everything has failed i lost it all...

NASDAQ trading swung his account from £102 to £80, then £117; three winning trades netted roughly £22, prompting stricter rules. £68 of groceries and £226 OnlyFans income eased scarcity, but a £1,350 overdraft and recurring bills keep him financially trapped. He refuses job applications, prioritizes YouTube, OnlyFans, and small-account trading, while revisiting Sunny’s breakup and mourning their planned domestic life.

A brief trading win restores confidence, but unresolved income insecurity and grief continue the autonomy-driven instability.