18 May 2025
life keeps getting worse - broke and starving
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Summary
Unemployed but housed, he rations food, makes flour bread, says overdraft fell £400, and considers selling his unused £9,000 car. He declares Sunny permanently over yet keeps her toiletries, mourns lost companionship, and ranks avoiding employment and YouTube above relationships. He plans leveraged day trading with strict no-overnight/news/weekend rules, while blaming viewbotting and pursuing OnlyFans and new collaborators.
Insight
Autonomy remains his priority, but unemployment, loneliness, food insecurity, and speculative income expose its escalating costs.