27 April 2021

Self therapy session

27 April 2021 · 1:54:29

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Summary

Daniel reports daily irritability, insomnia, and boredom: usually asleep around 5 a.m., awake at 2 p.m., gaming and masturbating. Stock losses remain about £6,000; panic-selling MicroVision and shifting into Bitcoin worsened regret, while YouTube and gold also stagnated. He plans a faceless fake-job livestream, disables clips, restricts Twitch, and considers fabricated relationships to revive views.

Insight

Comfort and financial security produce stagnation; attention-seeking and relationship fantasies remain his main escape.