2 January 2021

Self Isolation in England - Day 6

2 January 2021 · 5:05:05

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Summary

Six days after Mila ended the relationship, Daniel returned home, relieved to leave Rotterdam but intermittently depressed, confused, and unmotivated. He awaits a roughly $2,800 rental deposit, resumes streaming with new equipment, restores Discord, and prioritizes investing while delaying travel. He questions his ability to connect, recognizes inattentiveness in past relationships, and remains uncertain about Japan, dating, employment, and content.

Insight

Homecoming relieves immediate stress, yet isolation, grievance, and unstable relationship hopes continue.