I'm lazy and have no motivation

At 27, he feels unmotivated and ashamed of petrol-station work, spending £3,000 on Japan to meet an online girlfriend. A coworker swore at him over drink-stocking; alone Sunday, he completed roughly 17 tasks versus coworker’s 7–8 and earned praise. He wants solitary work but lacks direction; a computer-science course, webcomics, and gaming commitments repeatedly ended when interest faded.

Solo work reveals capability, but conflict and customers deepen escapism and career uncertainty.