my life is ruined and falling apart

After being fired and dumped by Sunny, he stays home nearly out of food and plans to collect donated groceries. He commits to full-time day trading despite a short briefly reaching £8 profit then reversing; the day consumed him. He refuses Mum's home or employment, considers aliases to evade delivery bans, and relies on YouTube, OnlyFans, investments, and trading.

Autonomy again outranks stability as food insecurity, debt, loneliness, and speculative work intensify.