bored with my life ：(

He remains employed at a garden centre; this month’s income reached £1,650 versus £2,200 last month, but work feels boring. He paid £879 toward debt, owes Mum £7,782 and the card £5,571, and may quit in winter to limit tax. Sunny seems reconciled but undefined; he deleted Discord again and considered uploading nostalgic Chihiro footage despite her likely anger.

Wage work and debt repayment are replacing travel, but boredom, lost fame, and unstable intimacy continue the longstanding escape cycle.