29 August 2021
Making Dinner
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Summary
During a six-hour Manchester livestream, he tests a new Rode Mini microphone, troubleshoots Streamlabs, cooks pasta, and debates January relocation. He reports 150 OnlyFans subscribers paying $10 monthly, £885 rent, £9,000 trading losses, and minimizing spending until Japan reopens. He regrets divorce and oversharing, acknowledges depression and self-centredness, but still blames toxic viewers while planning Japan, study, and remarriage.
Insight
Self-awareness grows, but loneliness keeps redirecting him toward Japan, relationships, and relationship-based content.