I don't think my GF's face is attractive

After returning from Japan, he admits her face initially disappointed him, but emotional closeness and attraction strengthened. He values their quiet compatibility, describes sex, and plans to work, save, then rent nearby in Japan for summer. Her daughter reportedly looks forward to his return; he calls her future stepdaughter and promotes Patreon rewards to fund Japan.

Romantic attachment supplies purpose despite ambivalence about appearance and uncertainty around family roles.