26 December 2020
She DUMPED ME ON BOXING DAY
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Summary
On Boxing Day, after spending Christmas with Mila and her family, she ended the relationship, saying she was unhappy; he left angrily. Despite January rent already paid, he wants to leave Rotterdam immediately; Tier 4 restrictions make England flights uncertain, so Amsterdam is a fallback. He blames sacrifices, secrecy, fabricated videos, and thousands spent for Mila; he blocks her, deletes KakaoTalk, and plans unrestricted content again.
Insight
As before, heartbreak triggers rage, categorical blame, blocking, ex-idealization, and renewed escape into online work.