27 May 2021
think i got catfished again
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Summary
He suspects a London dating-app match follows his Instagram, knows his channel, and may be trolling or catfishing him. He blames declining dating prospects on his negative image, cheating history and breakup rants, while regretting Mila and considering abandoning dating. He debates reviving his declining YouTube channel with fake-girlfriend clickbait despite fearing further reputational and dating damage.
Insight
Attention-seeking, romantic regret and financial gambling remain intertwined, while insight repeatedly fails to produce a stable direction.