16 April 2025

had a really bad day :(

16 April 2025 · 3:40:01

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Summary

After £50 for 100 rainy parcels yesterday, today’s 50-parcel shift was quicker; he fell on gravel and injured his knee. Day trading lifted his account to £7.10, a claimed 9% gain, after 20 trades; he admitted greed and gambling risk. He expects £740 council tax, rent, tyre, and £130 electricity soon, keeping him trapped in overdraft despite earning above expenses.

Insight

Stopping breakup rants improved stability, but work-and-money fixation still displaces intimacy and rest.