3 November 2024

why I'm sad and alone (not clickbait)

3 November 2024 · 3:52:52

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Summary

Sent home from work but paid £58, he streamed four hours; YouTube income rose from about $400 to $600. Credit-card debt fell from £5,571 to £4,861; total debt is about £12,600, with stock sales considered to accelerate repayment. Sunny may visit next week; his mother may buy an identical £17,000 Peugeot, while his three- day backache persists.

Insight

Debt and wage work advance, while resentment, nostalgia, and relationship uncertainty preserve his escape cycle.