5 April 2025
why i nearly quit youtube
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Summary
On day two back, he vows never to delete the channel again after Sunny made YouTube a relationship deal-breaker. He projects £1,700–£2,000 monthly income against £1,300 expenses and £26,000 debt, rationing a £120 food budget. Sunny collects belongings Monday; reconciliation requires accepting YouTube, while delivery work yields about £30 daily versus promised £70.
Insight
Creator identity and autonomy again outrank reconciliation, while debt makes YouTube feel economically indispensable.