sad and disappointing day AGAIN

Seven hours of US 500 shorting grew his account from roughly £12.50 to £18.50; he still held positions overnight. He delivered 70 parcels in 1h40, but an account-at-risk warning made him fear dismissal over timing and complaints. Alone in Devon, he says routine suppresses loneliness, but £769 overdraft, delayed YouTube income, rent, and council tax threaten stability.

Autonomy remains his priority, but risky trading and resistance to job rules undermine the stability he is building.