I don't know what to do with My Life anymore...

In Manchester, he spends nearly every day drinking coffee, watching news, and gaming, despite comfortably affording rent and food online. He calls financial freedom a self-created prison: without work, goals, or challenge, gaming and investing feel empty. Japan or Korea and dating represent hoped-for escapes, but restrictions, poor local prospects, and his online reputation leave him waiting.

Independence increasingly feels isolating; purposelessness now undermines relationships, creativity, and optimism.