How I failed at everything in life

Drawing and Japanese ambitions stalled: webcomics ended unfinished; he passed JLPT N2, failed N1, and lost Fiverr after Google-translated specialist work. Coding yielded one App Store game and roughly ten $1.99 sales; eBay ended after stockouts, negative reviews, and a ban; marriage failed amid infidelity. YouTube’s 2018 viral growth stagnated; he fears falling below 5,000 views per video and has £20,000 invested, already down £1,000.

Across projects, initial optimism repeatedly gives way to abandonment after criticism, complexity, or disappointing returns.