how i wasted my life - part 8

Elon–Trump conflict crashed markets; his CFD account recovered from £140 to about £220, while he bought £600 Tesla after selling 50 Barrick shares. He ordered a £480 Switch 2 with Cyberpunk on credit, planning 100 videos; he postponed the £220 buckled-wheel repair. He re-blocked his mother after her “evil person” comment, while revisiting Sunny’s breakup and weighing new long-distance prospects.

Financial strain and loneliness drive speculative trading, content monetization, deferred repairs, and fantasies of romantic escape.