how i got Dumped by EVERY girlfriend I've had

His first, two-year online relationship ended at 19 when she chose a Czech man; delaying Japan travel left him devastated. Subsequent Japan relationships brought loneliness, jealousy, surveillance, chlamydia, expulsions, near-marriage, and ghosting; he returned to the Korean woman until 2016. His marriage collapsed amid cheating, fights, and prioritizing YouTube; Mila reunited twice but left after channel secrecy, hate, and decline.

Relationships repeatedly deteriorate when fear, jealousy, secrecy, and monetized exposure compete with intimacy and autonomy.