20 July 2017

2nd week of unemployment

20 July 2017 · 10:07

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Summary

After nine months, he finished his final petrol-station shift, felt liberated, and entered unemployment after recent low energy. Translation work arrived rapidly, providing income from Japanese skills but proving stressful, time-consuming, and difficult with scientific or medical texts. Without work’s routine, he feels lost, keeps a 5 a.m. bedtime, struggles with productivity, and remains ambivalent about returning to Japan.

Insight

Autonomy reduces stress, but removing employment also removes structure, exposing recurring home-versus-social-life tension.