Alone again

Phone battery failure destroyed his seven-minute 2017 review; he deleted it, reporting creative burnout, scarce ideas, and anxiety about YouTube. While cohabiting with his girlfriend until March, he describes daily sex, a recently cleared fungal infection, and a condom rupture. He reports six Tinder hookups in two months, secretly recording and sharing sex, yet prioritizing his girlfriend and channel.

The transcript intensifies his recurring cycle of loneliness, sexual novelty, public oversharing, and creative dependence.