8 June 2021
BORING - dunno whT to do
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Summary
Streaming suffers repeated lag, costing viewers; he considers lowering bitrate, changing devices, resetting Wi-Fi, or using an iPhone hotspot. He debates moving out for independence: London costs £1,200–£1,500 monthly; Maidstone houses cost £700–£1,000, but he fears wasting money. He admits declining views require fabricated relationship drama or borrowing other creators’ audiences, yet fears this prevents genuine relationships.
Insight
Comfort, financial anxiety, and audience dependence keep him oscillating between independence fantasies and performative storytelling.