feeling sad and lonely -(

Streaming feels compulsive; without it Daniel feels empty, describing severe loneliness, boredom, depression, and hopelessness reminiscent of Korea. He invests £1,700 in Bitcoin, briefly gains $40–$50, calls trading gambling, and orders £50 Huel for healthier lunches. He accepts stock obsession and poor communication hurt Mila, while blaming Chihiro’s Discord and saying her retained sex-video SD card gives leverage.

A recurring cycle persists: isolation drives streaming, trading, romantic fixation, and blame, while insight produces few concrete changes.