i failed in life, lonely and sad forever...

At 36, he returned after a two-week ban, delivering 75 parcels in roughly two hours for about £40. OnlyFans reached 40 fans and about £240; new equipment supported planned premium content, though an injury prompted roughly two weeks’ rest. With overdraft nearly maxed, he awaits payments and targets June debt clearance; he admits minimal relationship effort helped end things with Sunny.

Autonomy and minimal effort continue reproducing intertwined work, debt, loneliness, and relationship instability.