got some cool new things

Bought an £80 microphone on five-month installments and a roughly £20 cigar-shaped vape; upgraded Twitch setup and tested cameras/scenes. Reported ten days indoors, one human interaction, blocked dating contacts, loneliness, and regret over leaving Japan and Chihiro. Nasdaq shorts lost about £170; he planned Europe in January, hoped Japan would reopen, and considered renewed ex-wife clickbait.

Material independence has not produced connection; boredom still drives retail therapy, speculative trading, and relationship-content plans.