1 week since Sunny dumped me ：(

One week after Sunny’s breakup message, he remains blocked; he defends YouTube while acknowledging streams and Discord repeatedly displaced intimacy. He reports about £25,000 debt, £1,400 monthly expenses, and four hoped-for income streams; delivery work briefly involved only 50 parcels. He plans gardening, food frugality, and a £100 trading-community trial, while keeping Thailand’s £11,000 DTV route as a possible fallback.

He recognizes his recurring cycle of obsessive work displacing intimacy, followed by breakup, loneliness, and escape planning.