sad and lonely on my Birthday...

On his 35th birthday, he stayed alone in a cold Osaka hotel, streamed seven hours, and ate discounted food. With ¥19,000 until next week, he tested Samsung audio and pocket Wi-Fi; poor speeds and battery undermined planned IRL streaming. His girlfriend in America may return to Thailand; Venus ignored him, Tomoko declined, and donations failed to fund contacting Chihiro.

Birthday loneliness reflects his pattern: craving companionship while rejecting ordinary socializing and sustained commitments.