I was physically abused by a blonde white girl.

Responding to criticism of his preference for Asian women, he questions whether fear of rejection contributes to dismissing white women. A blonde schoolmate demanded £20 after her bracelet broke during a bag dispute, then harassed and punched him repeatedly. Peers laughed and offered no help; believing he could not hit a girl, he paid £20 to end the ordeal.

He tentatively links one childhood assault to enduring fear, intimidation, and reduced attraction toward white women.