sad and alone again

Rainy Memorial Day leaves him isolated; Every ended, income may fall to £1,700–£1,800, prompting a Japan/dating-content revival. He plans to keep the £900 Devon home, build a £9,000 safety net after June, then repay his mother. Crypt may visit Britain instead of Canada, offering a possible new sexual relationship; Sunny’s absence and family exclusion intensify loneliness.

He substitutes autonomy, trading, provocative content, and new relationships for stable work and sustained intimacy.