I'm in a REALLY bad mood

Lost £10–£12 day-trading a roughly £100 account after following Travelling Trader’s short; stopped out, then placed another tight overnight order. Nearly out of food, he plans Tesco shopping tomorrow while managing rent, overdraft, debt, and dependence on irregular YouTube earnings. He blames Sunny for their breakup but admits missing Fasta’s affection and wanting care, while rejecting marriage and renewed commitment.

Autonomy and trading substitute for work and intimacy, but financial stress, loneliness, and grievance remain entrenched.