Why I want to get back with my Ex Wife

After two Manchester months without dating success, he calls life his lowest point and regrets leaving Japan and Chihiro. He says both reasons for leaving failed: YouTube collapsed and female attention disappeared; viewer dating brought catfishing, ghosting, trolling, instability. He believes he has matured, proposes reconciliation, and offers deleting Instagram or granting access; channel recognition makes ordinary dating difficult.

His regret shifts from defending independence toward blaming YouTube while dependence on its income remains.