I’m in really BIG TROUBLE

A four-hour Osaka IRL stream repeatedly crashed and suffered alert, battery, and connectivity problems; iPhone plus Botrix eventually enabled text-to-speech. He spent about ¥3,000 on whale skewers, whale bacon, McDonald’s, and food; disliked the whale, felt drunk, sick, and hungry. Spending reached £1,000 against £900 earned; he deferred mother’s payment, messaged Chihiro after donations, and planned gaming videos.

Travel remains an expensive escape; declining engagement intensifies boredom, isolation, secrecy, and content pressure.