My first sexual experience

In February 2010, after quitting an unhappy office job, he travelled to Japan to meet his Osaka- based online girlfriend. Their first sexual attempt in Tokyo failed amid mutual inexperience, shyness, nervousness, and no preparation; later attempts also failed. After buying condoms at 1 a.m., he lost his wallet but recovered it intact; arguments and her blocking ended things.

The episode reinforces a recurring pattern of intense anticipation, weak communication, and relationships ending through withdrawal.