Sad and Alone again...

Home internet fell to 1 Mbps down/0.1 up; window-positioned phone data reached 70/15, avoiding £300 Starlink pending an engineer. June income neared $955; Elden Ring guides mostly drew hundreds to 4,000 views, prompting one final video toward $1,000. Girlfriend silence lasted three days over perceived neglect; he welcomed the quiet and prioritized videos, exercise, debt repayment, and home.

Travel fatigue and relationship conflict reinforce retreat into an isolated home routine and repetitive content.