very stressful day -(

A burger nearly caused a fire; the alarm left ringing ears, while unwanted cleaning visits intensified his need for privacy. He leans toward renting the Manchester apartment: £875 rent, bills, roughly £6,000 upfront, and possible deposit loss if leaving early. Flat trading, no donations, weak videos, and roughly £7,000 losses prompt possible stock sales while he awaits a date.

He seeks isolation and stability, yet volatile income and uncertain relationships make commitment feel dangerous.