why i nearly quit youtube

Laptop crash ended the 150-viewer stream; lost Turkey Tom momentum and falling gold leave him dependent on overdraft into May. Quitting YouTube for Sunny caused depression and financial panic; he says reconciliation requires her accepting his channel, while choosing solitude. He owes his mother about £19,000 and says delivery income cannot cover expenses, prompting Monster Hunter videos and possible OnlyFans.

A familiar cycle returns: relationship conflict threatens income, then YouTube autonomy becomes his emotional and financial refuge.