my life keeps getting worse ：(

He suspects troll-driven viewbotting, resets streams to disrupt raids, and anxiously monitors sub-100 viewership while cooking and moderating bans. He says delivery work returned, expects about £500, and projects nearly $3,000 monthly across delivery, YouTube, donations, and OnlyFans. After Sunny’s breakup, he abandons family hopes, resumes explicit OnlyFans work, and considers risking £500 day-trading despite a 104%-down short.

Autonomy remains central; unstable income, speculation, sexual monetization, and isolation intensify after relationship loss.