3 November 2023
sad and lone again - it's over...
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Summary
He passed the Thai exam after two sick weeks, likely declines $200 Level 2, and returns only for visa documents. His nearly two-month cough and rib pain persist; six-hour streams are necessary, yet demonetization costs 70% of ad revenue. His relationship remains bumpy, with repeated near-breakups and a possible 15,000-baht condo move; he rejects a 36-month RTX 4090 debt.
Insight
The visa-and-social routine ends without friendships; isolation, declining income and reluctance to commit deepen.