my life is a complete failure...

After over a week banned from delivery work, he prioritizes YouTube, OnlyFans, and trading, projecting roughly £1,900 monthly without employment. He trades leveraged NASDAQ shorts around Powell’s unchanged-rate speech, hedges, and reports small losses while the broader position remains profitable. He accepts Sunny is gone, attributes the breakup to choosing YouTube, and intends to remain in his quiet Devon house.

Autonomy remains his priority, but unemployment, debt, isolation, and speculative trading make stability increasingly fragile.