 10:58
4 May
test dont watch thnx - graphics card broken Rainbow Six repeatedly black-screened after 5–10 minutes despite thermal paste, driver update, and reduced graphics; a £60 PSU arrives tomorrow. Streaming remained stable for over an hour, so he postponed an £800–£1,500 gaming-laptop purchase pending the PSU test. He reported £7,600–£8,000 stock losses, received a £42 Altria dividend, and considered shifting £2,000 toward diversified income stocks. 1:30:37 Why I regret cheating on my Ex 10:06
5 May
I'm bored 😴 I'm bored Daniel repaired his gaming PC with a £60, 650-watt power supply after thermal paste failed, avoiding a potential £1,000–£1,500 replacement. Uncertain about moving or travelling, he cites disruptive house guests, no plan, a possible girlfriend meeting, and £800–£1,000 rent. He reports declining YouTube growth, $140 Twitch income, $440 donations, stock losses, and renewed regret over divorce and Mila. 3:24:59
7 May
Everything in my life is going Downhill... Daniel links divorce, repeated rejection, and nearly £20,000 in stock losses to feeling his life has reversed. He admits the advertised job was fake; five months of lockdown and Japan's closed borders have made non-clickbait content collapse. He hopes a possible relationship, a strong regret video, stock recovery, and eventual Japan travel can restore direction. 21:22 Why I HATE Resident Evil 8 Village After a few hours, he calls the £50 game rubbish, rates it 1.1/10, and advises viewers not to buy it. He says first-person perspective, Romanian woodland setting, fungal vampire-werewolves, witches, and bullet-sponge enemies abandon the original series’ identity. He criticizes bland next-generation graphics, PS5 rumble/adaptive triggers, weak horror atmosphere, random story events, and implausible enemy resilience. 10:05
8 May
might go to LA - thoughts A woman known since 2018 invites him to Los Angeles for vlogs; her voice message makes the proposal seem genuine. He frames travel as an investment to revive his declining channel, imagining girlfriend, OnlyFans, and clickbait content without guaranteed returns. He remains £9,000 down on Bitcoin-related stocks, favors dividend investments, and celebrates a regret/cheating video reaching roughly 13–14,000 views. 3:30:31
10 May
beer and snack night -) On Twitch, while drinking beer, Daniel cited £10,000 stock losses, channel decline, divorce regret, lockdown, closed Japan, and household stress. He said Chihiro relations were good, floated remarriage for Japan, denied releasing intimate recordings, and considered hiding or wiping backups. A Resident Evil 8 review rose to about 4,600 views, strengthening hope for search-driven game content as drama loses novelty. 4:02:06
11 May
my life is getting worse and worse... Five months of lockdown stagnation, ghosted women, declining views, and blocked Japan travel leave him bored, stressed, and depressed. He reports £10,000 stock losses (£22,000 including gains), invests another £2,000, and says coworkers and his boss praise his new retail job. He considers visiting an LA woman for vlogs and adult-content promotion after vaccination, while prioritizing a London meeting and awaiting Japan’s reopening. 2:12:57 my life is getting worse and worse... The transcript contains only a livestream opening: greeting viewers, testing whether the stream works, and expressing excitement. The stream appears to buffer, with the speaker reporting a poor connection and pausing to investigate. No substantive discussion, decision, relationship development, financial detail, or outcome is established before the transcript ends. 4:05
13 May
I still can't find a girlfriend -( Four weeks after seeking a girlfriend, only a few mostly unsuitable or trolling messages arrived; he considers Venus Angelic and contacts in America and Cornwall. He deleted Discord and blocked drama-focused contacts after insomnia, blaming cross-server gossip, trolls, harassment, leaks, and members ignoring his rules. He minimizes past infidelity and leans toward MGTOW, preferring single life and gaming over employment; stocks reportedly fell from $29,000 to about $7,000. 2:07:17
14 May
day 4 no shower challenge While testing a new Twitch layout, he discussed persistent ammonia-like genital odor after antifungal treatment and rejected medical examination. He reported a 25% BNGO gain worth roughly £150, while watching a $165 Bitcoin position and keeping about $120–$130 ready. He deleted Discord over Chihiro-related trolling, worried about sensitive files and Japan-entry phone searches, and considered new-channel/Japan dating content. 1:29:21 dirty boy dan During a technically unstable stream, Daniel monitored Bitcoin, added $50 to reach $215 invested, and chose holding despite major losses. He proposed a sex tape and vlog to a Japanese OnlyFans creator in London; they tentatively planned a daytime meeting. He livestreamed Venus Angelic, donated £10, was told he annoyed her, and ended the experiment after moderators deleted related comments. 4:47:32
15 May
I failed at life and want to give up... A family film triggers grief over an unattainable household; he sees chaos as life’s price for happiness but feels hopeless. He admits choosing gaming and livestreams over driving, skills, or work, repeatedly retreating after marriage, Japan, and European dating attempts. Five months after Mila’s breakup, he attributes relationship losses to grumpiness and isolation, fears repeating the pattern, and considers medication. 14:42
16 May
Day in my life of single woman in japan_日本人シングル女性の１日 日 Chihiro demonstrates avocado toast with avocado, egg, liquid lemon, toast, salt, and pepper; an inserted news report describes a failed robbery and arrest. She says most goldfish are well, but one is ill and separated; she travels alone from a quiet area to Osaka. In Osaka, she shops at Grand Front, buys an Apple Pencil and USB-C accessory, visits a flower market, and orders iced soy matcha lattes. 8:16 Update on my New Garden Summer House The garden house now has a roof; completion may take months, and he hopes to be home for its tour. He mourns the demolished grandfather-built chicken shed, present for over twenty years of his life and perhaps fifty years overall. He imagines living in the small building, weighing privacy and comfort against loneliness, partnership, social life, and travel. 12:19
17 May
everything is F 1:31:55 i got ghosted AGAIN by a girl After lockdown lifted, at least five women ghosted or flaked when he proposed meeting, deepening fears of catfishing and wasted travel. He says his new job is going well, but reports £11,000 investment losses plus £12,000 lost gains, considering ETFs instead. He deleted Discord again over trolls, leaked nudes, and relationship interference; OnlyFans has 80 members and earns roughly £700–£800 monthly. 2:41:24
18 May
i am financially ruined. After investing $35,000, Daniel reports speculative holdings falling 40–50%, leaving him down roughly $30,000 after refusing to sell. He says greed erased £12,000 in gains; he also lost insurance payout, OnlyFans income, and money tied to sacrificed relationships. He returns to YouTube with improved audio and filming, apologizes for dismissing viewers, promotes diversification, then cooks a steak tutorial. 10:45
19 May
GOOD news everyone -)-1 While adjusting his monitor, Daniel notices a Twitch account created 36 minutes earlier, apparently to annoy him, and insults its owner. He accuses Kenten and others of betrayal for fraternizing with Chihiro’s server, while reacting angrily to repeated messages. Worried about an offensive word, he says he will end the stream and delete the material, but completion is unconfirmed. 1:59 GOOD news everyone -)-2 He monitors banned-word usage and reacts to a clip, fearing it could trigger a ban; the clip is removed. He criticizes Venus Angelic’s crisps-and-hot-water mashed potato, suspects she copied his music, and speculates she likes him. He calls Discord users traitors after seeing insults in Pia’s server, considers messaging Venus, and mentions Chihiro’s video and Bitcoin. 6:06 GOOD news everyone -) He deleted his birthday stream after 6–7K views despite $150 donations; “I Am Financially Ruined” reached 7.8K, boosting confidence. He sold ARK at a $500 loss, then invested $1,000 each in Bitcoin near $36K and Tesla near $550. Several women stopped responding; Sasha withdrew over doxxing fears, while he dismissed STD concerns after four unprotected partners. 59:59
20 May
DON'T TALK ABOUT MY EX WIFE'S DISCORD - OR ELSE! The Japanese OnlyFans contact cancelled; all meeting leads vanished, weakening London plans and reinforcing his grievance. He fought with Chihiro over her Discord, blamed supporters, apologized after banning a critic, and reconsidered whether she controlled it. He monitored Bitcoin after losing roughly 30%, shifted toward dip trades, and planned finance clickbait before taking a streaming break. 5:07:31
21 May
feeling sad and lonely -( Streaming feels compulsive; without it Daniel feels empty, describing severe loneliness, boredom, depression, and hopelessness reminiscent of Korea. He invests £1,700 in Bitcoin, briefly gains $40–$50, calls trading gambling, and orders £50 Huel for healthier lunches. He accepts stock obsession and poor communication hurt Mila, while blaming Chihiro’s Discord and saying her retained sex-video SD card gives leverage. 3:08:54
22 May
Eating ONLY Huel for 1 Month - Day 1 On 22 May, Daniel starts a month-long Huel trial, citing excessive junk food, processed meat, and bread. He buys gluten-free vanilla and salted-caramel powder, attracted by vegan convenience, complete nutrition claims, and roughly £1.32 per 400 calories. The first 400-calorie vanilla shake mixes easily and tastes like sweet, runny porridge, though he doubts it will satisfy hunger. 12:07
24 May
i got a date -) He clarified his Huel experiment: two roughly 500-calorie flasks daily plus meals, to add calories and build muscle. He may cut London to three days: projected $660 revenue versus $800–$1,000 costs; a June match is his dating prospect. Bitcoin rebounded and he recovered nearly $1,000, yet his portfolio remains about £10,000 down; he mourns lost fame and intimacy. 4:07:11
27 May
think i got catfished again He suspects a London dating-app match follows his Instagram, knows his channel, and may be trolling or catfishing him. He blames declining dating prospects on his negative image, cheating history and breakup rants, while regretting Mila and considering abandoning dating. He debates reviving his declining YouTube channel with fake-girlfriend clickbait despite fearing further reputational and dating damage. 4:53:10
29 May
108K subs Celebration -) He celebrated 108,000 subscribers, though streaming usually loses 50–60; he blamed declining creativity and considered deleting embarrassing videos. A Tinder match recognized him through her friend; after a call they kept a London date, but he feared YouTube, cheating, and OnlyFans would end it. He defended past infidelity as situational, rejected Discord, reported £500–£600 OnlyFans income, and made further AMC, Ethereum, Bitcoin, and stock trades. 2:19:25 My Youtube Channel is Ruining my Life... Around four dating matches discovered his channel, then blocked, unmatched, or cancelled meetings fearing exposure. He repeatedly privates and republishes videos, unable to choose between provocative authenticity and improving relationship prospects. He doubts travel because of cost and laziness, then reviews a £12 ration: acceptable meatballs, gag-inducing pasta, poor value. 11:59 thinking of going to THAILAND Bangkok Tinder produced ~70 matches in a day versus 2–5 across six UK months; Thailand appealed, but vaccine fears remained. London dates seemed likely to collapse; he admitted cheating, rudeness, and disinterest contributed to failures, yet defended himself as misunderstood. He concluded Chef Daniel’s searchable game reviews outperform personal vlogs, generating roughly 100,000 monthly views, and planned more. 4:35:47
30 May
Why i HATE Biomutant After a few hours, he calls Biomutant’s combat boring, repetitive button-mashing, preferring Rainbow Six Siege’s aim-based skill. He criticizes frequent bosses, comic-book visuals, Japanese/anime aesthetics, platforming, door interactions, and puzzles as tedious. He dismisses the pollution-themed story, rages at limited swimming causing deaths, and rates the game 2.8/10. 8:42

06

June

17 videos
1 June
Happy June day what's up youtube June begins with travel stalled by COVID: Thailand/Asia seem inaccessible, he delays nearby vaccination, and fears leaving home’s comfort. He reports roughly £9,000 investment losses, mixed AMC/crypto trading, and May income near $2,240 across YouTube, OnlyFans, and Twitch. Dating stalls: London matches ghost or unmatch after recognizing his channel; he considers Thailand/Europe but admits personal content repels partners. 4:52:33
2 June
Day in the Life of a Day Trader on the Stock Markets During volatile AMC trading, he predicted a spike then crash, shorted around $38, and watched price surge to $55–56. Rising positions triggered forced liquidation, leaving only £36; Trading 212 then allowed only closing AMC trades, blocking another short. Small AMC and BlackBerry gains recovered roughly £15–£50, but short losses totaled about £120–£160; margin-call risk persisted. 9:02 Shorting AMC - it's going DOWN He livestreamed frantic AMC trading, repeatedly shorting around $37–$54, buying hedges, and reacting to halts and platform restrictions. AMC surged from roughly $38 past $70; his short account collapsed from £222 to £36, while small long profits barely offset losses. He considered pivoting from toxic drama to stock videos, then left losing BlackBerry shorts open before ending for food and exercise. 5:14:35 Why I HATE Sonic Forces on Switch Lite He buys Sonic Forces on Switch for childhood nostalgia, then regrets the purchase and calls it a waste of money. He criticizes unresponsive, heavily assisted controls, repetitive button-spamming, weak enemies, shifting camera angles, and minimal difficulty. He objects that Sonic disappears for custom-character play, rates the game 1/10, and calls it a failed Sonic Adventure imitation. 10:07
4 June
alone today feeling bored A risky AMC swing trade recovered roughly £300–£400, but overall investments remain about £10,000 down, reinforcing his sense of gambling. He admits his channel has been largely fabricated since 2017; a sincere video stalled near 2,800 views, prompting more fake drama. He reports depression and isolation, saying viewers should be glad he has not killed himself; future relationships should remain private. 6:29:04 Day in the Life of an Introvert He wakes in the afternoon, checks investments, exercises, and feeds hungry ducks with Quaker Oats. He says introversion means social interaction drains him, not that he dislikes everyone or never experiences loneliness. He eats a bacon-and-egg sandwich, relaxes in the garden, inspects the garden house, then plays Rainbow Six and watches YouTube. 6:02
5 June
My Racist Experience Teaching English in Japan Seeking Japan residency, he says employers and students repeatedly rejected his English- teaching applications because he lacked a stereotypically English appearance. He worked low-paid Lawson and kitchen jobs, then quit after months over long hours, rude customers, heavy workload, and poor pay. A Tinder relationship brought rent-free housing for English lessons, then ended when she said she had learned enough and met Canadian Gareth. 8:19
8 June
BORING - dunno whT to do After watching a non-hostile critique of his channel, he resumed streaming and acknowledged becoming disliked through view-chasing and fabricated content. He celebrated BNGO's rebound, remains about £7,500 down overall, and plans three long-term portfolios plus £6,000 for June swing trading. He considers moving to a £1,200–£1,500 London apartment for independence and novelty, but worries rent would consume nearly all income. 37:49 BORING - dunno whT to do Streaming suffers repeated lag, costing viewers; he considers lowering bitrate, changing devices, resetting Wi-Fi, or using an iPhone hotspot. He debates moving out for independence: London costs £1,200–£1,500 monthly; Maidstone houses cost £700–£1,000, but he fears wasting money. He admits declining views require fabricated relationship drama or borrowing other creators’ audiences, yet fears this prevents genuine relationships. 1:03:17
9 June
BORING - dunno whT to do Persistent internet lag disrupts the stream; moving is briefly framed as a way to secure better connectivity. He relocates his phone and switches from Wi-Fi to mobile data, but the connection remains unreliable and feels like wasted effort. Frustrated and tired, he says he cannot discuss anything through the lag, considers bed, and ends the stream. 5:00 I Lost my Life Savings in the Crypto Crash... After panic-selling stocks, he put most remaining savings into Bitcoin, crypto, and mining stocks near Bitcoin’s $60,000 peak. Bitcoin fell from $60,000 to $30,000; he says over half his savings is gone, yet keeps holding for recovery. He blames Elon Musk, China, and regulation, while recognizing his recurring buy-high mentality and uncertainty about continuing. 9:18 I'm BACK Resetting Wi‑Fi improved connection, but viewers left after the apparent stream ending; Twitch’s missing manual notification button frustrated him. He judged £1,000 monthly rent affordable, yet balked at arranging Wi‑Fi and leaving comfort; moving seemed mainly useful for attracting women. He proposed returning to “nice guy” content, ending toxic ex-girlfriend insults, and selling crypto at its next rally while retaining half his mining stocks. 24:35
15 June
What I Plan To Do Now My Channel Is Dead After a streaming break, stocks eclipse YouTube: June swing-trading gains reached £620, though overall portfolios remain roughly £7,000 down. He rejects returning to provocative relationship content, citing low pay, reputational damage, lost dating opportunities, and diminished storytelling motivation. He is considering Manchester and a £1,500 apartment, but will test trading through July before moving, targeting £500–£600 monthly profits. 4:15:37
21 June
hey guys what's up -) Crypto purchases lost about $500; overall he remains roughly $7,000 down, while swing trading stocks gained approximately $1,100. He recognizes toxic, oversharing content damaged relationships and dating prospects, choosing privacy, non-destructive videos, diary writing, and possibly therapy. Loneliness and depression dominate; he plans a July Manchester visit, considers travel and trading, and plans a Chivalry 2 review. 4:58:23
27 June
why I HATE Chivalry 2 Reviews Chivalry 2 after several days: medieval 32-versus-32 battles, four classes, varied objectives, and entertaining ragdoll physics. He praises the setting and occasional satisfying kills, but criticizes repetitive stages, clunky combat, team-killing, AFK players, and ineffective vote-kicks. Third-person feels superior to intended first-person play; disabling gore for monetization, he doubts £35 is worthwhile after rapid boredom. 9:39 Why I Sold ALL my Bitcoin and Crypto Currency - BIG Crypto Crash is coming... On June 27, Daniel liquidates all Bitcoin and cryptocurrency after the crash, fearing further losses and years of waiting for recovery. He predicts a drop toward $20,000, plans to buy back near support, and hopes to preserve remaining capital before a later rebound. He cites UK, Japan, and possible future government restrictions, arguing crypto could lose legitimacy despite finding Bitcoin’s underlying idea appealing. 8:13
29 June
packing my bags - I'M LEAVING He packed for a two-week Manchester serviced-apartment stay, seeking independence from his crowded family home while meeting an Instagram woman. Bitcoin videos reached 20,000 views, with roughly half from search; he plans a higher-CPM crypto/finance pivot away from personal drama. He estimates June income near $3,000, but calls stock gains lucky and unreliable; £2,400 of Rotterdam deposit remains disputed. 7:00:01

07

July

34 videos
1 July
Moving out of my parents house After six months at home, Daniel leaves for Manchester with packed bags; only Mrs. Mimo sees him depart. After a roughly four-hour journey via London, he reaches a high-rise apartment, praising its views, spacious rooms, kitchen, and bathtub. Hungry after only a sandwich, he avoids another outing, uses Huel Black instead, and postpones food shopping until tomorrow. 9:31
2 July
Day 1 In MANCHESTER - New Life Arrived in Manchester, liked the quiet furnished apartment and view, and considered an £800 monthly lease over £650 hotel pricing. He felt lonely, bored, physically sore, and unanchored; Mimo’s worsening blindness and memories of Chihiro and Mila deepened his distress. He reported £1,150 June trading profit, targeted £1,000 in July, and weighed crypto versus fabricated relationship content for YouTube. 4:10:45 £10.93 food haul - poverty shopping at Aldi Aldi shopping cost £12.45, mostly sandwich food, fruit and microwave items; he avoided cooking after Rotterdam’s mess and cleanup complaints. Ten days cost £650, while a monthly rental is advertised at £800 versus over £2,000 through hotel booking; he considers staying. He prioritizes stock trading over exploring Manchester, postponing sightseeing while adapting to poor sleep, aching legs, and a broken TV. 9:26
4 July
day 3 in Manchester - cooking Some PORK BELLY On his third Manchester day, Daniel met a 21-year-old viewer, respected her no-filming request, and arranged possible further meetings. His live kimchi pork-belly stew became rubbery, fatty, and unpleasant; he completed 60 push- ups and planned oven-roasting next time. He weighed extending the hotel or renting the £800 apartment, estimating £900 monthly plus deposit, while pivoting toward higher-CPM crypto videos. 3:58:59
5 July
Why Bitcoin will FAIL - The crypto crash is HERE After losing thousands in the crypto crash, Daniel predicts Bitcoin will fall from about $33,270 toward $20,000, possibly zero. He says Bitcoin fails as currency: limited supply, hoarding, and holders unwilling to spend it. He says Bitcoin is unnecessary beside digital banking, while energy consumption, pollution, hype, and regulation make it worthless. 10:17 £1.49 McDonald’s ripoff cheap burger Daniel reviews Snacksters’ microwave Big Stack, a Big Mac imitation requiring separate cooking, toasting, assembly, and sauce defrosting. The burger is sloppy and school-cafeteria-like; sauce resembles McDonald’s, but the beef- chicken mixture tastes unlike McDonald’s. He rates it 5/10, prefers Rustler’s, probably will not rebuy, and notes 595 calories, 49% beef, and 37% chicken. 10:00
6 July
very stressful day -( A burger nearly caused a fire; the alarm left ringing ears, while unwanted cleaning visits intensified his need for privacy. He leans toward renting the Manchester apartment: £875 rent, bills, roughly £6,000 upfront, and possible deposit loss if leaving early. Flat trading, no donations, weak videos, and roughly £7,000 losses prompt possible stock sales while he awaits a date. 1:35:59 £3.29 British Wagyu BEEF BURGER He bought two thick British “wagyu” burgers for £3.29, questioned the Japanese label, and noted they contained 95% beef. Pan-frying caused burning fat, smoke, and a deafening fire alarm; frightened, he switched to oven cooking and opened the window. The burger cooked safely but tasted ordinary; microwave rice instructions added confusion, reinforcing his frustration with cooking. 10:28
7 July
Why I RAN AWAY from home Since returning in January, he found living with family past 30 demeaning and powerless, ultimately leaving for privacy and independence. With Japan and Europe largely closed, he chose cheaper Manchester, is meeting a woman privately, and may stay regardless. His hotel apartment would cost over £2,000 monthly; six months’ advance rent and a deposit make an affordable lease risky. 9:14
8 July
making some BURGERS 🍔 making some BURGERS In Manchester, noise, crowds and sunlight frustrate him; he pays $1,500 to extend his stay and schedules an apartment viewing. A £730-per-month flat requires six months upfront plus another six months after four months; he may sell stocks despite losses. Channel views remain below 10,000 and stocks volatile; he considers financial content while acknowledging fame, drama and neglect damaged relationships. 6:41:30 My problem with the new OLED Switch He calls Nintendo’s October OLED Switch a £50/$50 screen-focused revision, not the expected Switch Pro or Switch 2. He finds the 7-inch 720p display, kickstand, speakers, and docked LAN inadequate, preferring his larger 11-inch iPad Pro. He recommends it only to first-time buyers, will not buy another Switch, and links minimal upgrades to record lockdown sales. 8:43
9 July
20210709 Twitch- hungry 4:04:31 how to make PERFECT korean kimchi stew He cooks British pork belly with kimchi and water, adjusting heat and struggling with unfamiliar equipment. He skips rice because he cannot be bothered, serves the finished stew as his first meal, and calls it delicious. While cooking, he recalls Korea, criticizes a forced group video, and identifies a huge Japanese house centipede as its highlight. 9:44
10 July
Revealing my $37,170 Investment Portfolio He invested £26,700 across two portfolios: portfolio one is £6,788, down £71; the main portfolio fell from nearly £30,000 to £11,600. Concentrated BNGO and Microvision bets, plus NIO, AMC, GameStop and Riot, produced gains followed by crashes and panic-selling losses. He attributes underperformance versus an All-World ETF to buying highs, selling lows and chasing hype, and plans to hold patiently. 15:05 Why ALL Foreigners Leave Japan He theorizes that many foreigners move to Japan to escape unhappy lives, then discover relocation cannot solve internal problems. He describes idealization and honeymoon happiness giving way to cultural irritation, homesickness, resurfacing unhappiness, and returning home. He admits England remains miserable after leaving Japan because he lacks a wife, girlfriends, social network, and initiative. 8:52
12 July
I Had A Weird And Unfortunate Night Yesterday 😒 I Had A Weird And Unfortunate Night Yesterday After betting £500 on England, he became heavily intoxicated, lay on a floor for five hours, cried about Mila, and remained hungover. In Manchester, he pursues a £700/month furnished apartment, considering £8,400 upfront after failing affordability checks, to establish independence. A date ended as friendship over his uncertain permanence; he deleted roughly half a million views of relationship videos to improve dating prospects. 4:15:56
13 July
apartment hunting sucks After viewing a quiet furnished fourth-floor Manchester flat with balcony, he decides to pursue £700 monthly rent requiring £9,275 upfront. He has £2,500 available and roughly £5,000 transferring from investments, needing another £2,000–£2,500; stock sales incur losses. A separate date friend-zoned him over uncertain permanence; Manchester woman then withdrew after his coffee date, prompting suspected-catfish speculation. 5:01:28 trying a DUCK burger He spent his Manchester day indoors after waking at 1 p.m.; duck burger and coconut rice tasted mediocre. Before a next-day date, he planned to describe investing as his occupation, fearing his YouTube persona would ruin first impressions. He placed a £500 England bet, acknowledged gambling risk, and considered withdrawing £10,000 for a year’s rent amid market-crash fears. 13:08
14 July
I got REJECTED AGAIN (manchester girl blocked me) He came to Manchester mainly to meet a woman known online for two years; two weeks passed without meeting. A Tinder date he publicized led her to cancel; he remains unsure whether she was sincere or trolling. He will seek affordable Manchester housing, focus on income and savings, and wait for Japan or Asian travel to reopen. 9:18
15 July
think I made a mistake After viewing a high-rise Manchester studio, he paid £200 to secure it, then worried about its small size and layout. He compared a £995 balcony unit with the £885 studio, favoring the cheaper six-month lease, city view, and bathtub. He reconsidered turning renewed contact with the Manchester woman into content, amid falling stocks and roughly $12,000 inheritance remaining. 3:06:46
16 July
I got banned on Twitch AGAIN -. Second Twitch suspension: ignored doxxing spam prompts sub-only chat consideration; the first followed an N-word TTS lapse. He reconsidered the small apartment, booked a larger £100/month option, and faces a guarantor requirement or nearly £14,000 upfront. He may withdraw investments amid crash fears to fund rent, while struggling to invent videos that keep income coming. 11:33
17 July
making PIZZA Returning to Twitch, Daniel complains about two one-day bans caused by chat, adds a moderator, follower-only chat, and manual alerts. He favors the £885 monthly smaller Manchester apartment over a larger unit requiring roughly £9,250 upfront, while arranging temporary lodging. He revisits £30,000-to-£8,000 trading losses, studies Fibonacci, and considers trading videos while acknowledging speculative, crowd-driven mistakes. 4:49:05
18 July
I Got SCAMMED Two sellers took £80 by bank transfer and ghosted him; he rejected a third car meetup as dangerous, planning a chargeback. His Manchester apartment application remained pending: he preferred an £885 six-month skyscraper studio, while considering Greece or Berlin instead. July stocks earned nothing; he planned $1,000 forex trading, while estimating $1,000 YouTube, $500–700 OnlyFans, and $200 Twitch monthly. 6:12:41
19 July
Trying Indian Food from Aldi He says the apartment application was approved, the contract signed, and £6,000 paid in £1,000 instalments; keys may arrive tomorrow. He plans to settle briefly, then visit Greece and Berlin around September, delaying Athens until the woman is less busy. He rated his 900-calorie Aldi Indian meal 6.5/10, missed beer after forgetting ID, and made £20 through cautious day trading. 13:20
20 July
I GOT THE APARTMENT 6:30:05
21 July
Alone In My New HOTEL After leaving his temporary apartment, he spent one night in a £58 Manchester hotel before collecting keys to a six-month, £885/month home. He netted £5 day-trading, had DraftKings up £55, and cited OnlyFans sales as vital income while worrying about Bitcoin and AMC. The Manchester woman stopped replying after his disclosed coffee date; he considered Greece, Amsterdam, Berlin, while acknowledging oversharing and relationship-drama content damage. 4:05:57
23 July
welcome to my NEW APARTMENT 6:57:27
24 July
trying imitation Potnoodle After moving into his new flat, he buys food and cleaning supplies, improvises a shower curtain, and postpones bills until next week. The flat has serious comfort problems: oppressive heat, constant light, Friday-night engine noise, and a faulty showerhead spraying everywhere. Excitement about independence fades after one night; tired and uncertain, he plans to stay home, play Switch, watch YouTube, and eat. 10:03
25 July
My $1200 a Month LUXURY Apartment TOUR Daniel tours his Manchester apartment after several nights, explaining he left family home for privacy, independence, and uninterrupted work. Six-month rent is £885 monthly; furnishing the bare unit included £158 bedding, a £50 pillow, and one incorrectly sized sheet. He praises the view, quiet, 400–500 Mbps internet, self-checkouts, and amenities, but remains undecided about Japan after reopening. 12:00
26 July
First Week In My New Home -) He aborted a Tinder date after learning her friend was present, then felt relieved, miserable, and regretful about leaving marriage. Apartment setup largely finished: £13 monthly electricity estimated, council tax arranged, water pending agency contact, with food expenses tightly planned. A six-day winning streak produced £138/$190 in day-trading gains; $810 July OnlyFans income helped, but January’s £5,000 rent remained uncertain. 5:43:05
27 July
why i HATE Monster Hunter Stories 2 - Wings of Ruin In the Switch demo, he praises anime/cel-shaded visuals and cute designs, but criticizes absent touchscreen support and lengthy opening cutscenes. Character creation reminds him of an ex-girlfriend; he jokes about recreating her, then abandons customization quickly. After finding mounted dinosaurs, he discovers turn-based Pokémon/Final Fantasy-style combat, calls it boring and confusing, and rates the game 2/10. 12:20
29 July
Sad And Lonely In My New Apartment -( Living alone feels practical but lonely: he has paid bills, shopped, cooked, and done laundry in his £885 apartment. Risky day trading erased the week’s gains; he exited near break-even, calculating roughly £5– £11 profit while remaining £8,900 down. Dating stalls: he aborts a date after discovering a friend, weighs Greece and Japan, and considers finance/lifestyle content over drama. 6:42:52
30 July
5 reasons NOT TO BUY the Steam Deck Daniel argues Steam Deck’s controls undermine competitive PC games: Rainbow Six needs keyboard-and-mouse, while trackpads and joysticks feel inadequate. He prefers Switch Lite for casual play, rejecting Steam Deck’s peripherals, tiny screen, 700- plus-gram weight, heat, noise, and battery limits. He sees Steam Deck worthwhile only for handheld PC exclusives, but personally favors gaming laptops or desktops for serious gaming. 8:33
31 July
hey guys what's UP One week into his Manchester apartment, Daniel cleaned, did laundry, cooked, budgeted food at roughly £3.50 daily, and felt settled. July brought about $1.1K from OnlyFans and roughly $2.6K including stock gains; his Steam Deck video reached 2,400 views. He remains fixated on Mila, while chatting with a 32-year-old Japanese woman and considering August/September travel before a Japan return. 8:24:00

08

August

27 videos
1 August
5 Reasons EVERYONE will WANT to BUY a Steam Deck! After backlash to his negative Steam Deck review, he records a deliberately positive follow-up and says dislikes make him feel sad. He values a Switch-sized PC for travel: lighter than gaming laptops, cheaper (£300–£700), and compatible with his existing Steam library. He imagines controller-friendly games, Xbox Game Pass, emulators, and Streamlabs/Twitch streaming, but remains undecided between Deck portability and a laptop’s larger screen. 8:42
2 August
second week in new apartment making BURGER After losing roughly £100 of trading profits, Daniel remained short NASDAQ, added £500 to his account, and planned stop-loss discipline. Five days indoors left him out of food; he planned a 30–40-minute shopping walk, soup ingredients, cleaning supplies, and hygiene. He described profound isolation, lost creative motivation, debated volunteering, and considered fake relationship or sexuality content to revive his channel. 3:53:59 why I HATE Neo - The World Ends with You Reviewing NEO: The World Ends with You, he enjoys its recognizable Shibuya/Tokyo recreation and feels nostalgic about Japan. He criticizes the Switch’s £50–£60 price, irritating music, awkward camera, confusing navigation, and excessive dialogue. After roughly ten minutes without meaningful combat, he abandons the review, rating it 0/10 and advising viewers not to buy. 11:29
3 August
Thanks For Everything... After five days indoors, Daniel buys food for five days, cooks cod and chips, and plans chicken soup amid isolation. Trading swings sharply: Corsair profits collapse; he reports £220 day-trading gains, holds 140 CFDs, and opens a risky NASDAQ short. He describes feeling dead inside, fears repeating relationship failures, and plans livestreams plus trending gaming/tech reviews instead of deliberate drama. 5:28:42
4 August
omg AMAZING DAY today 4:46:38
5 August
why I HATE samurai warriors 5 on switch lite gameplay review Expected Mortal Kombat, but discovers Samurai Warriors 5 is a Dynasty Warriors-style Japanese historical action game with lengthy unskippable cutscenes. He rates the painterly art 4/10, while criticizing forced tutorials, weak enemy AI, absent shadows, and tiny opponents. Combat feels weightless: enemies mostly stand idle, attacks lack impact, and he calls the game boring and rubbish. 10:49
6 August
How much Money I made on OnlyFans after 1 YEAR (as a man) After one year, OnlyFans retained about 100 subscribers, with roughly 200 cycling through subscriptions, plus $10 monthly and premium purchases. He reports $19,202 total: $13,000 from subscriptions, unspecified premium-message revenue, and $482 in tips. Income brings tradeoffs: permanent Airbnb ban, family awkwardness, dating concealment, and reliance on investing/trading despite substantial stock losses. 10:01
7 August
Cooking Some Turkish Meat -) Living alone in Manchester, he reports loneliness, five months since non-commercial sex, dating frustration, and renewed regret over leaving Chihiro. With about £30,000 remaining and £4,000 incoming, he will wait for major crashes after repeated trading losses and missed gains. A 5,000-view video gained 12 OnlyFans subscribers and $120; he shifts toward searchable evergreen content as YouTube attention fades. 3:49:22
9 August
why I HATE assassins creed 3 Remastered on Switch After a few hours on Switch Lite, he praises the graphics and colonial-era setting but resents attacking British soldiers. He calls combat and parkour impressive yet repetitive and effortless; weapons feel interchangeable, enemies weak, and mechanics offer little depth. He failed one stealth mission about 20 times; confusing story, lifeless world, and £11 price still leave him rejecting the franchise. 11:25
10 August
I put yoghurt UP my YOU KNOW WHAT He raised his day-trading account from £1,000 to £1,400 in four weeks, while broader investments remain about £8,000 down. He made a yogurt-based OnlyFans video, felt hazy afterward, and later developed unexplained painful red foot swelling that improved. OnlyFans earned about $400 in ten days, yet disclosures prompted ghosting; he remained isolated and nostalgic for past relationships. 6:05:15
12 August
wow i got recognised outside today Recognized three times in Manchester, Daniel fears his YouTube/OnlyFans history will derail dating; a Brighton match and German travel plans complicate matters. While cooking mushroom-bacon soup, he acknowledges toxic drama attracts toxic viewers, reputation matters, and negative attention-seeking worsens loneliness and relationships. Trading turned reckless: profits fell from about £400 to £250, with leveraged NIO and Nasdaq positions; he remains lonely and wants lost passion back. 5:15:09
13 August
My Tinder Date UNMATCHED me because of my ONLYFANS! A Tinder match due tomorrow unmatched him after finding his OnlyFans video, leaving him devastated and worried about scarce local matches. He calls it his fourth channel-related rejection and wonders whether YouTube, law of attraction, or public-content consequences explain it. Three viewers recognized him near Aldi/city centre, making dates’ discovery feel likely; he sees disclosure or secrecy as equally risky. 11:41
14 August
chlamydia girlfriend is STALKING me Three profile visits by his former chlamydia girlfriend prompt memories of their near-marriage, chlamydia, repeated expulsions, and ghosting. Utilities and council tax are arranged, but flies, moulding food, football noise, and a failed haddock meal sour independent living. A clipped livestream reaches 45,000 views while a new video stalls at 4,000; boredom costs him nearly £300 in day-trading gains. 5:53:17 Why I gave up on my dreams and goals in life Daniel identifies 2013 as a turning point, abandoning Japanese fluency, university, qualifications, employment, and permanent Japan ambitions after repeated setbacks. Marriage, a visa, a Japanese home, and YouTube briefly fulfilled his ambitions, but he abandoned them after losing interest. He traces the pattern to childhood laziness: choosing minimum effort, abandoning difficult goals, and now experiencing emptiness and romantic rejection. 14:02
16 August
Unboxing My New $2500 GAMING LAPTOP 8:05:58
18 August
Why I Slept with my Viewer's Girlfriend In March, a viewer contact misread Daniel’s message, broke up with her boyfriend, and arrived at his house at 4am. He let her in; they had sex, and after his mother objected, he booked her five hotel nights. He heard she may have reunited with her boyfriend; now in his own place, he solicits female companionship. 8:05
19 August
Manchester is boring... Manchester leaves Daniel isolated and regretful about Japan and Chihiro; he also fears Mimo, his ill cat, may die. OnlyFans’ announced October 1 explicit-content restrictions threaten his income; he considers private DMs, Pornhub, or building a website. Leveraged Corsair and Alibaba trades erase profits; Corsair losses approach £165, margin-call risk rises, while investments remain £9,000 down. 5:12:53
20 August
Onlyfans is BANNING me! I’m going to be Financially RUINED OnlyFans announced an October ban on explicit adult content, threatening roughly half of Daniel’s page and a major income source. He plans to preserve permitted nudity, remove prohibited material, and possibly migrate to another explicit-content platform once rules clarify. He blames banking partners’ verification demands, promotes cryptocurrency, and urges subscribers to join before October while advocating sex-work acceptance. 8:16
22 August
The Dark Side of Japan's Maid Cafe Industry The narrator presents 19-year-old exam student Keiko as a maid-café waitress, claiming ¥1.6 billion industry revenue and harsh street-recruitment duties. A wildly implausible history invents French colonial Osaka, connoisseur/Yiffmeister hierarchies, turf wars, kidnappings, and baguette executions. The Japanese interview shifts to complaints about Daniel’s messy towel-folding and uncovered food, avoided because confrontation might stop his help. 8:15 update on my onlyfans + venison BURGER OnlyFans’s explicit-content ban threatens 140 subscribers and roughly $1,400 monthly; he considers external links, crypto, Fansly, and other platforms. One month into Manchester, isolation, noise, and no dates fuel Chihiro regret; he considers leaving when the lease ends. He admits YouTube’s authenticity and audience collapsed, then plans provocative ex-wife/ relationship clickbait to revive hate-watchers despite fearing further damage. 5:46:10
24 August
Why I want to get back with my Ex Wife After two Manchester months without dating success, he calls life his lowest point and regrets leaving Japan and Chihiro. He says both reasons for leaving failed: YouTube collapsed and female attention disappeared; viewer dating brought catfishing, ghosting, trolling, instability. He believes he has matured, proposes reconciliation, and offers deleting Instagram or granting access; channel recognition makes ordinary dating difficult. 15:08
25 August
Face REVEAL During a face-reveal livestream, Daniel tests microphones and webcams, cooks bacon pasta, then switches back to phone streaming. He reports depression, loneliness, nightmares about Mila and Chihiro, acne, infrequent showers, no dates, and little interest in English women. OnlyFans suspends its planned porn ban; he made about $1,300 in August and gained roughly $500 from DraftKings. 1:07:56 Face REVEAL OnlyFans reversed its October pornography ban; Daniel reports 147 subscribers, $1,300 August income, and $200 from nine yogurt-video purchases. He cries over Chihiro, describes intense loneliness, wants Japan and partnership, yet withholds a drafted ex-partner email. He acknowledges narcissism and attention addiction, plans provocative relationship content, while reporting 26% DraftKings gains and prioritizing safer stock entries. 5:06:15
27 August
got some cool new things Bought an £80 microphone on five-month installments and a roughly £20 cigar-shaped vape; upgraded Twitch setup and tested cameras/scenes. Reported ten days indoors, one human interaction, blocked dating contacts, loneliness, and regret over leaving Japan and Chihiro. Nasdaq shorts lost about £170; he planned Europe in January, hoped Japan would reopen, and considered renewed ex-wife clickbait. 3:34:34
29 August
Making Dinner During a six-hour Manchester livestream, he tests a new Rode Mini microphone, troubleshoots Streamlabs, cooks pasta, and debates January relocation. He reports 150 OnlyFans subscribers paying $10 monthly, £885 rent, £9,000 trading losses, and minimizing spending until Japan reopens. He regrets divorce and oversharing, acknowledges depression and self-centredness, but still blames toxic viewers while planning Japan, study, and remarriage. 6:55:17 She Doesn't Love Me Anymore ( Daniel weighs January plans—remaining in Manchester, returning home, or travelling—but says reopening Japan is his priority. OnlyFans has about 150 $10 subscribers, usually declining to 80–100; he creates backup profiles on Fansly and JustForFans after the reversed ban. Chihiro last spoke with him in May and brushed off his wish to reunite; he still imagines returning and remarrying in Japan. 1:36:18
31 August
making hand made BURGER A sparse Manchester cooking stream features a dry celery burger, dwindling groceries, severe boredom, and tentative plans to meet a viewer. He switches from day trading to swing trades; investments are about £12,000 after falling from nearly £30,000, while another account exceeds £7,000. A promising dating match rejects him after discovering OnlyFans; he blames his online presence, considers Japan, and keeps possible ex-wife reconciliation secret. 4:59:13

09

September

17 videos
1 September
the importance of having Male Friends He attributes feminine-sounding Japanese and English to lacking male friends and learning mainly from women. He theorizes male friendships teach banter, opposition, and confidence with women; he admits being agreeable and never challenging them. He reports easy Japanese Tinder dates and hookups, planning a new wife while concealing his previous marriage. 8:17
2 September
how to make delicious hand made Beef Burger He struggles to bind a celery-based burger, adding too much water, squeezing it out, and briefly considering meatballs or meatloaf. He cooks a very large celery burger, adds salt and mayonnaise, finds it acceptable but bland, and considers brown sauce. While cooking, he gives a history lesson about Britain’s nineteenth-century Afghan invasions and links Western intervention to longstanding resentment. 8:35
4 September
Missed You Guys -) Manchester Tinder produced about two matches and one date in two months; he sees Japan as easier and awaits reopening. Trolls contacting women and viewers demanding marriage drama leave him hiding relationships; he considers provocative dating clickbait and travel content. He barely leaves home; hip pain, acne, social anxiety, and loneliness deepen inactivity, while a £160–£330 January sleeper-train video remains tentative. 3:57:23
8 September
My cat died Mimo died yesterday after blindness, blood-pressure problems, weight loss, and days without eating; she was buried in the garden. His grief revives regret over leaving home, Chihiro, and Japan; he calls Manchester boring and costly, planning departure in January. He removes marriage videos over privacy and shame, while pursuing speculative stocks and struggling with depression, health, dating, and stalled creative work. 6:38:07
14 September
How much Money i made Investing in the Stock Market after 1 Year Copy-trading gained 18.58%; his second portfolio recovered to 18.82%, though a global All- World ETF would have performed slightly better. His main portfolio, funded with £21,000 inheritance, fell roughly 48%, losing about £9,000 after concentrated hype-stock and Bitcoin bets. He admits buying resistance, panic-selling, and chasing rapid gains; now uses support-based analysis with Ford, Corsair, and Amazon. 20:32
15 September
I Got VACCINATED - Ready To Go Back To Japan -) Got first Pfizer dose last Friday; arm and chest aches and headaches followed, with the second scheduled for November. Plans to leave Manchester in January, visit Scotland and Greece, then return to Japan when borders reopen. Privated hundreds of relationship, OnlyFans, and provocative videos to reduce dating liability, while abandoning Twitch and favoring investment/travel content. 6:09:22
16 September
why I'm deleting my youtube channel Daniel removed hundreds of relationship, marriage, women, dating, and interpersonal videos, while retaining travel, work-history, and mental-health content. Falling views and dating rejections outweigh roughly $800–$900 monthly; he plans further removals, title changes, and faceless thumbnails. He will abandon relationship drama for travel videos, await Japan’s reopening, and asks viewers to identify remaining damaging content. 14:23
18 September
My 7 Sources of Passive Income (Explained) He says YouTube income is insufficient, denies family support, and asks viewers to counter 30– 40% dislike ratios blamed on old grievances. He defines passive income as completed online work earning repeatedly, citing a Boneworks video with 135,000 search-driven views and $222 total. His seven streams are YouTube, affiliates, merch, £10,000 in dividend stocks, stock gains, inactive Patreon, and OnlyFans, his most successful. 11:56
20 September
My Response to Simon's side of the story - Simon and Martina break up situation Longtime fan says monetized breakup disclosures damaged trust, turning Eat Your Kimchi from food-and-travel into childish divorce drama. He recommends archiving it, splitting past revenue 50/50, and moving Simon’s meditation and Martina’s future content to separate channels. He advises a permanent, low-stress, no-travel home for Meemers, then unsubscribes while wishing both creators well separately. 9:48 STOP DISLIKING MY VIDEOS OR ELSE I WILL DELETE MY CHANNEL He is deleting relationship and incel-style videos, not the channel, reducing discoverability while pivoting toward finance and trend-based content. Nasdaq/NIO shorts briefly showed roughly £300/$320 profit before bouncing; he cited £9,000 losses, admitted gambling-like risk, and favoured long-term holdings. Tinder stalls; a possible visitor remains undecided, and vaccine-related chest pain makes November’s second dose frightening. 5:31:08
24 September
Getting drunk with Girl I met The pair cook tongue in Manchester, joking about cooking ability, seafood, allergies, and opening the package. They walk through Manchester at night, locating Daniel’s high-rise; he withholds his floor, citing doxxing concerns. They discuss quiet Thursday clubs, Freshers’ Week, his lost coat at Revolution, football chants, weed smell, and the Gay Village. 8:04
26 September
Top 5 ILLEGAL ways to Make Money in 2021 The video jokingly presents five illegal income categories—stealing, scams, robbery, pimping, and contraband smuggling—as alleged stories from Bilbo. He recalls a night-shift petrol-station robbery: a masked man threatened a knife, stole vodka and cigarettes, and police arrived minutes later. Alleged contraband smuggling into an Asian country funded visa-free travel, reportedly $15,000 per trip, with severe imprisonment or lifetime-ban risks. 11:49
27 September
Hey Guys Whats Up -) After three months in Manchester, Daniel met a new viewer-friend again, walked around the city, ate out, and considered future videos together. His channel pivot sharpened: finance and other creators’ drama earn higher CPMs than dating videos; he plans ex-wife clickbait and tea-channel reactions. He described recurrent joint/chest pain and poor eyesight, while emotional trading left him needing roughly 45% gains to fund rent. 6:08:31 My problem with Trisha Paytas deleting her Videos and the recent drama Daniel criticizes Trisha Paytas for deleting 1,300-plus videos, erasing over one billion views, and allegedly issuing false privacy strikes. He argues deletion cannot erase public memory, while excuses contradict accountability for past drama, oversharing, and harm. He describes repeated drama, apology, sympathy, and relapse, attributing participation to attention, dopamine, money, and spotlight addiction. 8:12
28 September
DO NOT BUY New World MMORPG - Terrible Game Daniel reviews £35 New World as a generic MMO, criticizing limited human-only character creation, ugly faces, and weak fantasy variety. He finds combat, graphics, quests, and crafting repetitive, shallow, easy, and unoriginal; early enemies die after basic left-click attacks. Bored within 10–20 minutes, he rates it 4/10 and advises waiting for a lower price and additional content. 9:00 playing new world Daniel livestreams his first New World session, troubleshooting audio, capture stutter, character creation, and graphics settings. He paid £35 expecting roughly 30,000 views to recoup it, but judged the MMO repetitive, confusing, and 6.1/10. Japan plans include six months and a marriage-visa hint; he mentioned viewer meetings, a Scottish woman, and active trading. 2:16:42
29 September
My Ex Wife doesn't want to get back together -( After months of her online silence, Daniel suspects his ex-wife has moved on or found someone new, without confirmation. He says deleting videos, Discord, and toxic content failed to repair the relationship; his changes may have come too late. Reflecting on Sayaka’s abrupt two-year breakup, he links abandonment fears to self-sabotage and reluctance to invest emotionally. 11:04

10

October

25 videos
1 October
5 things I HATE about New World Two days in, queues reach three hours and 2,500 players; new servers are useless because characters cannot transfer. He criticizes mandatory long travel, no mounts or transport, inventory stopping auto-run, overfilled bags, and absent vendors or repairs. Deaths far from camps cause repeated 2-kilometre runs and broken gear; he also calls the first dungeon a Deadmines imitation. 9:06 getting some gaming footage dont watch 7:50
2 October
Sad And Lonely Day... In Manchester, Daniel livestreamed near a Conservative conference, cooked fried rice, developed severe bloating pain, then improved after burping. Main-channel viewership fell near 100; Chef Daniel’s New World review reached 32K views and $98, prompting trend-based reaction content. OnlyFans membership fell from about 150 to 70–77; he targets $400 Chef Daniel, $800 main- channel, and $600–700 OnlyFans monthly. 7:00:26
3 October
Nikocado Avocado NEEDS TO BE STOPPED! Daniel suspects Nikocado’s disability and ventilator may be exaggerated for views, while acknowledging severe weight gain and likely health consequences. He argues audiences reward destructive personas; healthier content could lose 60–70% of views, though hundreds of thousands might remain. Drawing on his own viral-fame experience, he predicts Nikocado will exploit MoistCr1TiKaL’s seven-million-view video through reactions and YouTube beef. 9:17
5 October
Sniper Team OUTSIDE MY BUILDING From his Manchester apartment, he watched twenty police and three sniper teams secure the Conservative conference, discussing protests and threats. Chef Daniel’s New World review reached 40,000 views, $150 revenue, and 200 subscribers; his main channel fell below 100 viewers. Loneliness, leg pain, suspected arthritis, and £1,500 rent leave him feeling broke; he still hopes for Japan, dating, and sex. 5:46:51
6 October
The Stock Market is CRASHING AGAIN! NASDAQ fell nearly 5% from highs; he shorted near his yellow-line ceiling, closed two positions, and kept/added shorts. He attributes the pullback to inflation, tapering expectations, and China’s Evergrande troubles, arguing hedged longs and shorts profit both directions. Portfolio is down; Ford rose 8%, EPD was sold at 7% profit, and he plans to exit shorts near support. 8:57
7 October
I don't know what to do with My Life anymore... In Manchester, he spends nearly every day drinking coffee, watching news, and gaming, despite comfortably affording rent and food online. He calls financial freedom a self-created prison: without work, goals, or challenge, gaming and investing feel empty. Japan or Korea and dating represent hoped-for escapes, but restrictions, poor local prospects, and his online reputation leave him waiting. 11:47
8 October
Update On My 'Problem' Manchester reception warned him after he removed a landlord-installed fire alarm; streams now make private behaviour visible and risky. A Scottish Manchester match ghosted him; he admits avoiding conversation and social invitations despite wanting intimacy, companionship, and a wife. A £20 trading win contrasts with roughly £9,000 losses; he considers quitting day trading and reviving creative, story-driven videos. 7:24:46 Why i HATE Squid Game on Netflix - Terrible Show After binge-watching Squid Game in a day, he invokes Korean-language and cultural experience while calling its battle-royale premise unoriginal and preachy. He criticizes underdeveloped characters, rushed subplots, acting, confusing translations, and especially the VIPs’ cringe English dialogue and excessive screen time. The ending leaves him dissatisfied: the winner’s unexplained choices and unused fortune create plot holes, prompting a 2.2/8 rating. 10:39
9 October
DO NOT BUY Metroid Dread - Terrible Game Reviews Metroid Dread at £60, calling its side-scrolling shooting, puzzles, story, graphics, and Nintendo’s recycled franchises boring and unoriginal. He objects to no demos/refunds and its alleged 8–9-hour length, contrasting £60’s poor value with £35 New World and 400–500 hours played. Scores it 1.1/10, praises only Mario Kart on his Switch, and wants Sega classics like Jet Set Radio and Crazy Taxi revived. 8:25
11 October
How I Ruined my Ex Wife's Life He says their first one or two months were peaceful until Chihiro discovered his YouTube persona and extensive disclosures about her. He admits deliberately provoking arguments for 50K–100K-view drama, finding conflict rewarding and sacrificing privacy for audience growth. He acknowledges hurting Chihiro and alienating her family, yet blames YouTube’s algorithm and audience incentives for encouraging his behaviour. 14:40
13 October
My thoughts on New World after 2 weeks playing After two weeks, his negative review reached 43,000 views and earned $148, covering the game and adding roughly $100. He calls New World his best-ever game, logging roughly 200 hours in two weeks and replacing Rainbow Six as favourite. Its progression, social dungeons, exploration, combat, and visuals restore purpose amid loneliness; server maintenance leaves him eager and bored to return. 12:42
14 October
THIS is why I HATE Dating in England… After nearly four months in Manchester, Daniel reports one coffee meeting and roughly four monthly matches, damaging his confidence. A fake bald, bearded, glasses-free profile produced more matches, but he refuses that look, prioritizing appearance-based comfort over dating success. He pauses dating until Japan reopens, citing beauty standards, weak conversation, a failed channel, OnlyFans, and trading losses. 11:21
15 October
My New Look Daniel considers leaving Manchester after January, comparing Ukraine and Greece for affordability, safety, dating prospects, COVID rules, and content. He reports collapsing engagement and income, bans persistent critics, contemplates members- only archives, fabricated relationship drama, and a new channel. Acne and joint pain discourage dating and travel; he cooks, plays New World, and questions gaming’s effect on purpose. 5:52:52
16 October
DO NOT BUY Back 4 Blood - Terrible Game! After about 90 minutes, he uninstalled Back 4 Blood, finding it tedious, repetitive, boring, and emotionally disappointing. He criticizes flat characters, dull levels, excessive weapons, rapid reloads, weak recoil, easy zombies, and overly arcadey gunplay. Compared with Left 4 Dead 2 and Chivalry 2, he finds melee bare-bones and unoriginal, rating the game 2/10. 10:04
17 October
DO NOT BUY Monster Hunter Rise on PC - Terrible Game After a few hours with the PC version, Daniel condemns its dated graphics, flat lighting, bulky armor, and cluttered, colorful interface. He finds combat clunky and unresponsive: oversized monsters disrupt the camera, knockdowns recur, targets flee repeatedly, and enemy health is unclear. He scores it 1.8/10, calling £50–£60 Monster Hunter Rise inferior to £35 New World despite appealing monsters, music, world, and Japanese theme. 10:26
19 October
Feeling Depressed And Hungry After four days of New World, tanking makes him feel needed despite leg pain lasting nearly two weeks and depression. Chef Daniel’s copied game/reaction videos outperform his main channel—44,000, 34,000, and 9,000 views—yet he finds their success unfulfilling. He orders a £299, 11-kilogram male sex doll for OnlyFans; dating remains tentative, and a NASDAQ short loses about £600. 5:58:52
20 October
Making fish tank - Aquarium Designer With New World offline, Daniel streamed Aquarium Designer’s demo, frustrated by locked sandbox/realistic modes and mission objectives; he probably won’t buy it. Chef Daniel added 250 subscribers and about $400; Hiding My Room lost 130, while Back 4 Blood neared 10,000 views and earned $29.39. Monthly income already covers his roughly $1,500 needs: Hiding My Room $1,000, Chef Daniel $400, OnlyFans $500; Manchester ends January. 43:57
21 October
Picking up my new LOVE DOLL Daniel collects an 11-kilogram male sex doll delivered in multiple boxes, paying £299 and struggling with the weight. He frames the purchase as an OnlyFans business prop, promising unfiltered footage or images through OnlyFans and possibly Instagram. After use, he reports good performance, but a metal rod pierced the rubber tip, creating a safety hazard; he considers sawing it. 8:57
22 October
Why I HATE New World - Boring already... After nearly four weeks and several hundred hours, reaching level 60 leaves him bored, empty, and satisfied with his character. He says queues disappeared after week two, high-level zones feel lonely, and dwindling players undermine the MMO’s social appeal. Frustrating tanking, teammate blame, and aversion to toxic PvP or hardcore endgame content lead him to quit New World. 11:01
23 October
I Think I'm Gay The male doll’s metal rod pierced the rubber and injured him; he plans to hacksaw it and sell premium OnlyFans footage. He says acne and sex-work incompatibility make him give up finding a girlfriend, yet continues Tinder matches and Japan plans. His channels reached roughly 150,000 and 220,000 monthly views, lifting income to $2,000 despite £8,800 trading losses. 7:00:52
26 October
DO NOT BUY Darkest Dungeon 2 - Disappointing Game After four hours, he found Darkest Dungeon 2 spent roughly 75% of playtime steering a stagecoach, making progression boring. He disliked losing Hamlet recruitment and upgrades, one-hero-per-class parties, inability to replace fallen heroes, and restarting Denial at least four times. He rejected the 3D redesign’s reduced cartoon charm, calling the game an inferior add-on and rating it 4.5/10. 10:31
28 October
DO NOT BUY Age of Empires 4 - Very Disappointing Game Longtime Age of Empires fan, he finds the fourth game’s oversaturated, generic aesthetics childish and unlike the originals’ gritty style. He calls the unchanged gameplay shallow, preferring Total War and Civilization for deeper tactics, larger armies, and more immersive combat. Poor camera controls and echoing audio reinforce his conclusion; he recommends it only to casual players and rates it 2.9/10. 11:08
29 October
My A Hole Is BLEEDING -( The £299 love doll caused minor rectal bleeding after failed repairs; a £20 suction-cup replacement was ordered, while OnlyFans recouped the cost. Persistent acne and months-long low mood keep him indoors, undermine dating confidence, and prompt thoughts of antidepressants; he rejects therapy. October brought about $2,300; Chef Daniel game reviews outperformed his main channel, weakening his appetite for costly travel, drama, and risky trading. 5:27:15
31 October
DO NOT WATCH Dune 2021 - Terrible Movie After a date, he watched Dune (2021), calling it nearly three hours of confusing world-building, bland characters, and ineffective storytelling. He criticized the melee combat, shields, bloodlessness, implausible aircraft, spitting customs, predictable betrayal, and failed cliffhanger. The date was awkward; Odeon rejected his bank card, she paid, conversation stalled over pasta, and she left at 9 p.m. 10:33

11

November

26 videos
1 November
Buying Clothes with my NEW GIRL While shopping with a companion, he compares hoodies and coats, recalls identical clothing from Japan, and jokes about his larger size. He begins a mostly plant-and-fish Mediterranean diet to improve acne, gut health, physical health, and mental health, discarding bacon, eggs, and mayonnaise. He prepares fish-and-vegetable soup with cod, beans, lentils, and rice, but remains hungry and unsure how to replace meat-based meals. 9:56
3 November
My New Vegan Diet - Week 1 During a livestream opening, he notes it is becoming dark before 5 p.m. and describes the weather as gloomy. He says he is preparing for winter and jokingly frames the coming season as a period of hibernation. He worries the livestream title is not clickbaity enough, believing titles can determine roughly 8,000 versus 18,000 views. 2:25 OMG AMAZING NEWS 6:02:35
6 November
Just Got Vaccinated AGAIN After his second Pfizer jab, he reported mild arm soreness and no immediate systemic symptoms, crediting his new plant-focused diet. A new girlfriend visited, cooked, watched anime, and walked with him; his mood improved, but he prioritized privacy over filming. He reported stagnant YouTube, $1,300 in last-month OnlyFans income, roughly £7,800 investment losses, and looming six-month rent renewal. 4:03:13
9 November
DO NOT BUY Forza Horizon 5 - Very Disappointing After several hours, he criticizes nearly thirty minutes of unskippable cutscenes, forced character creation, pronouns, and unwanted story exposition. He finds the open world lifeless, populated by robotic-looking tagged drivers, and doubts whether apparent online players are genuine. Mouse-and-keyboard driving feels uncomfortable and slippery; he prefers Mario Kart 8’s action and GTA 5’s handling, freedom, and liveliness. 10:00 Making Handmade Birthday Gifts for my new Girlfriend -) Daniel shops for his new girlfriend’s birthday, buying two chocolate cakes and searching unsuccessfully for numbered candles. He improvises candle decorations, manages oversized flames and fridge-fit problems, and writes a birthday card despite buying one labelled ‘Happy Anniversary’. After revealing the cakes, he prepares potatoes and carrots, discusses roasting, watches anime, and greets an energetic Emma the next morning. 8:20
10 November
DO NOT BUY Jurassic World Evolution 2 - Very disappointing game After roughly an hour, he abandoned Jurassic World Evolution 2’s campaign, calling its guided dinosaur missions tedious and story-light. He found sandbox too effortless and challenge mode repetitive: research, unlock, build, maintain dinosaurs, and satisfy guests. Despite strong visuals, customization, Jurassic nostalgia, and relaxing management, he judged £50/$80 overpriced, scoring it 3.2/10 (6.2 without price). 10:46
12 November
My thoughts on YouTube Removing the dislike button YouTube hid public dislike counts while retaining the button; Daniel celebrates this as protection against harassment and mental-health damage. He says old controversies still generate 50–60% dislikes despite two years without cheating, harming his enjoyment of content creation. He endorses strict comment moderation and considers disabling comments, likes, and dislikes, while acknowledging reduced engagement and reach. 8:56
13 November
SHE DUMPED ME -( Girlfriend requested two videos removed within 12 hours, including the birthday-cake vlog; she remains involved but insists on privacy amid complications. He reports chronic positional chest pain worsened by deep breathing and briefly causing light- headedness, but avoided medical evaluation and says symptoms improved. He pivots toward gaming reviews: Jurassic World Evolution 2 reached roughly 17,000 views; Battlefield coverage and a secret illustrated channel are planned. 5:47:02 The Endgame in New World is Terrible... After reaching level 60 a few weeks earlier, he nearly quit, then returned because no alternative game appealed. Endgame centers on public elite-chest and corrupted-portal zerg runs: accessible without guilds, but tedious, weakly rewarding, and gear-insensitive. Outpost Rush feels derivative and unrewarding; wars exclude strangers, while Lazarus and Genesis groups appear orb-scamming, preventing dungeon attempts. 10:38 Why I have no Friends... Daniel has no current friends or emergency support; lasting friendships ended around sixteen, while travel contacts eventually faded. He links this loss to online-game addiction, choosing Star Wars Galaxies over visiting school friends and skateboarding. A newspaper-round commitment abandoned from exhaustion still causes guilt; he avoids friendship responsibilities and concludes solitude outweighs loneliness. 8:34
14 November
DO NOT BUY Elden Ring - Nothing Special Daniel finds Elden Ring visually derivative of Zelda, New World, and The Witcher 3, with a lifeless, dark, technically flat world. He dislikes floaty, clunky movement, slow attacks, frustrating pattern-based bosses, stereotyped classes, and distorted character proportions. He calls its features unoriginal, fears Cyberpunk-style hype, scores it 4.9/10, and will wait for discounts and bug fixes. 8:29
15 November
Battlefield 2042 Gameplay Footage (no commentary) Announcer reports Sector Alpha secured and most sectors controlled, while Echo and Delta change hands during attacks. Combat continues with grenades, reloads, casualties, medical requests, rescues, and warnings as troop strength falls toward depletion. U.S. forces capture Charlie and other objectives; opposing forces invade and lose sectors as defeat becomes increasingly inevitable. 16:27
16 November
32 Years Old - I Wasted My 20s At 32, nearing 33, Daniel says his twenties produced memories, gaming, and relationships but no career skills or financially useful experience. Around 24, repeated failures in languages, university, and work made him stop trying, choosing gaming, Tinder, and easy enjoyment instead. He fears fading looks and limited skills, feels empty despite freedom, and admits no plan beyond playing Battlefield 2042. 8:30
17 November
Why I HATE Halo Infinite Multiplayer Daniel reviews Halo Infinite’s free multiplayer preview, released before December’s campaign, and says its barebones design merits no purchase. He criticizes zoom-only aiming, bullet-sponge shields, weak weapon impact, repetitive spray- and-melee encounters, and combat unchanged since his teenage Halo experience. Small, visually repetitive maps, limited customization, identical Spartan teams, absent classes, and pointless vehicles make gameplay shallow and quickly tedious. 9:16
18 November
Alone Again -( After two weeks of companionship, Daniel is alone again; a recent connection ended, prompting disappointment, depression, and regret over divorcing. A Bumble date ended his app use; he rejects employment and plans to leave Manchester, considering home, Scotland or Japan. Stocks are down about £9,000, but a possible Venus Angelic podcast and illustrated Turkish- girl storytime briefly restore creative momentum. 5:14:03 DO NOT BUY Battlefield 2042 - Terrible Game Using EA Play’s $3.99 monthly plan, he tests Battlefield 2042 early; impressive effects give way to disappointment, repetition, and boredom. Huge 64-versus-64 maps leave infantry stranded and vehicle-vulnerable; classes, weapons, medics, and futuristic equipment feel interchangeable or pointless. He criticizes bland, empty environments and repetitive spawn-capture-death cycles, rating it 6.1/10: not worth £50, perhaps acceptable at £25. 9:50
20 November
My Problem with the Turkish Girl Following his father’s death and marriage collapse, Daniel travelled to Düsseldorf for a German woman, but ended up stranded and lonely. A Turkish viewer stayed four days in his hotel; intimacy and sightseeing gave way to suffocation and regret. Gaming triggered conflict: she took his phone and blocked his laptop; she left the next day, and he regretted his moodiness. 8:17
22 November
Why I HATE Death Stranding - Terrible Game Played Death Stranding after its 70% Steam discount (£16), saying its unusual delivery premise would not justify full price. About 80% involves cargo delivery across hazardous terrain; ladders, upgrades, combat, and vehicles add variety, but progress becomes tedious and frustrating. He criticizes weak rewards, no currency or shops, an empty world, and invisible players, proposing MMO-like interaction and house-building. 10:34
24 November
My First Time in Japan In 2010, Daniel’s first solo Japan trip began with an anime-fueled Japanese girlfriend fantasy, but she was distant and later ghosted him. At the shared guesthouse, loneliness turned into Korean romance, friendships, and language study; he abandoned Japanese school while feeling unusually accepted. Her departure triggered crying, withdrawal, and quitting school; reunion briefly restored him, leading to a six-year long-distance relationship ending after their 2016 meeting. 11:22
25 November
Why i HATE Hades - Boring Game Daniel reviews Hades as a repetitive roguelike: dying resets progress, while incremental weapons, skills, and money enable slightly farther attempts. He criticizes shallow hack-and-slash controls, predictable enemies, frustrating bosses, cheesy writing, and flat graphics; he lost interest within thirty minutes. He compares Hades with Binding of Isaac and Groundhog Day-style resets, calls the challenge unengaging, and scores it 2.4/10. 8:26
26 November
Lonely Thanks Giving Chicken He confirms leaving Manchester in January, considering Scotland or home, while pursuing a chatty Liverpool woman and casual Tinder hookup. He blames channel decline on replacing evergreen travel videos with toxic relationship drama, planning hotel, travel, gaming, and SEO-focused content. During the seven-hour stream, he cooked a chicken, reported worsening acne despite dietary changes, and planned an allergy/intolerance blood test. 7:38:57
28 November
DO NOT BUY CyberPunk 2077 - STILL TERRIBLE Bought Cyberpunk 2077 at 50% off after avoiding its £50 launch price; refunded it after two hours, finding no glitches. He praises detailed character customization, voice acting, world detail, and Japanese-inspired design, but calls the story generic and city lifeless. Sluggish shooting, bland weapons, dumb AI, mediocre driving, stiff models, and weak graphics outweigh the immersive setting; score: 4.6/10. 8:31
29 November
My Problem with the Single Mother Girlfriend Lonely during petrol-station night shifts, he met a 38-year-old Japanese single mother online and flew to Japan for two weeks. Meeting her ten-year-old daughter inspired family fantasies and attachment, but parenting felt awkward and his physical attraction remained weak. He returned to England, kept contact briefly, then pursued another woman; repeated unprotected sex caused no pregnancy. 8:42 why i HATE Destiny 2 He condemns Destiny 2 as a bland Halo reskin, arguing Bungie abandoned Halo only to make a similar, inferior sci-fi shooter. He criticizes repetitive waypoint-and-defense missions, vague story, simplistic enemies, weak tactics, minimal teamwork, and addictive loot grinding. He finds gunplay smooth and better than Cyberpunk, quits quickly, expects never to return, and rates it 1.6/10. 8:49
30 November
My YouTube Channel Might Disappear Soon... Daniel reports two strikes after posting NSFW tentacle-anime material in a second-channel description; a third would terminate the channel. He fears YouTube dependence and doubts his editing, branding, and marketing skills will transfer to conventional employment; termination means returning home and registering at the job centre. He then cooks leftover roast-chicken soup with onion, carrots, parsnips, stock, water, and sage, simmering it for hours. 9:04

12

December

16 videos
1 December
why i HATE Sekiro - Shadows Die Twice Daniel criticizes Sekiro’s PC keyboard prompts, sluggish movement, unreliable lock-on/parries, simplistic combat, and repeated two-hit deaths. He praises its melancholic samurai atmosphere, art style, Japanese voice acting, and understands roughly 80% of dialogue without subtitles. He wants limb dismemberment, weapon pickups, more varied arms, and rates the game 1.2/10, preferring Ninja Gaiden. 8:46
2 December
I miss my Wife and being married... Nearly two years after divorcing Chihiro, Daniel says single life is boring and empty, and regrets leaving the marriage. He links the reversal to Mila’s departure, pandemic travel restrictions, and being trapped alone in a six-month England apartment. He sees drama and relationships conflicting with his channel, misses Chihiro’s filming support, and fears privacy boundaries make it irreplaceable. 10:27
6 December
Moving to Liverpool to meet my NEW Girlfriend -) Daniel checks into Liverpool accommodation near Market Street for two nights, receiving room 216. The room has a cracked window, no view, shabby furniture, a hole, dripping toilet, and damaged tap, but hot water works. He plans a bubble bath with favorite golden shampoo and eats McDonald’s fish fillet and chips. 8:31
8 December
SHE STOOD ME UP at the Restaurant... While moving between hotels, Daniel paid £15 to check in an hour early, avoiding five hours outside with luggage. Rain, painful legs after walking, and an unequipped hotel room led him to order Wok and Go via Uber Eats. The oily, slimy delivery lacked utensils and sauce, but tasted good; the noodle portion seemed large enough for two meals. 8:48
9 December
DO NOT BUY Halo Infinite Campaign - Disappointing Game Daniel reviews Halo Infinite as polished and familiar, but criticizes its poorly explained story, confusing factions, and annoying characters. He rejects the open-world structure as lazy, repetitive checkpoint grinding that replaces the original series’ cinematic missions and survival tension. Despite enjoying the grappling hook and familiar shooting, he finds new weapons, villain, and side characters underwhelming, rating it 4.2/10. 8:58
10 December
REJECTED AGAIN - Liverpool SUCKS He admitted the restaurant stood-up video was staged; the Liverpool woman merely never arranged a meeting around December 7. Liverpool cost roughly £400 in hotels, trains, and food; he hated hotel living but praised waterfront museums and Titanic history. He contemplated returning to Liverpool for a new match while debating Scotland, London, renewing Manchester, or returning home. 6:47:17
13 December
How I Retired At Age 27 He says his last conventional employment was in 2017, after pursuing online entrepreneurship since age 17–18 to achieve financial freedom. His first eBay shop sold children’s watches and stationery, earning £50 monthly; his father criticized the roughly 50p-an-hour returns. Despite failed projects and ridicule from a petrol-station coworker, he persisted, attributing four years’ independence to a decade-long internet-business grind. 8:25
15 December
why i HATE Spider-man - No Way Home - VERY disappointing Daniel rates Spider-Man: No Way Home 4/10, calling its multiverse plot incoherent, derivative, and a waste of time. He criticizes the college subplot, returning villains, and Peter’s decision to save murderous enemies despite Doctor Strange’s warning. Nostalgic returns by Tobey Maguire and Andrew Garfield please him, but Aunt May’s death and universal forgetting leave Peter alone. 9:27
16 December
Why 2021 was the WORST year of my life... Returned from Rotterdam after Mila; early stock gains collapsed after February, leaving him £10,000-plus down and shifting toward long-term investing. After six months alone in Manchester, he values freedom but reports loneliness, emptiness, failed dating, and his first solitary Christmas. He links toxic YouTube content to heartbreak, unmatches, and lost confidence, yet continues creating and investing while hoping 2022 resets. 11:45
18 December
Why I HATE My Ex Wife He said ex-wife titles still bring roughly 15K views and bills, while his main channel and audience continue shrinking. He spent £880 on an M1 MacBook to relearn coding and build an iOS game based on his life. Considering Scotland, Liverpool, or home, he used height inserts for upcoming dates, expected Christmas alone, and rejected conventional employment. 7:21:25
20 December
I Became A Woman He experiments with oversized jewelry, rings, an elastic waistband, and a Japanese-game-like prop, expressing delight but questioning fit and safety. A mock wife character criticizes his cooking, threatens Trevor and a breakup, and says YouTube cannot support her and baby Bilbo. He jokes about the expensive high-rise as “famous YouTuber” luxury, proposes maid and Japanese-school-uniform costumes for future clips, then ends. 8:45
22 December
Why i HATED The Matrix - Resurrections - Disappointing Movie Daniel rates The Matrix Resurrections 2/10, calling its recycled Neo-and-Trinity rescue plot lazy, boring, nostalgia-driven, and lacking originality. He criticizes immersion-breaking self-awareness, arbitrary virtual-reality rules, weak gunplay and martial arts, shaky camerawork, and an unsatisfying ending. He says humans still lose to robots, criticizes the unresolved conflict, and hopes sequels use the Matrix to reverse balance. 12:00
23 December
My Response to the Haters (as a Non Binary Woman) Daniel defends “9 AM in the morning,” citing English usage and Bloomberg anchor Jonathan Ferro against commenters calling him stupid. He targets Jessington Bear’s four-year hate-comment history, mocking “tautology” complaints with PIN, LCD, and ATM examples. He says £20,000 inheritance became about £10,000 after stock losses, but small withdrawals could supplement his income for years. 12:04
25 December
Alone On Christmas Day -( Daniel spent his first Christmas alone in Manchester, streaming nearly ten hours, decorating, cooking turkey, drinking wine, and opening family gifts. He began Swift coding on a new M1 MacBook, planning an autobiographical iOS platformer; 52% of 2,000 voters would buy it. He remains roughly £10,000 down in stocks and became emotional when Essex Girl resurfaced after months, withholding her explanation. 9:55:22
29 December
The Essex Girl MESSAGED me on Christmas Day! After six months’ silence, the Essex girl contacted him during his livestream, reviving anxiety after disappearing before a planned meeting. She cited a reason for ending contact, promised to explain tomorrow, and asked him to stop discussing her; he agreed. While cooking and opening gifts, Scotch evoked Japan and marital fights; he ate turkey despite noticing it was pink, undercooked. 10:35
31 December
Last Stream Of 2021 (As A Woman) Since Monday, he spent roughly 75 hours building a hand-drawn GameMaker platformer with physics, weapons, currency, enemies, and bugs. Dating receded as he stopped checking Tinder; YouTube views fell, stock enthusiasm vanished, and roughly $800 OnlyFans payments remained overdue. Essex Girl again stopped replying without explanation; Chihiro remains absent, while his Manchester lease ends soon and Scotland is planned. 7:20:42

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